~tHe dAyzOf mY LiFe~

2009-11-08T23:08:00.001+08:00

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2009-10-10T02:08:00.003+08:00

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.

If I wrote a book about where we stand,
then the title of my book would be life with Superman,
that's how you make me feel, I count you as a privilege,
this love is so ideal, I'm honored to be in it,
I know you feel the same, I see it everyday,
in all the things you do, and all the things you say

If I were to try to count,the ways to make me smile,
I'd run out of fingers before I run out of timeless things to talk about,
sugah you keeps it going on, make me wanna keep my loving strong,
make me wanna try my best to give you what you want, what you need,
giving you my whole heart not just a little piece, more than a minimum,
I´m talking everything more than a single wish, I´m talking every dream

If there's options, I don't want them,
they're not worth my time cause if it's not you,
Oh, no thank you ,I like us just fine,
you a roc in the sand, you're the smile in a crowd,
you´re my joy through the pain, you're the truth through the lies,
no matter what I do, I know that I can count on you

Beyonce
Happy 34th love. You are definitely my roc. hee.

2009-10-09T00:36:00.006+08:00

You don't need to know everything in life, just the things you need to be happy.

the jalan raya with my KBs was awesome. we spent 10 hours on 4 houses! hehe. and i love it! how we take pictures to the lift, in the lift, to the carpark, in the car, to the house, in the house, out of the house, EVERYWHERE la! gilaa sangat! i had a crazy time dancing my day away with them. and i can't wait for Veen's big day! we really can't stop talking about it. how beautiful everything would be. them girls, they're amazing and i love them so much. and you see the 4 girls above, they're definitely in my bridesmaid list followed by a few others i have in mind. im thankful im blessed with beautiful people around me.

2009-10-06T01:41:00.009+08:00

Be mindful of every little pleasure in life, by living everyday like it’s your last day

this year Dian Raya was a bit special because we TUA BANGKAs received duit raya. and it definitely made us happy, it somehow relives our dapat duit collection memories.haha!

well, of course with or without them moolahs, we definitely had an awesome time with endless phototakings, delicious foods, crazy laughters and our silly jokes/antics. and BOO! me for not being in the bus, THANK GOD there's next year! =)

i miss them Dian loves too much. i smell crazy fun on the 18th! hehe.

2009-10-02T04:15:00.008+08:00

Life is too important to be taken seriously.

i was so excited to get married on a beautiful Tuesday afternoon that i have totally forgotten about my beautiful dress i bought just for that beautiful day. so decked with a pair of rundown jeans and a studded black plain top, i rushed down to a beautiful park with a bouquet of beautiful red roses to meet my beautiful husband to be.

but since lady luck wasn't by my side, my beautiful husband to be was no where to be found. rumours has it, he was last seen taking a ferry to Batam with a lady. TSK! thank god, a beautiful fairy from up above came down with beautiful red balloons to cheer me up. it definitely did, i was so happy with them beautiful balloons, i totally forgotten about my wedding.

and because the beautiful fairy was very kind. she brought me over to her beautiful land and tried her best to make me laugh again. she definitely painted a beautiful smile across my beautiful face (HAHAHA!) with her silly antics.

the beautiful fairy then introduced me to her beautiful fairy friend. i was so happy to get to know them beautiful fairies because they are my beautiful friends now. we named ourselves the KBs and we live happily ever after. i love my beautiful fairies plus Zila of course! hehe.

love.

2009-09-30T03:33:00.005+08:00

Love is rarer than genius itself. And friendship is rarer than love.

this picture would have been perfect with Tasha inside. ahhh, i miss my busok laa. well, it would be perfect-ER with Rohana in it but she was just being herself backing out the last minutes. hehehe. we wanted to head to Sunset grill to try their SPICY chicken but to our dismay the place is closed on Tuesday! of all days laa! buang mase print map je! so we settled for Fish & Chicks at Sembahwang where we were talking non-stop because it's been awhile since we all last met up. Seletar for camwhoring session and a whole lot of laughters. i love my ol school loves and i can't wait for our mini Jalan Raya. *dances around*

2009-09-29T02:57:00.001+08:00

2009-09-25T01:28:00.006+08:00

You can’t stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it’s the best thing in the world.

his cousin: dengar-dengar Mahir cakap die nak tunang?
me: *gulps* AH TUNANG? dengan sape je die nak tunang eh. i tak nak tunang.
his cousin: alaaa okay what tunang.
me: NO WAY!

HAHAHAHAHA! i really don't know what Ahmad has been talking behind my back but tunang is definitely out of the picture. goodness, when can this tunang/marriage issue dissappear. Ahmad surprised me every single time.

today, we headed out to catch the F1 practice session with his cousins. seriously, i don't enjoy myself watching the car passing by at the speed of light like he did. i enjoyed talking with Hazurah more. HAHAHA. i swear we girls could not fathom boys and their love for cars. OH WELLS!

anyhoos! yesterday, i amused myself by plucking the courage and headed to his place because his mum wanted me to. all these time, i was giving all silly excuses i could find every single time his mum wanted to meet me because i am pengecut like that and i really don't know how to talk/ambik hati orang tua. but because his mum bought dresses for me from Bangkok (too sweet!), i am obliged to meet her.

and so it went better than i had expected with Ahmad leaving me in the kitchen to talk to his cousins outside. tsk! the horror laa, die pikir aku nak kemas dapur die agaknye. thank god for his sister who kindly invited me to her room. i shall give myself a pat because i could utter some words instead of being numb while eating, while watching tv, while talking. hee.

that aside, i don't want anymore meet-ups with his family, not now at least cause im still feeling the jitters from the previous one. in his words you memang tak fair, almost everyday i go your place, you tak pernah nak datang my place. this boy never understands my position as a very pengecut girlfriend. ISK!

and everything aside, i can't wait for december to shop with my favourite peoples! *dances around*

2009-09-21T17:58:00.009+08:00

The love of a family is life's greatest blessing

as usual my family always have some drama in the morning of raya. so this year, the whole family were looking for Hafiz's missing samping. so annoying cause i was busy catching up with my beauty sleep. pfft! mama whipped up a whole lot of delicious foods for breakfast. after getting ready, we had our usual maaf sessions with Yan getting a LITTLE emotional and started crying. hehe. with Hafiz asking for forgiveness because he wanted duit raya *roll eyes* with Papa kept repeating "NO! NO! I WON'T FORGIVE YOU!" that made us cracked up in the seriousness. i guess after everything, family is really the people that really matters most.

we then had our rounds of visiting the elderly. i love raya, really! too much food to eat, too much gassy drinks to drink, too much kuehs to taste, too much catching up with everyone, too much laughters and too much love. i love it so much that my attempt to not go out today FAILED. i actually joined my family for the 2nd half of raya when the whole gang headed to my place before heading out again. mane blh resist! hehe. too bad, i did not snap blog related pictures. HAHA.

i hope you enjoyed your raya! and if you've YET to feel the raya thingy magic, there's a month to find those feelings!

2009-09-19T11:56:00.005+08:00

The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them, and others you don’t. But, in the end, they’re the people you always come home to.

i just completed my 1500 words essay to which i actually exceeded. limitations can suck. hehe. im all done with them assignments but im not really looking forward to Math test on Tuesday. argh! it seems like i won't be heading out on Monday with them family. *nangis tersedu-sedu*

yesterday, i drove to Johor! not too bad, i say! HAHAHA! headed to angsana with Mama for last minute shopping for the house and bought lots of things. and then i became the driver for the whole day, going to places to take kuehs, going to mall to shop for my family raya stuffs and a whole lot more. PENAT SANGAT!

i love my baju kurungs! hehehe. i can't wait to don it tomorrow. my siblings and i been looking at the mirror, strutting our baju kurungs around the house for the last couple of days. mama is still not satisfied with the cleanliness/look of the house, papa is gubah-ing them bungas for all the tables in the house. yes, all of them bungas in the house is gubah-ed by my dad. it's crazy around here. hehe. i guess that's the reason the raya spirit in me/us never died down because my family is silly like that. that said, im still not done with my cleaning of my wardrobe. damn annoying cause the clothes kept piling up! tsk!

anyhoos, Selamat Hari Raya to all of you! have fun strutting around the neighbourhood with your new bajus!

2009-09-16T00:40:00.006+08:00

You've got a smile that can light up the whole town.

them two sweets have definitely light up my life. i had an awesome time on Saturday, spending my afternoon threading them bushy eyebrows, rebonding my curled hair and shopping with Liyana. Ahmad then joined us to break fast at Sofra where we ate too little for paying a little too much. i don't like the place. hee. Comex show was crazy! too many people for too little space to walk around. tsk! and because we love ice-creams, we headed to Dempsey for B&J, SUNGGUH SEDAPS! we had a good spot for a crowded space. hehe. i love you guys! sayang sangat!

2009-09-14T01:40:00.005+08:00

Looking back on the photo album of my life, it's the little things that make me smile.

Dian boys.
Dian girls.

Dian iftar was crazy fun! we had soo much food to eat from eclairs to chewy juniors to donuts to awfully chocolate cakes to Abg Busu's nasi goreng to all those BBQ foods! we definitely got our stomach filled til the brim! we had a whole lot of laughters from our acting videos to our jokes to our silly antics to everything. my Dian loves are da bomb! i definitely can't wait for our raya outing and the PHOTOSHOOT! sayang korangs la!

2009-09-14T00:39:00.006+08:00

The language of friendship is not words but meanings.

my KBs came over my place the other day to break fast, since im not really allowed to go out cause mama was sick. i had an awesome time lepak-in at home and laughing away with our silly jokes. after which, we had craving for ice-cream so out we went after SG idol and headed to Mad Jack for desserts. babies, i had a good time! to out melayu theme jalan raya! lovelove!

2009-09-12T03:24:00.005+08:00

How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.

it's been 3 days since busok left us for Dubai. it will never be the same without her. *insert sad face emoticons* we shall webcam, voice call each other cause i miss my busok already. so the ol school loves send busok off, and we got ourselves a friendship charm from her. hehe. i love how we have something that reminds us of her, and she has alot of things that remind her of us. hehe. i love my ol school loves! busok, til we meet again, next year i hope!

2009-09-11T02:46:00.004+08:00

The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences.

me: so what of it's our 33 months together. you'll never do anything nice.

i am definitely taking all my words back. i feel bad for making Ahmad feel bad. i know, we're a little too silly sometimes. today, i told him to fetch me from the airport to which he said that he was tired to which i said forget it to which he said you, i da sampai rumah to which i say im really dissapointed in you to which he said i thought you said forget it to which i did not even bother to reply. FORGET IT MEANS YOU BETTER AMEK ME! TSK!

i was so angry at him until he reminds me of our annivesary to which i actually have forgotten. wah! sungguh pandai, he thinks he remembered he TERROR ah, wants to make me feel bad. da la salah month! 30th? that was 3 months ago. DOUBLE TSK! but his silly ways to coax me did make me smile. Ahmad is very kental.

just like every ramadhan, we set aside a day for CLEAN DIYANAH ROOM mission. so the other day, we executed our plan. and just like every session, i was seen outside watching tv, walking around disturbing my siblings while Ahmad works on my room, vacuum the floor, mopping the floor, clean my aircon and fan (to which he realised that my fan was faulty) and wipe my dusty furnitures. not because i want to, but because Ahmad tells me to. he doesn't want me to get all asthmatic. too sweet! hehe. and since my fan is faulty, that boy matimati wants to buy a new one that instant. so busokly, we headed to Giant and i got a new fan spinning with love! hehehe. and im not THAT hopeless because i helped him in changing the bed sheets and repositioning my bed. *clears throat*

the other day, when i was rushing to school, i realised that i don't have a penny in my wallet to get me to Boon Lay because of my silly-ness. i called Ahmad and disturb his morning sleep, and eventhough he said i always like to bother him, in his word leceh ah you. he still dragged himself out of the bed and rush to send me to school.

and i realised that i am lucky and blessed to have him for he has done so many amazing things just for me. you, Happy 33rd! i love you x infinity.

2009-09-06T02:37:00.011+08:00

Joy in one’s heart and some laughter on one’s lips is a sign that the person down deep has a pretty good grasp of life.

on a windy afternoon, my ol school loves were geared up to fly kite but much to our HORROR, the aunty had forgotten to give us a very important bone to the kite. thus leaving us girls very sad. we've been waiting all our lives for this!

thank god, SUPERHERO JD headed to the carpark and found some branches for the bone of our kite! with the supervision of Marl, me and JD managed to stich the bone to the kite. we girls were definitely very happy!

so HAPPILY we wanted to fly the kite but failed! because we're bad like that. but fret not, our hero fly-ed our kite high up to heaven. them girls can't stop looking at our colourful kite.

and since the launching of kite called for a celebration. we celebrated it! we got a cake for busok because we love her too much and started posing with our mighty kite the whole time!

after breaking fast at Banana Leaf, we headed to a place somewhere only we know and got awe-ed by the beauty of a place. thanks to Gab and Viv for bringing us to such beautiful place. one day, all of us will be leaving side by side to each other there. hehehehe.

we wrapped up our day with supper at KTM. we'll definitely head there again for pictures session. hehe. i love my ol school loves too much. busok, 6 more days. =(

2009-09-06T02:01:00.006+08:00

It will all make sense the moment you realise how it is to be truly alive.

SNT iftar was awesome! we always make it a point to keep a day free so that all of us can meet to break fast. i really hope this yearly iftar of ours wouldn't die. now, the only thing we discuss about is weddings, weddings, wediings. HAHA! i can't wait for Wawa and Indah's BIG DAY. hehe. flower girls we shall be! i love them SNT-ians so much! to October ladies! =)

2009-09-02T23:55:00.005+08:00

All people smile in the same language.

we KBs finally met up! full force! hehe. headed to Zila's place to break fast and we were busy ctaching up, looking at each other notes, had crazy fun with silly photos and videos! HAHAHAHA! too funny! after which, we headed to Science Center and the kids in us creeped out and we had fun playing in the playground. it has been awhile. too more buka outings ladies! i love you girls!

2009-09-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason… then I realized I was thinking about you.

i always have this silly imagination to lose all the fats ive been walking with all my life. haha! and i like to tell Ahmad about my sillysilly imagination to go for a run, a jog, to diet and to do all the silly things girls would do to lose weight.

yesterday while we were walking, i saw this girl with a nice body,

me: you, i nak lose weight ah. nak exercise jadi kurus, lawa.
him: one more time you tell me you want to lose weight or kalau u kurus, i carik perempuan lain. u stay the way you are la. nak kurus, nak kurus... *continue nagging*

hehehe. so today, i shall lessen my imagination to lose all the fats because i dont want him to carik perempuan lain. so diyanah memang tak akan kurus la awak. HAHA! oh wells, as long as Ahmad loves me. *dances around*

2009-09-01T01:23:00.007+08:00

You don't need to know all the things in life, just the things you need to be happy.

Sunday night with my ol school loves was AWESOME! Sabar Menanti to break our fast, back lane to take crazy pictures, Settlers for a whole lot of games and laughters, Simpang to end our morning with a whole lot of stories, catching up and so much more. i love them bunch too much! and im going to miss my busok, the day is nearer. sigh. the group will never be complete. BUSOK! stay longer pleaseeeee. *inserts sad face emoticons*

2009-08-30T01:55:00.011+08:00

There's more to living than being alive.

alot of people have been asking me how school has been treating me so far. school has been treating me fairly good now but im hating the fact that September is coming. i have assignment submissions on September! GARH!

ANYHOOS,

everyday in school i will head to the library to study,
very hard working kan! TAHU!

and when im bored i'll call my friends to entertain me, this three girls have been my constant entertainer,

and when they got boring, ill call in my group members for almost all subjects to entertain me or rather Ameer was entertained by my R, tsk!

and when it gets too cold, we will STUDY under one of them umbrellas outside. yes, we are really hardworking, all we do is to study, study, study. HAHA.

and when tutorials get too tough, we will help each other. that's what friends are for la.

when we got bored of tutorials and study, we will snap some pictures here and there. having a camera in my bag is always handy!

so with friends like them, school definitely rock! hehe.

2009-08-26T02:04:00.005+08:00

If you’re lucky, you might eventually just strike the right one.

i thought now that it is the fasting month, i can lose all the weight i want by not eating as much. BUT im definitely wrong about it. Ahmad has been asking me out almost every night to accompany him for supper and with that, it means i would also have to eat not that i want to but i have to! and because Ahmad is Ahmad, in his words "ah, you tak nak makan, you bayar semua". and because i am Diyanah, and i NEVER want to pay, i am forced to order. and if that is not enough, sometimes Ahmad has this IMAGINARY thinking in his head that he can eat ALOT and his body is as big as HULK that he orders too much food for himself which resulted in me having to eat MORE.

kalau macam gini, tak kurus la aku! hmph!

2009-08-25T02:01:00.005+08:00

I hope you can always find a reason to smile.

my Sunday was spend with my family feasting on seafoods and a whole lot more delicious foods at Johor! then we spend the late nights exploring Geylang. i guess, my family is one of those families who feels that 12 am is 12 in the afternoon. haha! well, they're the every reason for my sanity in this insane world. and my siblings whom i would love to hate but i can't. they're really the every reason, why i am a lil bit crazy. haha. sayang adik-adik saya!

2009-08-25T01:34:00.008+08:00

Live your life so completely that when death comes to you like a thief in the night, there is nothing left for him to steal.

Happy 72nd Birthday Nenek! i hope you would be bless with many more amazing years spend with your beloved children and grandchildren and grandgrandchildren. hehe. i believe my grandma is definitely the most coolest, prettiest nenek in town. at the age of 72, im more than thankful that she is healthy and still is very strong. kakak sayang nenek!

2009-08-23T01:05:00.010+08:00

The little things, sometimes they're worth so much more than what they seem. Sometimes they're all that matter.

on a beautiful Friday afternoon, me and Liy dolled ourselves up (we always do actually!) for our virgin trip up the Singapore Flyer. we were pretty much excited and kept on giggling every time, very jakun la!

we were given media guide that isn't of much help cause we practically had to keep it close to our ears to listen to it yak. we were too busy taking pictures of ourselves, catching up, enjoying the view, being silly and laughing.

we then decided to take pictures of each other walking ala catwalk because Liy felt the weather was good for photo taking. hehe. our 3 minutes walk to meet Veen turned out longer because we're just camwhores like that.

after dinner, we decided on Para-Para Sakura, this time round i did the hand version. it was the most kental game ever but it was so fun! i got 2nd ranking in the system. not too bad for a newbie like me! hehe. i got to do it again la.

because we wanted desserts to end the day with, we headed to Changing Appetite and the desserts were SO GOOOOOD! it feels like partay in our mouths! (HAHAHA!) i had an AWESOME time with them girls, i always will. i love you babies! and Zila, i miss you too much babe!

love!

2009-08-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

Have a blessed Ramadhan.

2009-08-21T01:09:00.003+08:00

And I have found that if you love life, life will love you back.

when i was in TP, i had to wake up an hour before my lecture/tutorial starts. Now, i actually see myself waking up 3 hours before. thank god for Cipah, Normah and Sharifah cause without them my trip to school would be too boring for me to handle. and i really can't thank Ahmad enough for fetching/sending me from/to school every single time on his off days.

school has been treating me good. i have been making friends for every classes and i like it! my love for Maths has been reinstate, i love every single babylonian of it. im really indifferent (HAHA!) about Science because it felt like i was doing dictation the whole time. English/Science lectures are out to kill me, i see myself playing games, sleeping half of the time. However, English tutorials managed to daze me or it will be the end of the world for me.

i've just sorted important dates for submissions, tests and whatnots. it finally hit me that i have to start on my individual assignments pretty, pretty soon and stop going out every single day. bulan puasa come quick!

2009-08-19T00:29:00.009+08:00

You make the world beautiful

tong seng, double dark chocolate ice cream milkshake, para para sakura and strumming them guitar away, tons of picture taking, loads of catching up and crazy dosage of laughters with them girls are love. and as i grow older, i realised i don't need to have many friends, i just need to have the real ones. and them girls, they're definitely worth keeping. sayang korangs! and it's crazy that i can actually keep going with a whole lot of meet up even after school starts. that said, i shall touch on school pretty soon. i can't wait for tomorrow for my ol school loves!

2009-08-16T02:32:00.006+08:00

Your love is where I'm falling

Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first, real, kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when NO ONE else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be loved.

- Unknown

2009-08-16T01:55:00.007+08:00

I never got to choose you but what great taste, Mum had. She picked the bestest hubby and I got the bestest Dad.

i woke up early in the morning despite going home at 4 in the morning just to witness papa's graduation day ceremony. as i watched him donning the robe, walking across the stage to receive the diploma certificate, i couldn't stop smiling. i swear i've never been so proud of anyone but him. the smile from my parent's faces the whole time were priceless and mama graduated too that morning. hehe. papa, you deserve this. i love you so much.

2009-08-16T01:27:00.008+08:00

Among those whom I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can, all of them make me laugh

my Friday was spend with them Dian loves. we headed to Kampung Glam and supported them Dian boys for Light Up. after which, we had a crazy lepak time at Al Majlis with sheeshas, Truth or Dare which was hilarious with them silly dares and NLB in the wee morning for cherades, a whole lot more photo sessions and non-stop laughters. i love this kinda nights and i love them bunch MORE!

2009-08-10T01:57:00.003+08:00

Love is just a word until someone comes along and give it meaning.

for coming in my life and showing me how beautiful love can be, i love you. Happy 32nd love, to infinity and beyond.

2009-08-09T02:05:00.002+08:00

Every inch of you every beautiful detail is perfect to me

me : im full and im happy!
him : that's all i want to hear, you're happy.

we were busy looking for Fisherios because i badly wanted to try the cheese cubes with ice-cream but because i am silly like that, i got the level of the place wrong. and because im Diyanah like that, i was sulking blaming Ahmad just because. and because he is Ahmad like that, he drove to Adam Rd because he knows Island Creamery will make me smile.

for knowing me too well, i love you!

2009-08-09T01:15:00.008+08:00

It’s good to know that the ones you love will always be in your heart.

Friday night was spent with my old school loves. Sushi Tei for dinner where we were busy catching up, gossiping and laughing at anything at all. Grandlink in the wee morning because busok badly wanted to rap her morning away. HAHA! and ending our day with a dangdut song was fun. i love sillysilly nights like this and i love them bunch a whole lot more.

2009-08-09T00:22:00.007+08:00

Please pause this moment and we can dance between the seconds on the clock.

Akar Mekar was awesome, awesome because it's been a loong time since i dance on a stage! hehe. thank god, me and Cipah were very gatal and decided to join the team a day before the rehearsal. that said, all is well and i had a great time during the rehearsals, our random lepak sessions til wee morning, our new found love for grande drinks at Spize, our new found favourite song by Raven and our new sets of eyecandy. hehe. i love them Dian loves, alot, alot.

2009-08-05T01:15:00.006+08:00

I feel like the best version of myself when I'm with you

a simple afternoon like this is enough to make me smile for quite awhile. an afternoon jog because we woke up a tad too late. blame it on Ahmad's handphone sudden death in the middle of the night. tsk!

followed by a date at Bugis, where we savoured down durian gorengs! sungguh happy sungguh sedap! CB where we played Monopoly card game and kept laughing because we're silly like that. i, of course, beat him hands down and Ahmad definitely gave in to me a ~~couple~~lot of times. hehe.

cik Mahir, a simple you is enough to make me happy for a long time.

2009-08-04T02:23:00.006+08:00

Life is about the pursuit of fun.

these are the girls who share a love for good foods just like me. hehe. we bought kueh kerias, lekor, putu pirings, goreng pisang for our afternoon karaoke session even when we have had our nasi campurs for lunch. very pelahap! i wish Ili was there to join us. Ili, saya miss awak! and girls, to more jalan-jalan cari makan trips! lovelove!

2009-08-03T01:27:00.007+08:00

Think of all the beauty around you and be happy.

my weekends was practically spent with them Dian loves. Friday saw me dancing away at Cairnhill and singing my morning away at Cash Studio. i badly wanted an encore of THE MEDLEY, this time without disruptions. thanks Nabil! i laughed so hard on Saturday playing silly games and joking around at Abg Izwan's chalet. Happy 24th Abg Izwan! i made my debut AGAIN on Sunday after so long at a wedding show, thank god no MAJOR mistakes! haha.

and i foresee, more times with them Dian Loves because me and Cipah gatally joined Akar Mekar at the very last minute! hehe. i love dancing my week away!

2009-08-02T00:37:00.009+08:00

The way she talks about you, it's like you put the stars in her sky

The love we have will never be perfect, but that's the beauty of it. To be able to leap through the hurdles of our differences and still love each other nontheless. That's how I see our love. A love in which we give all our heart and souls despite the imperfections.

It's been tough for us but I'm more than happy that both of us are going through this together. I love you cik.

2009-07-31T00:30:00.003+08:00

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
Bob Marley

2009-07-28T03:26:00.005+08:00

For she's a jolly good teacher,
For she's a jolly good teacher,
For she's a jolly good teacher,
That noone can deny!
- 4G

admist all the gifts, the chocolates, the books, the teddies, the cards, the drawings i received from both my students and collegues, the best has got to be this song that is being sing for me in class. i nearly teared in front of them, seriously cannot tahan. too adorable! im definitely going to miss them, too much, too much.

2009-07-28T02:05:00.005+08:00

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.

the impromptu meet up with my bitches ended my monday perfectly. with my girlfriend, the only thing we do best is eat, eat, eat! hehe. the best la! and with the rest of them girls, the only thing we do best is to laugh, lepak, laugh, lepak. i love them girls!

2009-07-28T00:22:00.008+08:00

I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

the chalet with my ol school loves was awesome! 2 straight days of love, heaps of foods, silly games, too much laughters and crazy fun. i really could not ask for anything more, im so glad that we're tight like that. hehe. busok, this one for you. im going to miss u babe! my busok partner, my partner in bullying people. garh! to our next crazy outings loves!

2009-07-27T00:37:00.017+08:00

Alone we can do so little, together we can do so much

i had a time of my life going around KL eating and eating and eating and ended up getting sick for the whole week! SERVE ME RIGHT la!

a trip to KL would have not be complete if it's not for them,

WALKIE TALKIE. we were busy singing, shouting, making silly jokes and laughing the whole time. them boys were sure entertained. hahaha!

Ahmad Mahir Mohd Kamil, for being my personal driver and not minding me sleeping while he drove long km. for being my personal assistant ironing clothes, buying me stuffs, carrying my stuffs and a whole lot more. I LOVE YOU!

them girls, Liyana Meer Mamood and Parveen Nisha for being my KBs and planning this short trip. for holding my hands everywhere we go, taking silly photos, for making me laugh with nonsense joke, for getting ready with me, for being my big sisters. I LOVE YOU BABIES!

them boys, Yan and Han for making the trip so funny with their endless jokes. Han for being our daddy-O for the whole trip taking care of duit tengah and making sure we eat and Yan for kacau-ing me the whole trip with my KRISPY KREMES, i really appreciate that! haha!

and of course GOOD FOODS that leave us happy and our stomach bloated. i miss KL's foods!

love!

2009-07-21T22:48:00.003+08:00

I want to be with you because you’re the perfect person for me.

i have been feeling sick since KL that it's killing me. the taste of medicine still lingers in my throat, it feels like im eating medicine instead of real foods. i guess, this is the time i can actually lose all the fats i wanted to.

but how to when i have mama who called me up every single time to make sure i eat and buy/cook me whatever i want, like porridge, chicken murtabak, yong tau fu just because. when i have papa who buy me HL chocolate milk so that i can gulped my medicine with it, who bought me ice-cream with oreo toppings because i wanted to and looked at me drinking away root beer float like it was plain water. papa rocks my sock! Ahmad would have killed me if he ever find this out. shhh!

and really, i could not ask for anything better but dosage of Ahmad Mahir Mohamad Kamil when im sick. hehe. that boy, he's incredible, all the way back to Singapore from KL, i was busy asleep and woke up at 2 pit stops to eat. hehe. actually even when im not sick, i was busy sleeping from Singapore to KL and instead of walkie talkie-ing to me, them girls walkie-talkied to Ahmad instead. okay lah, even in Singapore i would be busy sleeping no matter how short the distance is. hahahahaha! i am bad la! keje aku tido je!

and because to me Ahmad is just like my dad, like how i am to him, just like his mum (ANNOYING! SO ANNOYING!) who buys me foods when i asked him to. before he went to work, he bought me nasi ayam, tins of barley because i cant stand plain water and to him barley is good for my throat and 2 big bottles of mineral water in hope i drank them up (it still remains untouched. eek!) I CANT STAND PLAIN WATER PLEASE. i really am thankful to have him, he's the best, seriously. haha!

that said, being sick is not too bad. hehe. and i want pictures for KL babies! please, please! i dont care if im annoying!

2009-07-18T01:40:00.007+08:00

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom

Banana Leaf was yummy! my friday ended with them ol school loves. i can't wait fot our chalet, next week! next week! guys, to crazy bbq-ing and hardcore laughters! too much love, too much love!

my goodness, i think i should really start packing. hahahahaha! now now, be nice and have a great weekend!

2009-07-18T01:25:00.007+08:00

I’ve learned that nobody can do much without somebody else. You’ve got to have friends.

my Dian loves is the bomb! they're the main reason im actually still around the arts scene. they make dancing fun, fun, fun. i can't wait for my turn on the 25th! woots woots! LET'S DANCE BABY!

2009-07-12T21:27:00.007+08:00

Write it on your heart that each day is the best day of the year.

after a day resting and hibernating at home, im now feeling so much better. my throat hurts so bad and asthma has been catching on me, it's driving me nuts. it must have been the rain, i spend yesterday soaking in the wet wet weather.

the flea was good! i made new friends, met with old friends, i finally met Mal and Shaf! goodness, it's been ages! sold my stuffs and bought new stuffs (ooh, the irony! haha!) and an awesome time with my boobies and KBs. to many more flea-fly-fo-fum ladies!

i want to go on a date with Ahmad Mahir Mohamad Mahir pretty soon. we've been having our little bickerings and then making up, bickers and make up, bickers and make up, it's not even funny. we will be dedicating the whole of Tuesday to ourselves, came out with silly plans and that i can't wait!

now, i shall sleeep! and rest my already rested eyes/body! goodnight world!

2009-07-10T01:43:00.001+08:00

I've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you

Despite any obstacles that come our way
and all the many differences we've shared,
I find myself loving you more with time.

I love you when our moods vary
and when our opinions go in opposite directions.
I love you when your ideas aren't quite the same as mine
and our beliefs clash.

I love you when you take a stand on what you feel
is absolutely right, even if I don't feel the same way.
I love you when you're tired and grumpy
and don't want much to do with me at that moment.

What I'm trying to say is that I love you no matter what,
even as we struggle to be our own individuals.

It doesn't matter how different we may be.
As I've spent more and more time by your side,
I've learned that I love you most of all because
you are different from me and can express it.

I love you for what you believe,
for the emotions you feel,
and for the ideas that help me open my own mind
to possibilities I haven't yet explored.

~ Beverly K.

i remembered the talk we had, how amazed we are that we are turning 3 this year. it sure feels like we just got together. in your words "mestilah rase cepat, kite kan happy couple" *roll eyes* i am happy with you love, too happy, it's driving me nuts! hehe.

and yes, semoga Allah memberi kite berkat insyaallah sampai ke anak dan cucu kite bersama. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! you make me one happy girl with your sillysilly msg-es! and Cik Mahir, stop being a pakcik and im not your shining moon! pfft. Happy 31st love!

2009-07-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

There's nothing like the deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.

Sakae! with them ol school loves was crazy! Ms nursey treated us because she thinks she owe all of us somethings. haha! sushis after sushis after small pregnant fishes after a whole lot of new stuffs for me were sungguh sedaps! we then spend the night laughing away at Starbucks. i can't wait for the chalet! all booked! wooohooooo! guys, to our grocery shopping trip!

2009-07-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

To us, family means putting your arms around each other and being there.

my family, they're definitely the bomb. my parents, they're definitely the coolest. we had too much fun from eating our hearts out at East Coast, singing our morning away at Budget K andand Ahmad was seen singing for the first time! HAHAHAHA! and eating durian at 2 in the morning! my family is definitely the craziest but hey! im not complaining. i love them too much, too much!

2009-07-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

When life gives you curves, flaunt it.

my Gelare date with my girlfriend and boyfriend was amazingly deelicious. Ad is my makan kaki, with her around, i'll never be hungry. Ahmad is my bank kaki, with him around, i'll never be short of money. they are definitely a good combination! hehehe.

2009-07-07T10:23:00.006+08:00

NOW NOW, im urging all of you to make yourself free on both the 10th and 11th of July (Friday and Saturday) for our flea-fly-fo-fum! you can expect a whole lot of clothes, shoes, accessories! im sure there will be something you love! so come down and support us! and if you ask me WHY 2 POSTERS? haha! because ill be doing it with 2 different groups of friends, my boobies and my KBs. so see you there at the Singapore Arts Musuem! BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!

2009-07-03T08:19:00.005+08:00

We are the hero of our own story.

im blogging from school now, hehe! i guess there's something wrong with my computer and there's nothing i can do about it because im a blondie when it comes to computers. i wished i could start uploading pictures here BUT im too lazy for that. i shall patiently wait for Ahmad to work on my computer.

school has been pretty hectic with all the precautions and what nots. but all im doing now is to relief, relief, relief before school starts! i can't wait for the 27th, CT's last day of school! YAY! actually i am looking forward to quite a number of things like the flea market with my boobies and my KBs at SAM, KL with my KBs and our whatnots and chalet with my old school loves. July is goood!

we finally dated out and all we did is eat. well, good food makes me one happy girl. my throat hurts badly now because of all the durians i had yesterday. Ahmad is very melampau when i told him i was craving for durians, he bought 12 durians for me. pfft! and i am also very melampau, i ate half of them and gave the rest to my siblings. HAHAHA. now, i can't wait for my Frolicks!

i can't wait for the loooong weekends! HAPPY YOUTH DAY kids!

2009-07-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

I have alot of things to blog about like how me and Ahmad have been spending lesser time on dates because we're BUSY like that and im just looking forward to our KL trip on the 18th! (YAY!) with them KBs so that i can have him by myself, my date with Liy baby to Salvation Army, my date with my bitch Ad to eat and eat because that's the only thing we do best, my night out with my KBs at Simpang and Mustafa filled with too much catch ups and getting excited discussing our theme sleepover at KL, Kak Riza's beautiful wedding and gag about how gorgeous she looked on her big day and my weekly hang out session with my old school loves at Beach Cabana filled with too much laughters BUT blogger is being a BITCH and i can't seem to upload pictures. i am veryvery sad because blogging is the only thing i do best when im dead bored. pfft!

ohh wells, enjoy your coming weekends because i know i will! hehe.

2009-06-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

My childhood may be over, but that doesn't mean playtime is.

Jurong East Swimming Complex is AWESOME! despite the unpromising weather, we braved it all and headed to Jurong. i can't bear to see Hafiz dissapointed face for the second time, so i prayed hard for the dark clouds to go away. and thank God, it did!

we were so excited, the first thing we did was to rush into the lazy river and got our float coupons wet! HAHA! we floated around lazy river, getting excited in the cave because of the fogs, the boys toppled each other over and decided to include me in their fun. pfft! we slide down them curly wurly slides. me and Ahmad jacuzzi-ing while waiting for our brothers going down them slides. we then got excited at the waves, we called Tsunami, it goes up and down and up and down and up again. we went for a whole lot of rounds before calling it quits because our stomach was grumbling for foods and KFC it was before wrapping up the day.

i love today, it felt like the kid in me/us decided to come out and play. all thanks to our brothers.

2009-06-23T00:05:00.005+08:00

I just think that happiness makes you pretty.
Happy people are beautiful.

it's been awhile since i pen down my thoughts (type, for my case) and i miss yakking about everything and nothing at all.

it's the last week of school holidays! omg! can you believe it? the holidays seems so SHORT! haha! and all the hype about extended school holidays is bull, really. why do we even need extended break? i think it should be the responsibility of us, people to stop traveling to affected areas. the poll is pointless.

i am very excited for school, because i can get to see my students BUT i am dreading to see the few devils in class! hahaha! 4 more weeks before i bid goodbye to them and i am definitely going to miss them so much. *insert sad face emoticons*

and i finally received my NIE accpetance letter, alhamdulilah, and to make it even sweeter, i got it after Redang. my week definitely wrapped up pretty good. hehe. i can't wait to start school especially with Cipah, Nurul and Hui Shan around. just the thought of me schooling/studying can make me smile silly. hehe.

my sister landed me into a mess and i am quite dissapointed in her. my sister takes a whole lot of things for granted. now, i don't see a point pointing fingers because it will never make things right. with every problem, there will definitely be a solution. so i shall not fret, and start looking for solutions.

i have definitely learn not to worry too much. afterall, life is too short for worries. now, i just can't wait for swimming tomorrow! the closure of 2 swimming pools on Monday did not dampened my spirit. Jurong, here i come! hehe

2009-06-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

Take care of all your memories, for you cannot relive them

Redang is definitely not only about the sun, sand and sea.

it's also about having matching tags because we're cool like that.

it's about long hours of traveling in the bus with comfy seats, funny movies, bust a move game, numerous pit stops and sleeping time.

it's about traveling on the sea that makes our head go wobbly on land.

it's about snorkeling. words could not describe how beautiful the sea was, the sea is definitely blue-er on the other side.

it's about a whole lot of swimming. the jacuzzi was definitely relaxing, the pool, well, it's definitely full of our sands.

it's about eating. with buffets for all meals, who could resist the delicious spreads of foods available. and because we were busy, these are our hungry faces minutes before we gobbled down them foods.

it's about our colourful stick night to celebrate Yusoff's birthday where i was appropriately dress and claimed the title of the panapop girl.

it's about pretty dresses and looking good. the last night, we girls decided to dress ourselves up for the BBQ buffet.

it's about baju butterfly and kain pelikat. it was such a crazy night! we were singing, dancing, playing games and laughing our hearts out in the wee morning.

it's about taking pictures on the beach because we are cam-whorers like that. jumping and thinking of crazy poses.

it's about friendships, we definitely have grown much closer to each other. my Team Redang is definitely the bomb! and guys, to many more trips!

love.

2009-06-21T03:11:00.009+08:00

Dad, your guiding hand on my shoulder will remain with me forever.

I am taking this opportunity to wish the hero of my life, my dearest Papa, a Happy Father's Day! for always being there constantly, for being my personal clown when im sad, for being my friend when i need a someone to talk to and for being a father when i need someone to guide me, i love you.

because Papa is Papa, and we HAVE to celebrate his day or he'll be all sensitive and send us emo msg-es about us not remembering/appreciating him (like last year! HAHAHA!), we had a mini celebration over at SinggahSelalu. our stomach were bloated filled with lots of yummy foods! and of course accompanied with crazy laughters. i love my family too much!

that's our Papa

silly boys.

the leading men of my life.

2009-06-21T03:01:00.000+08:00

It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness

Redang was awesome! 12 different individuals on a same mission, to have the time of their life! hehe. i miss snorkeling, the clear blue sea, the boat rides, the fishes and the corals. i miss swimming, the jacuzzi, the jumping shots just to cleanse our sticky self. i miss the buffet, the delicious spreads of good foods for breakfast, lunch and dinner. i miss our butterfly nights filled with too much dancing *sings OM SHANTI OM*, too much silly games, the tukis-tukis, the tongkaks-tongkaks. and i reallyreally miss us 12, our silly jokes, our crazy laughters. Krabi next year guys, AWESOME! hahaha.

1650 pictures, can you imagine?!? *faints*

2009-06-14T18:22:00.006+08:00

All you need is love

my Saturday night was then spend with them family. Papa fetched me from East Coast and we headed to Geylang to massage our backs and for Arnolds! after which, the singing genes in us heard Grandlink calling our names. so Budget K, it was! we sang our heart out til 1 in the morning. very hardcore! hahaha. and spend the night laughing away at our nice voices. i love this kinda night, love overloaded!

2009-06-14T17:34:00.008+08:00

Instead of thinking about what you're missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing

my Saturday sleep was interruped by dearest Busok calling to wake me up. HAHA! met up with my Ol school loves and had Fish n Co (twice in a row!) for lunch. we carried our bloated stomach to NTUC to buy tidbits for our picnic session. we then headed to Marina Barrage and it was their first time there! too cute la! we settled for a spot and were crapping under the dark clouds and got fascinated with colourful kites. we got shoo-ed away due to the lightning alert and continued our picnic session at East Coast. 7 and 8 -up was hilarious! to our next wicked outing! love love!

2009-06-14T14:56:00.003+08:00

All I want is to rock your soul

my Friday night was spend with them Dian loves. we filled our stomachs while enjoying the music at Fish & Co, we cracked our creative juices for the upcoming production, we laughed our heart away watching Kumar, we burned our pockets and spent 12 buckeroos on a glass of coke (tsk!), we enjoyed the breeze at Merlion and crapped our morning away, we were caught in a road block and had to go our seperate ways (passengers overload) and we had a dosage of Izzah's trademark. haha! i had a crazy time with them girls! i can't wait for Redang, 1 more days, 1 more days! ZOOOOM! REDANG!

2009-06-12T03:03:00.003+08:00

I love my father as the stars, he's a bright shining example and a happy twinkling in my heart

papa is amazing! he's the coolest dad on the planet, SERIOUSLY. he is both my father and my friend. i am aware that im one lucky girl to be blessed with a dad that i could joke with, talk to about nothing at all and run to when i need a helping hand, a protective figure.

the purpose of this entry is to congratulate papa! for passing his final exams! i am very proud of papa. after 3 years of hardwork and the determination to continue learning for his future and family, he finally graduated with a diploma in hand. i have seen him struggle to juggle work, school and family, seen him burning the midnight oil buried with notes to study for his exams, seen him going around the house practising his presentations to everyone of us, seen him bribing me with money to help him complete his projects (haha!) and i have never been more proud of anyone, really.

papa, you deserve this. we will definitely be present on your graduation day just like you wanted. we will be there for you just like how you are always there for us. i love you papa.

2009-06-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to write and say I love you, I appreciate you and I think you're amazing

if i would have known, i should have not wished so much for Ahmad to come back. now that my wish is granted, im having a hard time accepting the fact that Redang may not be for him. im now crossing my fingers hard that his superior lets him off.

i am trying so hard to be as understanding as any being could be, or at least a girlfriend could be but i can't. i know im not easing his burdens but adding to it. and no, im not proud of it but im a natural in being a bitchified girlfriend. and the thing about Ahmad is, he don't know how to be angry instead he was busy trying to make me laugh with his lame jokes. the irony, cause i am the one who is supposed to paint a smile across his face.

my condolences to you and the family. *hugsss*

2009-06-10T01:34:00.003+08:00

Because loving you has made my life so beautiful

For the first time in a long while, i thought about Ahmad longer than just in passing and held onto the thoughts. we turned 30th today and i have never thought we would come this far. and i have nothing else to say except for i MISS you, i reallyreally do. i never knew i could miss someone so much and i definitely never knew i am even capable of crying just because.

its been 2 days and counting since i heard from him. and the repeated, the international number you dialled is not in use followed by some Indo language is not helping. pfft! i have been FB msg-ing him since yesterday. i have made a silly promise to myself to do it everyday and i like it. his inbox would be full by Monday. hehe.

i am really thankful for the amazing family and friends im blessed with. seriously, from the day Ahmad is away, there will not be a day, i am stuck at home rotting and feeling restless. and in the middle of the wee morning, i just have to make do with Mahir to cure my misses. ive been scaring my siblings because i've been talking with Mahir for quite a bit. hee.

Ahmad Mahir Mohammad Kamil, come back already.

2009-06-07T22:43:00.004+08:00

Since I met you, I have realised, a person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need

tomorrow Ahmad is off watching the sea for a week. that gives me the right to go back late without getting a nagging! haha. actually, im going to miss him alot. who is going to tolerate my nonsense, my non-stop demands for ice-creams and who's going to say yalah, yalah, you're very cute just to make me happy? WHO?!?!!

*faints*

2009-06-07T21:54:00.006+08:00

The best thing about me is you.

Congrats Farah! my ol school loves headed to busok's sister wedding. it was definitely one of the beautiful weddings i've been to and im always amazed at the after wedding dance. hehe. i cant wait for a proper outing guys, to next week!

2009-06-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

did you know that there is no mid year bonus for civil servants? *wails*

i/we have a WHOLE LOT of pans la. tsk! there goes my Sony pink Vaio from Ahmad. ive started looking for other alternatives, and ive set my eyes on the Acer pink noteboook. that can turn me into one happy girl. haha! i shall tell Ahmad about it.

the down of being a civil servants couple. haiz. kaya together, poorer together.

2009-06-06T01:43:00.005+08:00

In a world where you can be whatever you want, be yourself

that's my P & VP.

On Friday, we headed to Oh!Farm to learn abot plants and Orchid Cuntry Club for lunch, a NESS retreat. i had so much fun laughing away and making fun at anything at all. its a lil weird but im much more closer to the ML dept. haha! my "last outing" with the school is awesome!

2009-06-06T00:59:00.005+08:00

Part of being sane is being a little bit crazy

we, KBs finally had a full attendance outing. Arnolds for dinner and off to Grandlink for a singing marathon. i had a crazy time with them ladies. im turning all my friends to be a member of Budget K! hahaha! and i swear its been awhile since i laugh til i cry. goodness! haha. im looking forward to our KL outing, tak sabarings! hehe. love you babies!

2009-06-02T19:12:00.003+08:00

Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams

i guess, it is true when they said i am one lucky girl. hehe.

i thank god for the amazing loves i received every single day. thank god for family, friends and Ahmad for being so supportive and being there for me. i must thank them for believing in me and my dearest busok for changing me into a hell of an optimistic person.

today has got to be one of the BEST days in school. my VP shook my hand and gave me a pat, telling me i owe her coffee. i got in, i got in! alhmadulilah. hehe. after a draining week, a crazy year, the tears, i am of course, looking forward to this. i can't wait! i can't wait! and to top it all of, i got my license already. ohh what perfect timing! hehehe.

i have been staying at home for 2 straight days, can you believe it? maklumlah, ngah pokai. haha! and i can't wait for tomorrow onwards! the meetup with KBS, Dians and Team Redang, Ol School Loves and finally! a datedate with boyfriend. *dances around*

now, the only thing im looking forward to is Redang! 2 more freaking weeks! *starts snorkeling*

2009-06-01T18:31:00.007+08:00

If I was all the colours, I would paint you pretty in gold in a picture

on a HOT!HOT!HEAT! Sunday, we finally had a full squad! all 4 of us KBs were present on Liy's flea market. we hugged, we shrieked, we laughed, we hugged and hugged again. hehe. i miss us girls too much. the flea was a success and we (me, Liy, Ahmad and Yan) want to set up another flea! yippee! that, i can't wait! my weekends pretty much wrapped up with lots of loves, just how i started it. hehe.

2009-06-01T01:07:00.006+08:00

If passion drives you, let reason hold the reins.

i made my debut performance after so long and it was fun dancing on a Saturday afternoon with them. we really make a kekek team because i can't stop laughing with them bunch. Feeq was being a bitch shouting at my ears while dancing (aku lupe steps la!), Hady was a 26 years old gay boy, Cipah was my model for zapin, i kept looking at her (maklumlah da lamer tak perform) hehehe. it was fun, to more dance perfomances Diyanah! (HAHAHAHAHA!)

2009-05-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Let's go to bed with a clearer heads, and hearts too big to fit our beds

me : if you love me, say sorry.
him : i love you but i tak nak cakap, how?
me : then you don't love me enough.
him : beh mcm tu, if you love me, u swim here. if not, you don't love me enough.
me : HAHA! nonsense, mane boleh!
him : boleh, see you don't love me enough.

i was demanding a sorry from Ahmad to a mistake he never did. and he is someone who won't say sorry easily if it's not his fault even to make me feel better. after more than 2 years, i can seriously count the times he actually said im sorry. pfft! but as annoying as he is, he can easily put a smile across my face. and cik, i love you more than enough, but i can't risk swimming across the sea to meet you because i might just be supper for the sharks in the deep blue sea. if i can i would okay! hehe.

i miss my boyfriend alot.

2009-05-30T23:58:00.005+08:00

Today is a perfect day for a perfect day

mama dragged me, papa and Hafiz out because she was bored doing nothing at home. so we headed to Warong Penyet and had a feast on the yummy chickens and HOT!HOT! chilli. we then head to East Coast where Hafiz forced me to ride on the 2 seater bicycle which is so scary nak mamps! pfft! we ended the day laughing at my parents dancing to Zapin with them CUPAKS! HAHAHA! i shall post the video here someday, one day. *evil laughters* i love them family!

2009-05-30T22:41:00.005+08:00

A happy life is simply the sum of many happy moments

my karaoke session with my Dian loves definitely started my weekends with a BANG! we sang ol jiwang songs, we dance to dangdut and zapin, we laughed too much looking at each other antics. we are crazy! and and without realising, the people above they are my Team Redang plus 4 more. (yes, yes all 12 of us, 12 of us!) hehe. i love my Dian loves!

2009-05-29T00:11:00.007+08:00

There's alot to smile about today.

on Wednesday, i pour my heart out to my old school loves. sometimes, all you need are friends that listen even when they don't really understand the plight you are in. i really need all the positive vibes, the every hope on earth. thank god, this bunch made my miserable day a whole lot better.

this week is definitely the most draining week of 2009. i have never felt so exhausted just thinking about everything at all. and i am definitely thankful for my family, Ahmad and my different groups of friends. i can always count on them whenever i need a shoulder, a good laugh and a wicked time.

like the time Liy and Cipah accompanied me through the morning at Simpang eventhough it was a working week and Liy stays at Jurong just because i need a breather. the time i talked to Papa til 5 in the morning because i was worried sick of school. Papa was there forcing himself to be awake and assured me that it will be alright. the time Ahmad continue to make me laugh because he knew his fragile girlfriend is breaking down.

i love every single of them so much because they're always by my side through my ups and downs. i guess, above anything at all, i shouldn't let a single issue drained my whole energy. i have a whole lot of loves around me for me to actually be sad.

think positive Diyanah. everything will be just fine, just the way you wanted it to be. insyaallah.

2009-05-26T14:06:00.003+08:00

Some days are better than others, but the sun always come out tomorrow.

im not feeling too good now. school's been making me feel this way, it's crazy. no, ive yet to cry, knowing how much of a crybaby i really am. im trying not to think about it but i can't help it. thank god i have Nurul in school who really understands the plight im in. insyaallah, everything will be alright. i can't believe how draining school can get and i can't put a finger on why i still want to be a teacher after everything at all.

i have to persevere. insyaallah. now, im just hoping that when they tell me that i am lucky, they are damn right about it. now, i need to go for a drive to nowhere to ease my mind. cehwah! HAHA.

2009-05-25T21:02:00.015+08:00

Certain people bring out your best self. That’s who you need to find.

on a pretty Saturday, i was pretty excited for a picnic with my pretty ladies. i decided to tie pretty plaits, wear my pretty dress and bring loads of tidbits and Dunkin Donuts for the picnic. we lay Liyana's pretty big blue mat on a perfect spot and lay all the heavenly cooked steak, brownies, donuts, tidbits and sparkling juices. we then take time to catch up with each other, laugh our hearts out with our jokes and took a whole lot of pretty pictures.

Much Ado About Nothing is pretty good and pretty hilarious. i, however can't really understand the English cause they were going too fast but apart from all that it was goood! i love the set, awesome! and to top it off, having a picnic while watching a play was an amazing experience for me. and them KBs definitely made the experience priceless. hehe.

we then continued our picnic session under the open sky at Marina Barrage, in the middle of the field. the air was definitely filled with our crazy laughters and too much love. to July babies, to our much awaited short trip! xoxo! hehe.

2009-05-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

my Friday night was wicked! Arnolds for dinner with my dear busok with a whole lot of catching up and juicy stories/gossips. a karaoke session where we sang our heart out, *sings in the end it doesnt even matter* where busok could not stop rapping, where Fik sounds like he is talking when he is actually singing, where Tisa favourite songs are the oldies, where i continue-ed singing even when the session ends. HAHA. we then spend our morning muching on desserts and deeeep friendship talks at Simpang. i love you guys, too much.

2009-05-23T12:47:00.005+08:00

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.

my wednesday was spend with them Dian loves! we were getting excited over Redang, Redang, Redang. 3 more weeks babies! hehe. too much talks and laughters just sitting at Mc Cafe. i love you guys and yes, we shall bawak baju waterproof and baju butterfly! hehe.

2009-05-22T15:13:00.006+08:00

today, i went to Botanic Garden with my level. while waiting for the kids to finish up their work, the vendor strike up a conversation with me.

vendor : hi, are you married? in a relationship or dating?
me : i looked married? oh that's bad! im not! i am in a relationship but not married!
vendor : *laughing away* no, no, i don't mean it that way. it's just that you looked blissfully in love.

hehehehe. that somehow started my Friday pretty well, that's a first coming from a random stranger.

2009-05-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me.

You’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day.

2009-05-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

2009-05-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Loving you is a like a song I replay
Every three minutes and thirty seconds of every day

we woke up real early today for some good gaya hidup sihat activity. Bedok Reservoir where he left me walking alone while he jogged. and because days like these are rare, we headed to Mc D for breakfast. yes, very sihat right! HAHA. we then headed home to catch some sleep and drive around to many random places.

Kallang Park for a whole lot of pictures, town to buy Back to Old School cd *roll eyes* because my boyfriend is very old at heart, now we're rocking to the oldies (whatever makes him happy), AMK because i wanted to try this new food joint but i don't even know the name or exact location of the place. and because Ahmad is Ahmad, he layankan me and we headed to AMK Ave 5 cause i thought it was there BUT it is nowhere to be found. pfft! Seletar to enjoy fresh air and me going on and on about the mini accident i had, Mad Jack for desserts because ice creams cool me down and my place to sleep because we were too tired.

today was crazy filled with too much love, just the way i like it. i love you.

Good, good lovin'

love.

2009-05-16T22:29:00.008+08:00

Stop searching forever, happiness is next to you

if you see this man beside me while im driving and i happened to STALL, you may overtake me but do not horn or looked at me like im an idiot for stalling (i can't help it) or start cursing me. i may not even bother about you because im penakut like that but this man will. he will take over the wheels and make your ride miserable by tailgating, staying so close beside you and start cursing you. and i really can't do much but to sink in the sit and cover my face with the directory.

and if you see me behind the wheels, be prepared for me stalling. HAHAHA. unless im driving my dad's. you've been warned, so have a little patience in me. im still trying to get the hang of driving manual. MANUAL is crazy!

2009-05-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

You're my happy ending

him : you, after this car, we split cost and buy a good car ah.
me : no! we will only share a car when we are married, you also agreed to it what.
him : yala, im talking about 5 years time kan. by then, kite mesti da kahwin.
me : mesti da kahwin? confident!

hahaha! Ahmad confident level is very high. i thought by 5 years time, kite baru plan nak kahwin, not da kahwin! tsk!

anyhoos, since both me and Ahmad LOVE to dream, we were busy discussing about having two cars in the future. a sedan car for normal use and a SUV/jeep for road trips to wherever. we keep on changing our dream cars, it's crazy! semua kereta pun aku nak! HAHA. well, sillysilly dreams like this are love. we really have to work towards our dreams. insyaallah. dreams do come true, if you believe. hehe.

my stint in driving is sungguh crazy! manual cars are the death of me, i hate stalling like noone's business. im still trying to get use to the whole coordination thingy. i almost gave up and wanted him to drive instead but that boy sungguh degil, insisted that i MUST be familiarise with manual car because both our cars need to be manual. selfish! pfft!

ohh! i don't know the roads in Singapore! i can't imagine driving alone, i think i'll cry in the middle of expressway if i even manage to get there. haha. im so bad at directions! to make things worse, i can't remember roads/exits. i only remember Tampines roads and my house carpark. HAHA!

and did i tell you, i can now park! hehe. slowly but surely. Ahmad has been very patient by being my pole. hehe. definitely not a pro, macam snail, lembs nak mamps! tsk! very memalukan but its okay, still very fresh and new. and i prefer parking in between cars, rather than a slot without cars cause im very bad at gauging. in his word, kalau sebelah ni ade kereta, you da langgar da.

you, please take a chill pill. your girlfriend here is still VERY NEW, so don't expect her to be a F1 driver. thank you very much!

2009-05-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

Now, time for a little bragging session. IM ONLY HUMAN.

I, Nurdiyanah Yahya, passed my Traffic Police on the first attempt baby! despite forgetting to put on my seatbelts! HAHA! and can i also add that i pass both my BTT and FTT on the first attempt too. ehem! hehehe. alhamdulilah.

ive been waiting for this moment since Feb 08. i must admit, i am definitely proud of myself. keeping my priority right was the hardest, i tend to put "PAMPER MYSELF" first than anything else, keeping aside big amount of money was crazy. thank god for the support from family, Ahmad and friends to persevere, slowly but surely. and it felt so damn goood because im using my hard earned money. hehe.

i've been driving today, its so exciting! Ahmad been too kind and he's been a great help when im behind the wheels. he's enjoying his day off from being a driver, i see. in his word, you drive okay, i malas. but im having problem with parking! shall practice parking before i can actually drive alone. hehehehe.

and my biggest thank you to the parents, friends and Ahmad for the constant prayers and believing in me. love korangs!

2009-05-13T23:23:00.009+08:00

Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love still stands when all else has fallen.

yesterday, we headed to Johor, we really love the place. HAHA. we headed to A&W, Permas (1 out of 2 outlets standing in Johor okaay!) and went crazy for the food. i swear the people working there may have thought that we have not eaten for YEARS! hahaha.

had our all time favourite root beer float, burgers, curly wurly fries and waffles! YUMMY sangat! hehehe. then headed to the car workshop, as usual. i have now learn to endure loooooooooong hours waiting time. my level of patience has greatly increase now. haha.

A&W