Hola!Im gettin a lil bit better..Mama been forcin me to go to the doc but me bein me..Malas skali..Let time heals..haha..So my fever are like soo crazy..Come n go as n when they like.Saje je..My throat like stuck like that..n my ear like kene block..i dunno why..hehe.. so im on the road to recovery..woohoo!hehehe

Welly..tat girl ar..really sar..attitude problem..wat the hell? Like ok put on a long face..eeeh!Like wan to punch!Den walked away like tat..Nonsense..We were so pissed off..Come on ar..Big already dun act like small kid..But we had soo much fun gossipin bout her.. Right girls?heheheheh..Yday was not in a mood to gossip but tday wen not tat sick..the mood came..hahahah..we reenact wat she did..wat she say..haha..After skool,stay back for awhile coz waitin for Mr Lim to teach us Econs..Tanx to him i understand Output n Cost much much better.. TFC..TVC..TC..and bla bla bla..hehe..

Den Mama kol said wan to meet me so hav to go even before he finished..Went out wif Mama to Geylang..Went to Aero furniture..Coz wan to take a look at my bed set.. And im SOOO HAPPY wif it..Its sooo NICE!!heheh..I lurveeee it So the VeRY MuCh!!heheh..Den went Arnold to eat..Yum!Yum!Yum! hehehe..A mother n daughter outin..Bondin tu..heheheh..Wen we went back..we saw this funny incident..This girl..at first she wears a normal tee den wen up bridge wears a long sleeve shirt..den wan to walked down she put on her scarf..hehehhe..so fuunnnyy..At first Mama was like "eh..why this girl change into long sleeve" i tot she was cold..Rainin wat..hehe..den wen she put on her scarf i was "HUH?"..ntah lar..kalau nak pakai selendang pun jgn lar public2.. like she transform like tat..hehe

Ingin kukatakan aku menyukaimu
Hanya dirimu yang aku suka

Terpesona 'ku pada pandangan pertama
Dan tak kuasa tuk menahan rinduku
Senyumanmu s'lalu menghiasi mimpiku
Ingin kupeluk dan kukecup keningmu

hehehhe..i sooo like wat happened yday..i mean on wednesday..haha.. was soo happy!!first time we actualli talk?k..not talk but spoke a word..hahahha..Dee's CRAZY!!!Watch out for her!hahaa
Lotsa sickiez n funniez,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im SICK!haizz..My nose like so pain coz of my non-stoppin flu.. My body gettin cold n the next moment warm..I got a terrible headache..and my leg ache..haizzzzzzz..My mid sem comin n here i am down with a BAD COLD!!Bad cold..Why u come now???Why???After my test ar..alamak..sick seh..Tmr goin doc..haizz..dunno wan to go skool or not..hav to go coz got econs tutorial..haizzzzz...Dee..Dee..
Mama said im too tired..Ya..actualli kinda true..Me..i cant get too tired i will get sick..mayb my body too pampered cannot hectic2..blurgh!I feel sooo weak..sooo uuurgghh!

hmmm..durin dance i cant concentrate much..My head was spinnin.. im soo cold although its not soo cold..shiverin seh..tmr got gotta be strong girl..aite?hehe..Tanx lester for being soo kind!!!first he asked me whether i wan milo or not durin lecture..Den he told me to rest..wear socks..heheh..like a doctor!Hes soo KIND!Really thankful to hav him as my friend.. winkiez!!

Tmr i got presentation..n im not ready yet..blurgh..mayb i talked abt my family or friends..wateva i can think of..haizzz
k..wanna SLEEPP..zzzzz
Lotsa sneeziez,
Princess Dee

Hola!I want to start doin my outlinin for Commskill but everytime im in front of the comp i'll search for songs..lyrics..n didnt do my outline..haizz.hehe..So gotta do after i finished bloogin!hehe..
Niway..I made a promise to sleep until 1pm..Boohoo!I cant coz i wakey wakey at 8..I think my body has been soo used to wake up early in the morn!So i force myself to sleep again..n i onli managed to wake up at 11..haha..

Yday..Dance was soo difficult but managed to get the steps.. Quite tirin..Niway..met Mar after dance,went to City hall to get her thumbdrive..Den wen to Swensen to eat..Yummy Yummy!!hehe..The managers there are all soo young!n not bad lookin..hehe..Wen Penisula n saw OMG!This grp of ska ppl or punk or wateva larkan.. Buruk btul pakaian..Like the pants sooo many patches..Jahit sendiri ke dik?hahah..Blueah!

After tat wen Raffles..Bought myself a bag i longed to buy at esprit!!hehe.. Its like 50% off..Ape lagi..beli lar!heheh..Den sat in front of the fountain there after soo much walkin and shoppin!!hehe..Had a great time commentin and gossipin abt ppl..hahahha..
Wen City link n met Tesa..soo long nvr saw her..Well..I love this cap tat i saw at flash n splash eh?I also dunno wats the name of the shop..Sooo nice!!Pinky..A ripcurl cap..If onli i got the money money money!!hehehe

I'll be, I'll be rite here waitin' on you
Whateva it takez
Or how my heart breakz
I'll be rite here waitin' 4 you..hehehe
Lotsa crapz n scrapz,
Princess Dee

Hola!So guess wat?I finished my Commskill already..I hope I would not get out of point now..Pray hard..Insya allah..Need to do my outlining..Im juz feelin soo tired nowadays..My eyes can close any moment now..hehe..Seriously..I need my sleep..I need my good good rest..Hope after Mon..Im stress free..hehe..Need to watch Mean girls..Mar..wen ure free? I cant wait!ehhe

Yday was like my most kentalic day ever coz my slipper actually putus..Wat do u say in English? ermmm..Dunno lar.. But ya..was goin to publicise den wen i wan to walked "eh eh i ralised my slipper putus" haizz..Ive to drag my leg to the front.. k..tats not so bad..But den hav to go out lecture hav to climb stairs..I cant walked properly..so i hold my slipper n walked bare footed..sooo paisei!Malis come to the rescue n kept scotchtapin my slipper but it tend to putus somemore..irritatin!So i used the scotchtape n bandaged the slipper..hahaha..N walked to bus stop as fast as i could..n went to Tamp to buy another pair of slipper..hehe..Today was like soo embarrasing! :)

Met Revathi!Misss her sooo much!hehe..Talked n talked..hehe..Went tuition tday as nxt week im kinda bz..Den i think ive to stop teachin Siti coz im quite bz..but i dunno lar..see how..hrmmm..tmr skool summore..bleargh!

And i made a PROMISE to myself that I will SLEEP until 1 on Sun!!ehehe..Juz need to refresh myself..gear up for mon!hahaha..k..i need to sleep to replenish my energy..hahah
Lotsa GiggLyJiGGlY,
Princess Dee

Hola!It seems that im very the LOYAL to you huh? heheh..Not sleepy nothin to do soo HERE I am BlooggIInnGG!hehe..Welly..Dun take me for granted k?I nvr speak up doesn me u can walk all over me..I speak up den u noe..Terperanjat kau!U ask me to do this n that i do.. But im tired lar..Every morn wake up early juz to do presentation..Den ask me to call ppl..U call ar!Irritatin..Where's ur responsibilty? Damn it!blurgh!

SNT today was learnin a dance for 12 n 14 of Aug..Nice steps there.. hehe..So nxt week i hav dance everyday except for Thurs!Pathethic rite? But the date is comin nearer..And ohh ya..My accounts n econs test are on the same date!OMG! How can they do this? haizz.. Both associatin wif math..haizz..

So i finished my Commskill..And guessy guessy watsy? Its over a thousand words again!haizz..Tmr gonna shorten it..haizz..Help Yan on his art..This bro of mine!Juz didn noe how to do things on his own..Its for his O..I like his drawin nice!N he's goin to paint it on silk..Really pray that he goin to do well! Insya allah..

What's wif ur hair ar?No gel?Not nice lar..Your old one better..Go gel it up..Look smart..I mean fresh..Not sleepy like juz now..But as usual Malis n Jas kept sayin ur so called new hairstyle look nice.. Ya..everything bout u are nice!BWEEEEK!
Dee's soo SLEEPY..Dee goin to sleep..Dee misses her friends! Sob sob..Hope to meet soon..Deary fren..
Lotsa nUtS N raIsIns,
Princess Dee

Hola!haizz..Been feelin sleepy plus tired plus sleepy plus tired plus sleepy plus tired..I guess now my world revolve ard these words! Darn!!I noe the minute PangHong say my writtin was OUT OF POINT it would be true..haizz..So i print out my outline and let Mrs Thomas read it..Wen i met her i was like "Out of point" and hand in the paper..She read it n say "Ya..out of point" DAMN!I feel like screamin..Hittin somethin..The feelin SUX!ermm..A BIG BIG TANX to Lester for lettin me grippin n punchin his hand..haizz..How could tis be?I had finished my work n now?I hav to start all over again.. BLEAH!Mrs Thomas gave me some ideas on how to write..Now i noe i hav to discuss all the bad n good points..

Feelin so STRESS up..Mar msged me n i noe i hav to meet her to feel calm n chill..haha..So met her after skool..N saw Ferli..Miss tat BUBBLY girl..Luckily juz now met her.. :) Anyway..Wen to Mc D..Eat n talked..Sit for abt an hr..Den headed home coz i got LOTSA research to do..Gonna finish my Commskill..I hope by tmr den my OB on Friday.. So got to stay at my beautiful skool..haha..My second home now!hhehe..Finishin Commskill den at 6 goin to tarian..Soo many thingz..Soo little time..CSA..OMG!I dun understand a werd!Ok..i noe the basic but i dunno how to start on the project n my WoNdErFuL lecturer seems to not care!haizz..Kesian seh!hehe

Been LACKIN of sleep lately coz been wakin up at 7am n sleepin at 1am..haizz..My eyes are soo tired..Need some rest but before restin got to finish savin my works..Den tmr comp here i come!heheh.. Hope four hrs enuff for me to finished everythin tat i haven done.. Pray for me aite!My econs cant put in words on how to describe it!haizz.. Oklar..I understand a few onli!haizz..Utility n demand??Blurgh! Dee!You can do it!You can learn it!It takes time be PATIENT Dee!hehe.. Words of encouragement to Miss Diyanah aka Princess Dee..heheh..

Youve been distractin me..Ya noe!I cant concentrate n focus..
My head tends to turn wen ure behind..My eyes tend to stare wen ure infront..I told my friends theres nothin ohh ever soo special bout you coz theyve been droolin on you..Eeeah!They always go "Dee..tu tu" Den they laughed..Mcm ape je..Wats so great abt u?Tell me y my friends are crazy over u?I mean they loves lookin at ur face.. They muz b CRAZY!heheh..K..Dee stop now!Later Dee continues.. Miss Diyanah need to SLEEPy.Her eyes are turns teary now!hehe..
Lotsa PaPerS N pEnS,
Princess Dee

Hola!Account lecture was bored as usual!hehe..But its kinda interestin all those balancin and stuff..But i hate Profin n Loss statement doesn understand a thing!haizz..Strachin my head the whole way wen e lecturer was talkin..Bla bla bla..hehe..We were havin a picnic at the back..haha..Chocolates n cheese balls..hehe..Eatin n singin away..ahha..But ape saje ni budak scold me wen i nvr did anythin..I seriously dun understand her..haizz..She was like "U are gettin on my nerve"..If ure noe we gonna b noisy why sit bside us.. Damn it!hehe..Me n Malis juz laugh away..N we were stuck on this song kept singin it.. "Mengapa bercinta andai tidak setia..Tak usahlah bercinta jika berpura-pura..Bila hati dah jemu..Mula berpaling tadah...."hehe..Its like we were singin all those old songs..haha.."Siapa kata gadis melayu tak menawan.."hahaha.. ANd as usual i noe she was IRRITATED but we continue..hahah

Niway..niway..heheh..k.Seriously wat had gotten into me?Ohh-uh! Dee..Dee..hehhe..Its like im not myself..Like i stop to talk or i kept on talkin..I seriously dunno..Bleah!hahaha..Dee..Figure urself out..

Whateva it is..My mid sem test comin!!!haizz..Project had yet to complete..Blurgh!Im soo scared!haizz..Im worried for my Comm skill.. I have to give Mrs Thomas read my outline..Im soo scared tat i would get out of point!haizz..Nervous me..Nervous me..hehe..And i juz realised tat im like a geek..haha..Wan to noe y?Coz u noe im in the BSG grp rite..Who would join a club?Dee..would!hahah.. Den im involved with SNT which is ok coz its a CCA but i dunno lar..haha..

Tmr hav to come skool EARLY AGAIN coz gotta print out my Commskill den do CSA den do Econs..N the list continue n continue.. hehe..Soo many things to do!Beargh!If onli im like a GENIUS..Good in english or somethin..I would not hav to worry for my Commskill..haizzzz
Lotsa MaRsHMaLLoW dIppEd In cHoCo,
Princess Dee

Hola!At APEL tutorial jus now was soo interesting.We were talkin about death.Everyone will die someday..Mayb in a yr time,Mayb 20 yrs time and even Mayb tmr..Wat will people said after we're gone? "Thank goodness she's gone" or "We'll miss her for sure.Such a cheerful girl" I wonder what ppl actualli thinks of me..Do they really like me or juz puttin an act?I cant really tell but for now i noe my family and friends loves me as much as i loves them..hehe..
Have u ever thought what u are actually gonna be remembered as? hmm..I hope mine goin to be good..hehhe

The look of ur eyes..The smile on ur face..You capture my heart..I cant deny..heheh.Baby told me that im getting crazy..Am i? hmm...Dun think so!haha..Bleah!U look cute..Did anyone tell u before? hahah

Niway..SNT was great!!heheh..Learn lotsa things..Wooh!hehe..Comm skill im done but i hav to shorten my writting..Complain lagi 600 words bnyk..Skarang lebih 1000..Ambik kau!heheh..Gotta reduce it to 900..and den change here..Change there..Haizz..Pening pening..
Den i realised i got myself into lotsa works..First im in a dance grp..And the trainin date is tight..Den i involved myself with my course comm..Becomin main comm summore..haizz..I got lotsa projects.. Bum..Dum..haha..Dee got urself into lotsa works..heheh.. Nvr mind..Smangat sikit..heheh

I hav to wake up early tmr..Gotta do presentation again..Doop!hehe.. See i told u i got myslef into lotsa works..Perservere Dee!!You can do it girl!heehe
Lotsa banana split pie,
Princess Dee

Hola!Welly..Today went out to Mar's house to do my publicity thingy..BUMMER!Wats with my VP????Fancy callin urself a VP wen u did nothin..haiz!!I was like smsin ppl to publicise for me tmr coz my EVER SO IRRESPONSIBLE VP cant do it coz he got OB project to do..Damn it!As if i dun hav OB to do..Irritatin seh.. If u noe u cant handle both school work and the comm..den on the first place y did he even volunteer to be in the main comm..haizz..Some irresponsible ppl..BLURGH!

Niway,before goin to Mar's house we went to TM..Went to the FOX shop if im not wrong..The new shop at the entrance of TM..F women.. They sell lotsa nice shirts!!Buy them its nice and the price are reasonable!!Ok?heheh..I can b a promoter huh?hehe..Well..Bought myself a shirt..Orange one..Nice seh ppl!!heheh..Saw Mal wif her mom..Miss that girl!hehe..Thurs ok?heheh

At Mar's house wanted to do the publicity thing but her comp cant open the diskette..Shitty!Tmr hav to come at 8.30 wen i start skool at 10..haizz..Lazynye!haizz..Luckily..Jas meet me at 8.30..THANX GIRL!!Winkiez!!hehe..Back to Mar's home..So cant do the publicity..Read magazines..Talk n talk..Den order PIZZA coz we're hungry..heheh..So eat pizza..The seafood pizza is SUPER DELICIOUS! heheh..Den stay there till 9.30 n went home..Watch Mean girl soon Mar!hehe..

I love the kebab Mama brought home..Very Very Irrestibly Good!heheh..
Did my Comm Skill goin to finish it soon!Yeah!Finish it den do OB.. Cant wait for OB presentation..My grp doin on Homosexual n Chun and Jermaine gonna be the GAY partner..heheh..Thinkin of Chun wearin a mini..hahah..And i haven do the script..Ohh..Dee..How come u forget? hehe..k..Gotta sleep real soon..Tmr skoolin..
Lotsa ghiez,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im soo sleepy plus tired..Was soo busy with skool stuffs and all..Lotsa projects to do..And im workin my way on it..Its like onli the 5th week of skool..Blurgh!Startin wif Commskill..Den Organisational Behaviour..To Econs..Den CSA..haizz...Mid sem test in two weeks time!I cant even get my accountin concept rite..Jas taught me accounts juz now..Tanx girl at least now i understood it better..

Yday I slept at 3am juz to think how to start my writtin..Urgh! Gotta come up wif good english all those wow fantastic words..Wen u got ur jaws WIDELY OPEN when u read it..U get wat i mean right?heheh..Ya..I wan that kinda impression..Coz u noe.. I wan good marks..hehe..And i kept pressin the backspace button.. Coz i wan the best n nothin seems right..hehe..But managed to come out with two paras..haizz..Lotsa more to goo..Nvm..One step at a time..Dee..You can do it!!eheh

Niway..In the BSG interest grp..Woh!!Soo many things to do..Goin to finish them up tmr..Comin out with posters..Callin the sub comm.. Bum..How come so many things to do at a go?haizz..Poly life so misunderstood..hahah..Like u think its soo much more relaxer not soo hectic..nOpEY..NopEY!They fool u!!hahaha..At least tat wat happens to me..hehehhe..

Watchin tv..And the ever so sweet Sitinurhaliza is on it.. And Mama n Papa.."Kakak..Like this good rite" Woo..Like i not good like that..
Ape saje..

My friends which i tot was close to each other actually had a misunderstandins and they actually stopped contactin each other.. I was soo shocked coz i dun see it comin..Them fightin..Was such a surprised..One juz need to say "Treat tat u nvr noe me before".. For me it's kind of harsh..Nvr knew me before..Its such a strong word to use..How could a friend do tat juz to end up the misunderstandin? We should face it right?For me..I think we hav to learn to give and take..But then the sudden realisation that friends do grow apart..Only true friends perservere it all..No matter the obstacles they withstand..And actually stay stronger..Hi five to Su!Woohoo!! heheh..Winkiez!!

A letter to a friend..To u ppl who have touched me..

Dear Friend,
I have nvr told u but
u have touched my soul
With sculptor's hands
And molded me into something
Good,Kind,Honest
You are there
To hold my hand
When Im afraid of call
Who else would i call
With somethin to say
Only to find
Nothin needs to be said?
If a friend is a gift
You give yourself
I have given myself
The best of presents.

Lotsa zzzzz,
Princess Dee

Hola!hehe..Tmr im skoolin at 9 yet haven sleep..haizz..Cant brin my sleepy eyes to shut..And i MISS CSI today!!Sob..Sob..hehe..Was busy talkin to Mar.. Talkin bout skool..Thinkin on how to start my writtin..How to attract readers eh? hmm..Eh..Dee e cute girl is here!!hahaha..Surely all read rite? haha..Lame me..heheh

Niway..Today there's Business Study Group meetin..And first meetin hav things to do already..Im under the publicity dept..So ill b doin moz talkin..hahah..Talkin?Not a problem to me..hehe.. Now i hav two cca..Both i lioke!heheh..Seni Nak Tari n this BSGinterest grp..Ermm..Skool has been OK!Though soo many projects wat nonsense..Im enjoyin it for the time bein..hehhe.. Mid sem comin..haizz..Juz startin skool..Can u hav at least a bit patience?hehehe..Wait lar long long..hehhe..

Comm skill has always been interestin to me!I mean the one I look forward to! hehhe..Bitchy Bitchy Dee!Bad girl!hahah..Wat can u xpect?We hav to admire the beauty of GOD creation..Am i right?hahaha..K..Ill stop!I can see some of u pukin already..heheh..
Love tat Mr Lim..My mircecons lecturer..I really understood wat he has taught me..From zero knowledge of understandin in Elasticity to quite an acceptable level..haha..Seriously..Mircecons can b damn confusin..Accounts another headache.. But wen u understand the concept it'll b real easy..Those T-format n narrative format..Balance carried down..Balance brought down..All those complicatin n mind confusin stuffs!haha..

My friends hav been GREAT!heheh..Lurve disturbin Chun..Every girls is his..haha..Yvonne n e girls tanx for acknowdgin me as ur Princess Dee..heheh..You guys are soo funny..Wif Alexis nonsensity..And Jerwin ever soo funny speeches..Tat make everyone in class laughed like mad..hehhe.."Smokin is wonderful"..hahah..You n ur tone..k..u ppl lost?Nvr mind..Juz the jokes of class..heheh

Well..I realised tat a smile really can make ones day..Coz I was feelin rather sad juz now..hehe..Coz cant go to my Grandma house..So excited den wen reached there she went to the docs..haizz..So with a heavy heart..haha..I went to skool bus stop to meet Jas..haha..Den this girl smiled at me..I dun even noe her..haha..So funny..Mayb our dress code were the same..Pink shirt n a skirt(which is like the same lenght juz right above the knee) hahah..And a quite similar "Cut n Paste" bag..heheh..Niway..Ya..her smile kinda lift my moods up!I was feelin more eager n crazy at the head..hahah..

So guys..Smile ok?Dun frown!Coz as the sayin goes.."You wont noe who'll fall in LURVE wif ur smile!"..hehe ..Seriously!Who noes..hahah..
Lotsa Chak,
Princess Dee

Hola!Hope things will b back to normal now!Cross finger..Take a deep breath..Let go..Aaah..Ok..I hope..
Why is it we have to go thru so much pain to learn lessons?Although ive learnd friendship from good things,Ive to admit ive learn it from the hard way too..And it has make me who i am now..

I got this line from the book i juz bought..I repeat i juz bought!!Im soo PROUD of myself..hehe..The first time in my life i bought myself a book..WooOohOoO!! Here it goes "Somehow within the mystery of life we meet.It is written in the stars"hehe..Kinda nice rite? :)

I had to write an expository writtin for Comm skill..Im still pondering on which topic to write on..Can someone give me some ideas?
Would it b "Singapore education system today-a consumer view" or "The dangers of Internet relationships in Spore"..Hmm..which one should i choose..Can u give me ur views? Tanx u..Urghh..Hate it..Got lotsa assignment..N im only startin on one..Bluergh!
Lotsa knock knock,
Princess Dee

Hola!Wat a week i had..I hope this week turns out well..Pray for me!But I cant hope things turn the way i wished..But i can only hope n pray for the best!!

I talked to Mama already but the awkwardness is there..I hate tat..I cant do anythin bout it..So i hope things will be better n my connection wif Mama will stay back like last time.. I miss her..I do..

Im hurt juz now..Why did u act as if u nvr saw me?Why?Did u noe tat i was soo xcited to see u juz now?Did u?Ya..So mayb u tot i was this BITCH who accused u or watsoeva..Den i guessed i am an UNCERTIFIED BITCH!Coz despite accusin u..I was WAVIN n SMILIN away wen i saw u..I felt like an idiot..You turned away..WHY??Is it wrong to tell someone wat u feelin?I need to confide in someone..But a job well done?I seriously dun understand wat u're talkin abt..Everythin tat happen was Dee fault..Dee accusin..Dee tellin..Don u think i got other things to do den tell the whole world wats happenin between us?Wats happenins between us got nothin to do wif the others..They dun understand..So y muz i tell the whole world?To make u look bad..plzzz..I wouldn tell bad things bout u..Are bestfriend supposed to tat????No!I dun think so!haizz.. I dun understand..I seriously dun..I cried but wats the tears for..I wanted to call u but i dun wan to get this thingz worser..Im juz sick n tired of everythin!I am!Why must we go thru this all over again?Ya..mayb i started it by sayin tat u lied..But i was suspicious coz this things happens before..So was i all to blame..I dunno..

Im not in good terms wif my mama..Is already bad enuff..I dun wan to b not in a good terms wif anyone else!!I dun..

Dee silly for bein too suspisious..
Dee silly for jumpin to conclusions..
Dee silly for confidin someone wen shes sad..
Dee silly to write wat shes feelin on the blog wen shes mad..
Dee is a very silly silly girl..

Dee sorry for every pain she caused..
Dee sorry for every word she said..
Dee sorry for her childishness..
Dee sorry for wantin back her friendship happiness..
Dee is very very sorry for wat she has done..

I dun mind takin all the blame if things will be back to wat its supposed to be..
I dun mind bearin all pain if it would make u happy..
But do u?Or u dun care?

I can think properly rite now..I smile n act like normal..But wats hidden underneath is soo much pain n heartache..Do u think i love bein in this kinda situation?I dun!Said wat u wanna said..Think wat u wanna think..I had enuff of everythin..I learn wat i gotta learn..

Every friendship has their problems..And we got to face it..Its seem harsh but its the reality..
Theres soo much to learn from this..And im glad ive learn from my past mistakes..I nvr want to repeat wat has happened..From this problems..I learn to face up wif reality..I learn to b a matured n strong girl..Tanx for everythin..You taught me lotsa things..Tanx for the xperience..
Lotsa lessons,
Princess Dee

Hola!Do u ever want to disappear n vanish to another world?Do u ever try to pinch urself many times so tat u would woke up from ur so called dream?Do u ever feel like hittin ur head so hard for ur stupidity?I did..I seriously dunno wat have gotten into me..I let my mom down..I really did..I hate myself..I truly do..
How can i b so stupid?How can i actually act without thinkin?This is not me!I cry to sleep but i noe tears wouldn turn back time n make things as normal as ever..

Mama..Im soo sorry..I really am..I didn mean to dissapoint u..I really didn..I didn noe wat hav gotten into me tat other day..Im soo soo sorry..I noe how many times i apologised wouldn make things the way they are..I do not like u keepin quiet from me..Im juz not used to it..Who am i to tell my days to wen u didn wan to talk to me?Who am i to go to for help wen u didn wan to hear me out?Im juz sorry..I didn noe wat to say anymore..I HATE MYSELF FOR THIS!! :(

Glad tat the outinz wif Mal,Tasha n Tisa kinda make my day..I bought a von dutch shirt n a watch at Bugis..A girl juz love spendin wen shes in a not soo good mood..Spiderman 2 was soo violence..Cover my eyes durin the fights..The sound was soo GOOD!The story was great..Ya..Though i dun like this comic characters..I hav to admit i love watchin Spiderman..

Juz a shout out to everybody..Im juz not in a good mood so if i hurt or offend or make u angry..Im soorrii..This week has turn quite ugly for me..Blame it on myself..haizzz... The parts n parcels of life..Gotta b a strong strong girl n face it..
Lotsa sorries,
Princess Dee

Hola!Firstly wanna apologise to Su if wateva i said have hurt u in a way..But i was quite sad that time..N as u can see this finger do the talkin..So i hope things will b ok after this.. :)
Secondly..Ive been waitin for ya..So wont cha come n sit n talk to me..heheh..k..SiMpLY luRvE this sentence..hehe..

Haizz..This ship ship thingy is soo complicated..If you get wat i mean..All i wanted was everythin to b perfect..Ya..Perfect is too much to ask for..Silly Dee..geez..

I had totally forgotten bout tuition juz now..Doop!Stoopid me..haizz..I feel so kentalic now how could i forget tat i got tuition to teach?Damn!My cuzz called me "Kak Yana..Y nvr come?" OMG!OMG!I really had forgotten bout it..Gotta make make up tmr..Soo silly!haizz.. Called Mal to remind me bout tuition tmr..heheh..Princess kene ade personal alarm clock..hahah..Ya..As u noe im a lil forgetful!haizz..Hates my bad habit..Dee..You really gotta change girl!Buck up! hehe..I came at 9.30 wen im supposed to meet my friends at 9..Today i juz feel soo soo BAD!I ve been late for like almost everytime i meet them..I think nvr once i came early..Sob sob..Truk tul ar!haizzz..
See i got this thing in my mind tat i can come early..I underestimated my time..haizzzzzz...So i ended up comin late..And my its no surprise to anyone..Luckily..Fortunately..Im blessed wif wonderful,kind-hearted friends ard me..Im soo blessed!One of my not so good characteristic i loveee talkin..NON-STOP!N i seriously sumtimes dunno how to stop..I guess ive irritate lotsa ppl by nonstopin yakkin..But as i said im blessed wif wonderful beautiful people..n they hav gotten used to it n onli laugh wen i start my "aaah..heheh" all those stuffs..Ohh..I LuRVe u guys!!Muackies!!!

N Mal..haizzz..I think..uh-ohh!heheh..Help!!!!!!!!!haizzz....Haven tell u bt this but i tell u tmr..hehhe..Alar..Leceh ar..Benci aku this damn beat beat..Tup tup..Whoosh Whoosh..Lightnin..ThuL nder..Butterflies..Flip flop..hahahha..K..No need to xaggerate dee..hehhehe..
Lotsa shipies n blessies,
Princess Dee

Hola!I tot things were back to normal..We were close again..But y the need to hide things?I tot those things were old stories which we have put bhind..I tot we were both supposed to hold secrets nomore..Den y do u still hav the tendency of not tellin the absolute truth?And the worst thing was i heard from others..Isnt it better i heard it from u? Are u feelin scared tat we'd b angry?The answer is NO!We wont..As i told u these things are old stories..Let bygones be bygones..Why cant u simply understand tat?Do u think we'll b upset wen u said "I cant go out wif u coz i need to go out tday wif ..." ? No..We wont!We wont!Get this straight plz..We'll b more upset wen we learn tat u lied to us.. Im not angry coz of wat u did..Im juz dissapointed..We're bestfriends arent we?Den bestfriend arent supposed to keep secrets..Ok?I hope u'll understand tat i need u to b frank wif us...Juz tell us the truth.. :)

Niway..MircEcons are soo CONFUSIN!!!I dun understand a single werd the lecturer said..Im dozin off..I tried to stay focus..I really did..But i still cant understand wateva she utters..Luckil..Tmr Jas n Malis teachin me..Tanx girls!hehe..Comm skill was fun as usual..Love Mrs Thomas..hehe..N his voice is damn irritatin!!Wats wif the slank?The accent? eeeargh!I guess its his nature..But i cant stand it..haha..

Papa bought me a new bed set!!Woohoo!!Cant wait till it arrived..I hav no idea how it'll looked like but i noe im sOOo xCiTeD!!hehe
Lotsa bleah,
Princess Dee

Life..
Fulls of ups n downs..
Full of loves n hatred..
You smile n frown..
You think all this is fated..

You may hate it..
You may love it..
There's so many obstacles n pain..
But there's also happiness that been gain..

Learn to appreciate it..
Learn to cherish it..
Coz we all live once..
And this is our only chance..

Dun ever curse on wat u hav now..
Coz others may hav worse than u imagined..
Yet they seem to love it somehow..
So get the habits of treasuring things..

We're born in this world..
For obvious reason,GiRL..
Live life to the fullest..
Make full used of every season..

Im glad i had it..
All those different roads..
All those different paths..
I've learn to make choices n face it..

With my heads up..
With a smile on the face..
So i can stop n say "Wassup?"
As i walked facin it with full of grace..

Juz somethin i came out wif yday since i cant get myself to sleep.. Appreciate LiFe aite?..hehe
Lotsa Life,
Princess DeE

Hola!I wan to sleep but i cant..Thiz eyes realli are soo STUBBORN!!hurmph!hehe..Baby watchin The eye now..decided not to watch kinda scary..brrrr..ahha..

Juz now watched Simple Life in Channel 5..N i muz say Paris n woever Richie the girl is sux!!They're like this BIMBO..Kinda stupid doesn even noe how to spell burger..OMG!!Such a pitiful case since they're rich ppl but they didn study enuff..kesian tgk dorang..N they're hav really no dignity n self-respect to themselves..Sedih seh!I mean if u're rich all that right..U hav an image..U're a public figure but they act as if they're SLUTS..Really bring shame to their parents..I dun like Paris..EEeEeAH!Arent they ashamed of themselves..Actin like tat in front of the tv..They really look like clown makin silly n stupid act..Pity..Pity..

Tmr im not sure whether i wan to go to IMM or not..Soo far away..haizz..Like lazy like tat..Juz feel like sittin n laze ard at home..I seriously dunno..Seriously doesn feel like goin out coz i dun hav money..Takde duit kalau nak klr susa..heheh..
k..I really hav to force myself to sleep..zzzzzzz..
Lotsa hUGz n KIsseS,
Princess DeE

Hola!Gueesy guessy wat?Im late for skool again tday!!heehe..I woke late..heez..Soo sleepy blame it on Meteor Garden!!Ohh!!The ever soo HeaRT mElTiNg SupErDedUpEr SuUueEet StORy!!Love it..Niway..Back to skool..CSA sooo bOrEd!!!urgh!Hate the subject!The lecturer wen SuPEr SupER FasT!!Cant even get wat he was sayin..N we hav to stop him to make him sloOoOW down..Dumber!haizz..

Den hav to meet Su at 2 at City Hall..Im late again..Soorii girl!Met Syam at skool bus stop den he wan to meet Mal so he followed me..Wen home to change den wen out..We were late soo decided to b more late..hahah..Accompanied Syam to eat den we wen to meet Su..Kesian die tunggu for almoz 1hr..Ohh ya who will eat mint ice cream?Yuckz!The colour is green and its minty!!eee..But Syam ate it..urgh!haha..

Met Su..Went to eat at Deli..Had a hard time eatin that croissant..haizz..Su had to cut it for me n i ate so berserak!!haizz.. Gotta learn to use fork n knife..Not tat i dunno how to but not an xpert..heheh..Wen shoppin..Mal did..heheh..Kite tumpang gembira je..haha..Mal bought a pair of jeans..Wen esplanade..Chill there..Ceh! hehe..Sit there wif the wind blowin against us n sloow song in the background!!The atmosphere was soo right!!The man voice was soo nice..heheh..We chitty chatty..heez..Catch thingz up..Took photos..heehe..Wen to the rooftop..Haizz..Juz lovey lovey the atmosphere there..heheh..Had such a FANTABULOUS time wif them!Love u girliez!!!MuAcKiEz! :)

Cant wait to get my pay..Gonna buy lotsa things!!Ish!!Realli cant wait..ehhehe..
Lotsa RiFfIc n FANtA,
Princess DeE

Hola!Juz feel like bloggin..Im on the verge of cuttin my nose now!Urgh!Hate the flu!haizz..Luckily i got tissue..heheh..I bought tissue's packet at watson..N it onli cost me $2..Cheap huh?haha..Wat an improvement coz i nvr had a tissue in my bag but dun worry now..If u wan tissue come to me aite?hehe.. ;)

Kinda a bad day for me tday..Woke up early mornin as u noe..Tot i'll b the first to reach skool but im late for class..Wan to noe y?K..i tell u..heheh..Supposed to meet Jas n Malis at 8.30am coz class started at 9..Reach bus stop at 8.15 kinda early u noe..Coz my house is only 4 bus stops away from TP..I wait patiently for BlUrgH!I hate the BuS no 8..Den came 1 bus but it juz passed by coz e bus was full..Den came another n another n another..But all were FULL!!!How Pathethic!N it's like 9 already..My class has started..Eeeargh!Bus 518 came so juz hopped on the bus..Damn!The fare cost me almost $2!So as hurry to class den i realised "Shit i dun noe where's my class is!"..Punyelah gram..So i searched like a stoopid girl.. Goin to every classes..Den peepin thru the glass to see whether it's my class or not..Like a very KeNtaLiC girl..So last resort i asked a senior..haha..Found out my class was way down the lane..haizz.. Den my friend was like "Y late"..Hav to sit alone coz all seats were taken..Edwina bein soo kind offered to sit bside me..hehe..But it's fine wif me sittin alone coz she'd right bhind me..heheh..So accounts was not as difficult n confusin as i thought..If u understand the concept it'll b easy..heez...
Brought camera to skool n we were posin n posin..heheh..Like soo xcited like tat..haha..

After skool met Mar..Aaah!I miss tat girl..So we met lar since she juz came back Spore..Wen ard TM..the same old thing at TM..Soo crowded.. Saw Fik n Luqman there..After tat follow Mar to cut her hair..Lame aku tunggukan die..hehe..Den ate Yakun..Juz love the bread there..Irristably yummyliciouz!heheh..
Mar bought me a bag..Thanx girl!I love it! ;)
Lotsa waitin,
Princess Dee

Hola!Its 6.44 in the mornin..Tanx to baby i cant sleep early this mornin..Coz baby wan me to tie her hair..Do her hair coz she gonna take a class photo n guides photo..Wake me at 6..Pnat aku..Den ifa asked me to do her hair like baby so today im the hair stylist!!ehem! hehe..

Early in the mornin..The air seems much cooler..Im hearin to the chirpin of birds..Noisy but everythin juz suits the mornin environment..hahah..Ermm..Ya..Forget to tell u tat yday i met Bobby Chan from Light Yrs..Wat's his real name?Wateva it is..He's sooo handsome..heheh..Very wif the specs he looks way cuter..:)

Speakin of my sister..This is dedicated to you guys..haha..juz love this lyrics..Aint it true?

She won't get off the phone
She won't leave me alone
When I'm talking to that guy
She can be a real nightmare
Gets me to do her hair
And says it never turns out right
But when I put on a face
She can tell
Cause she knows me so well

Closer than my closest friend
Someone who will be there til the end
My sister, sister
Deeper than the deepest sea
No-one loves you like your family
My sister, sister

She reads my diary
She borrows clothes from me
And I never get them back again
And she
And she locks the bathroom door
Says "Five minutes more"
And an hour later I'm still not in
And sometimes we fight
Every family does (oh yeah)
But that can't change our love

Love u girlz loads!!Muackz!heheh..

Ohh ya..Marliany's back..Ohh..i miss tat girl..haha..Soo many stories to share..hehe..The bitchin will continue..hahah..
Lotsa SiStERiSm,
Princess DeE

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♥ 13 Nov 87


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