ive been sleeping late the past few days, blame it on online games ( am HOOKed!). *shakes head*

i think if there is an award for the most kental person on earth, i could be one of the nominees. i headed down to airport, sacrifice my sleep for nothing la. papa asked me to make payments for him, so i decided to check out the nearest branch and it stated clearly on the site that it was at T1, Changi Airport. but when i got there, i was greeted by the machine instead ( me and Ad were laughing like mad. hahaha) . apparently, i read it wrongly and the nearest branch is at Raffles. sheesh!

so we decided to have our breakfast at Delifrance before Ad goes to work. it's the fun-est breakfast i ever had this year since i rarely had one ( hahaha!). we were hogging the counter with so many questions, maklumlah first time. yummy breakfast, catching up, stupid jokes, people watching, teases, laughters and lots of it. and thank you for the treat, kakak kite dapat gaji la. hehe.

ive always hated going to places alone, but the trip to Raffles was indeed a nice me-time. independent la konon. haha. after which met up with Ili and ive been waiting for people ( ni tak boleh jadi!) but it's worth the LOOOOONG wait cause it's been sometimes since we last met and i got myself a treat at New York Pizza ( terima kasih!), hawaiian pizza+buffalo wings+fries= sedaps and spicy, Haagen Daaz to visit Indah ( i cant wait for the gathering laa! hehe) and sinful indulgence, YUM YUM! Ili wanted a hair cut so i suggested QB House for an excitement and the adrenaline rush. haha! kelakars la ok! Lovewrecked was not as good as ive expected. hmph! but it's worth seeing the lead actors bolehjatuhcinta faces. catching up, punching each other, teases, laughters and a great time!

i had a wonderful time girls aka Popeye's workers. hahaha. sayangs korangs! and Ad, aku nak gambars laa! hmph! and and Cips, i wish you were here with us so the tak complete ok. *double booster*


fun moments,


stop it already!


QB House! QB House! ahahahahha.


aku sayang kau!


Life may not be the party we planned for but while we're here,
we might as well dance.

i had a jolly good time with dearest Zila. we were being veryvery silly girls and did stupidstupid things, sungguh kentals ok. ZamZam for nasi briyani, murtabaks and teh peng was ohh so sedaps, bubble tea and ive yet to have my green apple ( sheesh!), walk to Marina with detours to Memorial thingy ala ala tourists, walking to and fro for echo-es ( haha!), fountain madness, Coffee Bean for my brownies was HEAVEN la!, Giant, stupid primary and secondary memories, ghost stories, snapping and snapping of pictures, laughters and laughters and thanks to Zila's friend aka Mr Teddy Bear for the ride home. i had a wonderful time, LOVE!

i can't wait for attachment ok. i know, you know, we know, we will have a great time! sayang kaus! *dakapan yang sungguh kuat* and and The Straits Kitchen ok! hehe.


for all the silly things we do,


i superdeduper love the BROWNIES!






HAHA!






i love you babe.


but you wont believe what love can do,
till it happens to you

I know that we can't be together
But, I just like to dream
It's so strange
The way our paths have crossed
How we were brought together
It's written in the stars it seems
Feel so nice, Oh yeah you feel so nice
I'd love to spend the night
But I can't pay the price

And I'm flying so high
High off the ground
When you're around
And I can feel your high
Touching me inside
And it's too much to hide

Flying High - Jem

I want to be your favourite hello and hardest goodbye

" If you were to live again, do you wish you had a different life? "

Without much hesitation, thoughts, i gave a confident, definite NO. it would be a lie if i were to say that i'm truly satisfied with how's my life is heading cause afterall, we're humans ( read : never satisfied with things) but i'm content with it. i couldn't ask for more, can i? and if i were to lead a different life, would i be who i am today? i doubt so.

anyways, i've been stucked at home for freaking 4 days, this should be aired at Ripley's Believe It or Not or Guiness World Books of Record laa ( hahaha). im going bonkers soon. sheesh! i better make plans soooon, and i mean secepat-cepat yang mungkin, jangan tangguh-tangguh.

i miss my SNT-ians. korangs, cepat-cepat la abis exams! anyways, good luck ok and belajar rajin-rajin! hahaha. i can't wait for 3rd Sept.
i miss my bestfriends specially, Marliany. I've to meet her soooon.
i miss my secondary school friends specially Ariff and Syam. sheesh! meet korangs soon la.
i miss my charmed sisters.
i miss my makciks-makciks.
i miss you!

hahaha. why do i have a strong feeling that after a freaking takde plans week, it will be packed soon? hmmmm.

and im craving for brownies and green apple ice blended with pearls.


life isnt like the rain,
its just like a merry go round

if you have visited my place, my room to be exact, you guys will probably cringed at the sight of it. books/clothes/bags spread across the floor, bed not made, veryverymessy make-up table with earrings/brushes/wrappers on it, dustydusty floor cause i hate vacuum-ing. and when you have a peek at the brother's room, you'll be shocked because it's the total opposite. sometimes i wonder, if my brother was supposed to be the girl and i, on the other hand, the boy.

and so i decided to be extra rajin and make my mother proud by cleaning up my room. now, my room look neat and tidy with no speck of dust cause ive vacuum/sweep every possible corners, bags/books/clothes on their respective places ( and i'm amazed at the amount of bags i have, banyak la pulaks! hehe), my make-up table could finally breathe, my bed looked so appetizing to sleep in ( hahaha) with my Mr.Happy and Mr.Elmo on it and the amount of rubbish/bende-bende merepeks i've collected is unbelievable. im proud of myself! *smiling ohh so proudly*

while cleaning, i came across lots and lots of photos from my secondary days and man, i miss secondary-ing laa. it was the bestest moments of my life, those carefree days where all classes mingles and joked around, where teachers can be a bitch at times, i miss Ms Suhaila and how she made me LOVE Maths, i miss Mr Salleh and the way he always picked on me by making me sit on the floor, stand the whole period, picking up litters around class, drawing my face with marker because i find talking/joking/sleeping better than hearing to his babbles about Physic, i miss Mr Ken self-praise moments and how the whole class slept 5 minutes after he started talking, i miss changing of socks with friends because our class had spotcheck and ankle socks were a no-no, i miss Girl Guides, i miss doing the pledge in front of the school ( hahaha), i miss O-level revision days and of course, i miss the friends. ohh my, such wonderful memories!

i shall put those kentalics photos one fine day. hehe.


It's hard to know where I stand,
It's hard to know where I am

so i decided to follow my parents to Masjid Khadijah Family dinner at Furama Riverside Hotel cause i was hungry. and so i dolled up myself with tudung, sweet ok. heh! the foods were sedaps but i guess Mama could whipped up more SEDAPILICIOUS dishes. ohh wells, i had a nice time with the parents and the lil brother. *hugs seerat-eratnye*

anyways, little did i know that a prank call could end me in stiches,

me: hello
unknown: hi, boleh cakap ngan nurul?
me: ah? sorry, i think you've got the wrong number.
unknown: ni saper?
me: diyanah. and you?
unknown: bob
me: bob? ok, wrong number.
unknown: nak tahu bob mane tak? and he started singing BOB THE BUILDER blablablabla.

HAHAHAHA. i was laughing because it was funny that some people really have a lot of time to spare and do very very silly things to amuse themselves. but he did entertained me and prolly his friends too.


the dinner,


the leading lady in my life, Mama.


the leading man in my life, Papa.


the IRRITATING brother who hates taking photos.


the little cousin, Siti.




And it's too much to hide,
And I'm flying so high

i've been complaining to the bestfriends that i have no freaking plan on a Saturday *screams* which only comes once in a blue moon and how bored i was. now that i have one, im so lazy to doll myself up and step outside my house. ah, i might as well have some me-time. *reflective mode on*

He who hesitates is lost so we've been told. Still sometimes, we're afraid to grab the oportunity and i guess it has got to do with fear. Fear of being let down, fear of failure, fear of rejection. Because what if you make a wrong move, a wrong step, a mistake you can't undo? However, what IF, it was the right move, the right step and a success that changes your life?

We have to make our own mistakes, learn from it and hopefully be a better person. We have to understand that knowing is better that wondering, that facing to challenges is better than living in denial and even when you fail, at least you know you've tried your best.


You should never fight your feelings,
When your very bones believe them,
You should never fight your feelings,
You have to follow nature's law.

I'll live with never knowing, if knowing's gonna change,
I'll stop the feeling growing, I will stay away,
Like a broken record stuck before a song,
A million beginnings, none of them the one.

Nature's Law-Embrace

and so we contradicts.


I might be singing out of key,
But it sure feels good to me

at looong last, the sleepover/movie marathon took place. it doesn't matter how many turn up, what matter is that we had REAL FUN! hehe. i think 3 is perfect cause we took the whole bed. haha.

Singapore Idol result show with someone getting tad too emotional ( hahaha!) BUT seriously people, SI is a dissapointment eh?, dinner, WAQT which was ohh so goood! with a couple of tears ( hehe), it was supposed to be a marathon BUT hindi movies do drained you so we stopped, pillow fight which ended too fast cause someone was already exhausted ( TERSEREMPAK! hahaha), beautiful glow in the dark stars, pounces on each other, singing, story telling, catching up, jokes, teases and i thought somebody wanted to go home( balik abis!heh), breakfast, The 50 First Date was ohh so romantic hingga mencairkan hati ok ( i LOVE Adam Sandler! cuteness laa), sleeping time, lunch and a WHOLE LOT LAUGHTERs. i had a WONDERFUL time girls. and to Tasha and the family, thank you for being a great host! heh. and and hopefully, the beach-ing plan will be executed. =)

it's so hard being the eldest cause when things go wrong, who's to blame? KAKAK la, saper lagi kan. sumpah irritating! so im a BAD influence to the siblings just because. sheesh!

and im watching Hady's singing to Lagenda over and over and over again ( thanks to YouTube! i think im addicted!). droooools, i adore him laa! cuteness tak boleh carry ok. hehe. *whole heart melted*

somehow, you always put a smile across my face.

Sleepover










i love you girls! and busok, your flash nearly BLIND us!


Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide cause it's you I miss

You think that I wanna run and hide
I'll keep it all locked up inside
I just want you to find me
I'm not lost, just undiscovered

We're never alone we're all the same as each other
You see the look that's on my face
You might think im out of place
Im not lost, just undiscovered

Undiscovered-James Morrison


All the things left undiscovered,
Leave me waiting and left to wonder

i was at home the whole day yesterday and i earned myself $40. cool kan! *dancing around* hehe. i cinta my parents!

i had a FABULOUS time with the besties. Seoul Garden was ohh so sedaps with all the food you can eat, YUMMYLICIOUS! and i hate it when people do not have any sense of cleanliness, i mean even when you eat at hawker centre you freakingly dont eat that way la *screams PIG!* Art Friend, Lido for Break Up and i simply love the movie, it's not those it's expected to have a happy ending, it's the ah! that's reality and it teaches us never to assume what the other party is feeling. ah! saya suker! (hehe), window shopping, walking and walking, HMV-ing, lots and lots of toilet break, craps, jokes, teases, fights, laughters and lots of laughters. i had a wonderful time girls. next time, bowling ok? YAY! heh. and im still kempunaning bubble tea! hmph! ohh wells, aku sayangs korangs! LOVE!

and im hooked to indonesian songs. ohh my, i love them so much can plus the cute singers, drummers, guitarist, actors. HAHA! waduh, ganteng-ganteng si!

i've often wondered, do you feel the same?



happy happy happy times,


i love them


ok where's my eyes? where's my eyes? hahha.




the funky and the nerd










and there you have it, Mal ACTING CUTE! haha




the shock look.


we know you like it Mal! haha.


Su cant get enough of reflections.




you girls rock my socks! haha. and i want the bagpack and slippers k? =)


I just wanted to know what its like, what it's really like to be loved?

i'm always in the middle of something, somehow.

after a week of having red streaks on the hair, my parents FINALLY took notice when we were having lunch yesterday. i was expecting the usual nags from my parents BUT my mum only went " Kakak Kakak" and my dad just smiled. fuuuuuuh! hehe.

had the usual supper at Stulang with the family and it was ohh so love! i can never get enough of my family no matter how ANNOYED/IRRITATED they make me be. sayangs sayangs sayangs them! *wet wet kisses*

meeting for Deepa Raya was very headache-y for me. maybe because im afraid of the constraint time due to my attachments. urgh! it will take a whole lot of my time ok. and girls, i really need all your help ok cause i cant do it alone tau. but since it's on 9th Nov *coughs 4 days before my birthday coughs* im also very excited for it cause im expecting a suprise. YES, I AM! I WANT MY DRESS and MY CAKE! hehehe. Dee is kental, i know but so? nyeh!

and to Suhaila dearest, i guess i was venting my frustration to you earlier on and im sorry ok. you know no matter how childish i can be, how i tried to find faults so we could fight, how i always have something to comment on, how i always want to win and always be right, i still LOVE YOU because you're as childish as i am, you to find my faults, you always have something to comment on and you always want to be right and win. hehe. sayangs kau and good luck for your paper tomorrow love! =)


To one of the ladies in my life that ive always respected and cherish, my nenek.

Happy 68th Birthday!



May you be in the pinkest of health and be bless with wonderful wonderful things always. insyaallah. Thank you nenek for everything, the advices on school, friends, love, the support/ encouragement you've always given me and the hugs and kisses. I love you so much. *peluks nenek ku kuat-kuat*




siblings love,


my sisters makes my world upside down.




ah! LOVEEEs of my life!



Maybe I'm a girl who's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understand

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know

Somewhere only we know - Keane



And time has told me not to ask for more,
For some day our ocean will find its shore

I was being a very very nice girl. i give a pass to bowling/Pastamania/comfy seats to the comfort/wants of the bestfriend and busoks. korangs patut bersyukur ok! hehe. and Shaf, i didn't go for any plastic surgery. i guess i'm becoming cute/pretty-ier! hahaha!

Pizza Hut for lunch was sungguhsedaps and fulling, Toys R Us was FUN FUN FUN! with toys and we bought Play Doh! ( we're still young at heart ok. hehe), MiniToons very kelakars tissue box ( dirty friends i have! haha), bus ride to town was gereks due to the card tricks which i managed to guess ( so kentals! ) except for Shaf's one trick, Play Doh-ing and being very creative, Cineleisure for the dvd thing, we watched The Longest Yard and ohh my! i fell in love with Swistoki ( he's too adorable la) and and it was supersuperfunny ( sorry korangs kalau aku terketawe terkuat. heh), Tash's sensor incident ( hahaha! busok nye busoks! ), jokes, teases, craps, talks, laughters, laughters and more of it and a SUPERFANTASTICALIOUS time! *hugs korangs kuat-kuat*


the bestfriend and busok,


bestfriend and busoks!


mr.superman tak menjadi. shaf, u got a loooong way to go!




swords!


hahaha! KENTALS!


PLAY DOH!


cute kan kan?


before and after. haha.


PIZZAs and epoks-epoks!




the retarded bestfriend.


my one and only busoks.




busok busok!






aku sayangs korangs!


And then I open up and see the person falling here is me

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you