im tired and both my thighs ache likes noone business specially when im going down stairs and when im praying, terpakse la gigit bibir kuat-kuat and squinched as hard as i could. bah!

trainings everyday from morning to late night, ohh sungguh penat ( eh rhyme la, rhyme!). heh. but but but the company is great, we always feel like we're camping cause we stayed indoor the whole day, with cup noodles, tidbits and more of it ( thanks to the school bookshop), the stupid jokes to entertain ourselves, the laughters and not forgetting the stress/penatness-ism trying very hard to give the best.

kau, Ili cakap aku cute! hah! Ili, that made me smile and am very happy ok. ah, see aku tau aku CUTE, kau je yang live in denial. haha. =p

I'm just out to find
The better part of me

the day out with the girlfriend was love! since i was early and felt bad for not getting her anything YET for her belated birthday, i decided to get her a cute card and wrote her a quick sweet note and that was when i left my wallet at the counter. got panic when i realised that i lost it ok, lucky for me the baik guy kept it. thank you Mr!

catching up, laughters, jokes, KFC, grocery shopping which was fun, roundings of Simei, Esprit with discounts ( a big warm fuzzy hug to the bestfriend! Marliany!), pasar malam with cocunuts and dvd-es browsing was ohh! so great ok. yes, our delayed delayed for soo long date to the choclolate buffet have to be carried out soon before i run out of cash. hehe! aku sayang kau!

i bumped into an old friend and it's weird how she still remembers my name while i took sometimes before recalling hers which was easy after realising she had a name tag ( she was working la). and yes, im very bad with names ok. she was a primary school friend of mine, so we did some catching up and then it made me miss my primary school friends. those kentals moments we had specially the neo-print crazes, those playing catching in class, those " da lah! tak nak kawan ngan awak!" followed by letters, those dancing/singing on stage and the Melacca trip. ohh, what joys and such innocents we were!

and i miss them. i miss the friends that have drifted away. i miss the funs, the laughters, the close-ness we were before. what happened to the good ol' times where innocence gets the better of us and we had no worries/problems? things changed without us realising and no matter what i/we tried to do to save the old ties we shared, things just arent the same anymore.

i dont want to get too close only to be felt taken advantage of. it was fun while it lasted, and so i bid adieu to those wonderful times cause i cant live pretending my whole life.

and and and i cancelled plans with the cousins again. ah, it's been sometimes and a very very long time since we last met and so we shall meet soon ok after my hectic schedules. ceh ceh cehs! maner nye busy woman je. heh!


it's all about the chemistry

the girls day out was fun and a BIG BIG FAT KISS to Cipah for driving us around. terima kasih yang tak terhingga ok. the rempah girls were so excited that we were laughing, tickling, singing, dancing in the car ( a bit dangerous though, kesian driver ok! heh). the ride was fun with Wawa showing off her west side kampung which fyi took a longer route to Ili's place (hah!), women drivers being BITCHY, driving on the wrong lane but we managed to find our way la, driving straight instead of taking a loop, driving thru the carpark only to realise we were heading the way out and a nice uncle parking for us due to some circumstances. hehe! kelakars ok.

Al Azhar for lunch, nachos, Al Tazzaq for sheesha and drinks ( we sat on the floor! super comfortable ok. heh) with funny funny incidents and someone trying sheesha was such an accomplishment la and Mc D's for supper was fulfilling with bau-bauans, hah!. and we headed to Hard Rock just because it was ladies night, we were wearing so slack ok dengan slippers lagi since it was impromptu. the music was nice but the dance floor was bare and so we played the PSSST! game while grooving to the music. wakakaka. kentals kentals. i had a great day! thanks girls!

if you asked me how i feel, of course im happy. thanks for believing in me and insyaallah i'll do a good job with the guidance/support from all of you. ill try.

and and and im glad and tersangat la gembira to the top ( ah, same kan? hehe!) cause ill be going to the zoo with my sem 1 classmates that are being miss by me! and they actually reserved me ok, heh, am so honoured la. i know you guys love me and it wouldn be fun without me right right? i see weilin, sophie, pearlin, eileen, edwina, lester, chun, jer nodding their heads vigorously! haha




the driver and the road director-er. heh! thankss!


the tickler-ers.


with a timer.


thank you so much babes!


and to the pretty shcmetty babe of mine, Tien Hartisa

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY !



wow! now all my babes are turning 19 eh. heh. Happy 19th birthday Tisa! and may you have a wonderful year ahead filled with laughters and joys! may you be in the pink of health always, insyaallah. i cant wait for your chalet. heh!


Sepasang sayap tak terlihat
Umpama mimpi yang tersimpan

it was impromptu and the misses made me plan a kopi outing with the ever BUSOK-EST girl in my life and the ever CRAZY guy, dearest Tasha and Syam. ohh, ive to wait for them la ok ( people usually wait for me! hehe). Kampung Chai Chee with baby squid was love, Starbucks with bluffs was funny due to Tasha and Syam being paranoid about people cheating. hah! and so we catched up, talked, gossip, laughed and tease that busok girl. i had a real great time and so cant wait for the chalet. yehaaa!

i cant wait for tomorrow! that pretty someone is picking me up again. and i so love that pretty Cipah la! hehe. thanks eh. sayang kau although beli jeans Topshop tak jemput abeh dapat 50% off lagik. hurmph! hehe. and of course the girls outing with my Charmed sisters that is being ohh so miss cause it's been awhile ok and the two side-kicks. hahaha. i cant wait!

and to Ili sayang, follow your heart ok. whatever your decision is, ill be here supporting you. GO ILI GO! GO ILI GO! hehe. aku sayang amat kat kau tau. to Mal dearest, amacam da kirim salam Taufik, Anuar, Vince, Fazly aku? haha.



how can i possibly not be crazy with them?


i love them!

Disney on Ice,


just because i had a fussy gay boss who never gives me break! they took picture without me! hurmph!!


the girls i go crazy with.


the toys and the foods people.


and the popcorn guys, and no my Mr.popcorn guy is not here. sadness kan?

After training,


the girls that rocks!


us with Amin our cheographer.


Salai the ever funky hairstylist of us and my partner in ICN and photoshoot! heh!


techo fun.


hah! i love the classic faces on me and Wawa. kucing punya pasal!

MIG meeting and the date with Zila!


the main comm.


sayang Zila!


MIG ladies.


Starbucks!

the town outing (only a few due to Cipah and Wawa's SLOWNESS!)


Mahani and Hani. haha


the beautiful ladies! ceh ceh!


meja buroks la!


Dan kini ku menanti kau bersuara
Tidak mungkin aku yang memulakannya dulu

i woke up feeling so fresh and happy. so i happy-happy give my younger sister and brother money that they wanted which fyi is so not Dee. then my sister ( the other one) called asking me to bring her O'level giro form to her school all they way to TKGS and i dont even whine nor complain but agreed to it.

so treated my sister to lunch. ohh, she should be grateful to have me as her sister la. hah! went around bazaar bought fruits and am so excited for evening plans cause were supposed to meet my dear bestfriends that ARE DEARLY MISS by me. BUT BUT BUT Papa msged me and told me not to go home late cause the family is heading to mosque and so our plan was cancelled. SEDIH ok. im like anticipating it la. bah.

ohh well, but i doa alot alot that we'll meet soon and always be full of rindu-es and love-es. mesti termakbul eh, kat masjid katakan. i miss my bestfriends la sampai termimpi-mimpi ok. heh! ohh bestfriends ku yang tersayang, we shall meet soon ok. hopefully on monday so korangs must come down the chalet tau!


bestfriends are love!

we started years back and am so glad that we are still strong as ever even when we rarely meet due to schools and other commitments. yes, i know you girls will always support me so i cant wait for Pentas (yayness to Tasha and Tisa too!!). our friendship has been bless with beautiful memories which made us laugh and not forgetting the tears. i thank GOD for having a bestfriend in each of you. you girls are always there for my non-stop yakking, tolerating my childish behaviour when the mood comes, always with a big warm fuzzy hug, shoulders for me to lean on and the place i run to when im happy/sad/angry.

To Mal, have fun tomorrow watching APM! Kirim salam all my boyfriends to name a few, Taufik Batisah, Anuar Zain, Sein and other cutes one la ok. hehe. To Susu, have a romantic evening with Azri. Happy 3 years anniversary (i think)! ohh, my bestfriends will be having a great evening tomorrow. * smiles widely * i love you girls alot alot.

Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda,
Atau lamaran puitis dengan hasrat yang indah

i went shopping again, ok not shopping but getting what i wanted. and im happy cause ive bought myself a jeans with much persuasion from Wawa, Indah and Ashaqina! heh. eventhough we went around Tampines only, it was fun with detours and window shoppings.

Starbucks was love with ice vanilla jelly, eclairs and lemon tart. and Ili joined us! (ah, too bad Cipah wasnt there) and so it ended the day beautifully cause i miss her so much ok. laughters, snapping of pictures ( Wawa and me only cause we're such camwhores. hah!), talks and more more laughters. it was great.

it 's fun hearing people talking about memories on someone they once like. cause once one starts, they cant stop. ohh, it reminds me of a particular person and the ohh so wonderful times we shared with stupid fights, jokes, laughters and sweet moments. heh. sheesh! and yes we move on with life, but who ever said we need to forget the beautiful times kan?

things seems so right but yet so wrong. bah.

ohh ohh ohh, the smile on Papa face when he opened his present made me the happiest girl around. he waited for me at the living room cause i told him to and ya, he fell asleep. hah! yes, i love him so and Mama of course ( we must be fair, love Papa, Mama pun kena. heh!) hearts hearts hearts!

to Cipah! Good luck tomorrow ok babe! of course you can do it, you always could. go go go kalau kau terstuck or terblank, remember me, banyak-banyak kan la recite "Dee cute!Dee cute!" confirm boleh answernye. haha.

and and and im meeting the bestfriends tomorrow. double yayness!! i want to hug them tight tight until im satisfied just like what i did to Ili. heh. rindu teramat sangat si!


but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one

met up with the MIG commitee to discuss about our Dinner&Dance, excited but a bit worried because of some factors. i hope everything will go on smoothly and our hopes not being crushed. but if things were to go wrong, a warm gathering would be love.

and so i met up with my sweetheart, Miss Nurazilawati. she bite me, i bite her, she pinched my fats, i pinched hers, she pushed me, i pushed her, she loves me, i love her! heh. Mc Ds, Starbucks, catching up, gossips, hugs were wonderful. and ohh she looked fabulous ok, so lawa la cause fyi she RARELY dress up and when she does fuh! cair la Dee. hahaha. =p

after which, the family picked me up and we had our supper at Stulang. ohhh, i love eating at Johor ok, murah meriah! heh. and had so much laughters with my love-able family with the stupids sarcasm, teases and jokes. i love my family, well, who doesnt kan? heh.

and being the bad daughter i am, ive totally forgotten about my father's birthday that was on last Saturday. sheesh. that is so not me ok, i never forgotten birthdays la cause every year without fail, i'll give him present. i felt so bad but am so excited to get him a very pretty something to make things up.

To the leading man, the most handsome, charming and sweet guy in my life, Papa tersayang,

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY!!



Thanks for being a wonderful father that a daughter could ever had. A father that could rap, dance, I could sit on, punched, joke around with so that explains the sarcasm i always had with my parents ( bukan rude tapi bergurau! heh), tell my everyday stories with, show every cute guys to, drive me around, hug and laugh with. And thanks for the advices, guidance, words of encouragement, the heart to heart talks, the believing and trusting me, the care and concern and most importantly the unconditional love.

And now I find myself crying because I realised now how much sacrifices you had made, how much care you had given specially when im sick and you never fail to get what i want even when it's late at night, how many times you give in to me whenever i put on a long face. and i really appreciate you and am thankful to have a father like you. I love you, papa and thanks for everything. i could not repay them even if i live till 100 but i hope ive been a wonderful daughter to both you and mama. i'll try. insyaallah.

Happy 45th birthday once again and i hope you will be in the pink if health always. insyaallah. May happiness and wonderful moments fill you and you smiling always. terima kasih papa.


But somehow we haven't found a way
And I hope that we never do

and so work has ended. sobs ok, nomore mr popcorn guy! haha.

ohh well, the shopping trip with the girls was fun eventhough we had such a short time trying to find the stuffs that we wanted. me and Cipah wanted so much for a pair of jeans but we didn get it, Wawa wanted so much for the Birken sandals but the shop was closed, Indah wanted so much a new bag but she got jeans instead. heh! funny ok.

picture takings with a guy volunteering taking a photo for us in the train was kentalness-ism la, walking around town with double booster was fun to the max ( missed Lina and Hani though. hah!), Gelato ice-cream madness chocolate chips, guava, mango, green apple, lychee and pannathingy was yummy ( Wawa said it looked gross but get so excited after tasting it, kentals), the shift from Mc Cafe to Mc D to rest our ohh so tired feet and quench our thirst was all great. i had a wonderful time, more shopping trip ok. MORE.

but the beautiful earrings, nice belt and the brush set did make my heart happy but am so not satisfied. step macam gaji $1000 je. hahaha.

im going to meet Kakak Zila tomorrow for our date. ah, at long last la i managed to have one free day only meant for her. heh. sayang kau. i cant wait for other dates with the people i love and miss so dearly especially the bestfriends, Nur Ili Liyana Izyan and the cousins ( i cancelled so many outings already ok). sheesh.

and to the ohh so wonderful bestfriend, Miss Marliany

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!



waduh! udah 19 si, udah besar ini. heh! babe, have a wonderful 19th birthday celebration ya! hope that your every wishes will be granted! stay happy always with that beautiful smile and may you be in the pink of health always. im glad that in you i found a bestfriend and despite the stupid misunderstandings and fights we had, we managed to pull it through. ceh ceh ceh. hehe. i love you and meet you soon love!


but i know the heart belongs to someone I've yet to meet
..and someday I will be loved.

2 more days and work will be over. nomore taking stocks, nomore " HELLO! Any toys for you?" with a sometimes forced smile, nomore injuries ( 3 bruises on my legs and cuts on fingers. sheesh. am such a clumsysillybilly girl la), nomore carrying of freaking heavy boxes, nomore putting in batteries in damnexpensiveyetmadeinCHINA toys, nomore having to hear the nonstop rantings/stories by Marc and nomore having to bear the hot sun, best ok.

but i will miss somethings. Shiqin! my bitching/joking/stock-taking/shortbreaks/batterychanging/makingfunofcustomer partner, the ok we meet at a certain time but will end up meeting 3o minutes later promise, the excitedness going to the truck cause eventhough it means a freaking heavy shit to carry, it also means rehat time ( drinking, eating keropoks, watching Disney) for me and Shiqin, the popcorns and floss, Mike the cute teddy, the visting of either Cipah, Indah or Wawa place during breaks and not forgetting the glances + smiles + talks with Mr Popcorn guy ( he's too cute not to be blog about ok. heh!)

ohh well, going to enjoy it will it last!


But I know that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes

the pengubat rindus will only be fully carried out next week cause then i'll be a lil more free-er. heh. and so i cant wait to get my lil dirty hands on a new pair of jeans and am still wondering whether to get that ohhsolawaDeebolehcairsanytime polka dots blouse at Dano that ive been wanting. sheesh. ill get it eh? how how? heh!

i had plan for many outings, going to many places BUT BUT BUT am not sure whether they would go as plan. maklumlah, sumer next week. hah! ohh well, we can only plan, tuhan yang menentukan kan? =p

mr popcorn guy!
=)

When you're around the autumn feels like summer
How come you're always messing up the weather?
Just like you do to me

I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say hello

And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.
-Mocca


i pull my knees up close to me
and get lost in a dream of just you and me

it was a last minute change of plan. and so decided to have dinner with my beautiful ever kental charmed sisters and the demon of the night ( Cipah's bf. hah!). we ate at Lucky Plaza and they tried Ayam Penyet but i was the only one enjoying the food la. they didn ok. im so sorry guys! and so we catched up, joked, laughed and had a great time. eventhough it was short, it was beautiful.

im hearing only the good things, such childish behaviours are seriously not entertain. you begin to annoy the hell out of me more and more each day. but as much as i dont want to, it bothers me at times ok. bah.

ohh ohh ohh, i miss my bestfriends alot alot.

and it felt good splurging on a beautiful top. ohh what love!


To me, you're strange and you're beautiful

Betapa manisnya senyumanmu
Debaran penuh makna kelu tidak terkataheh!

work turns out to be fun with a fussy yet funny boss. the stage is so lawa la with the lightings and all. and im so excited to come to work cause i have something forward to look for everyday. heh. the popcorn guy! which fyi is being crush to by my ohh so gay boss. kelakars la when he excitedly tell me "THAT'S MY CRUSH! MY CRUSH!" with his slang. kentals. hehe.

with work ending so late, i wouldn be able to see my family as they're asleep. ah, am so going to miss them. nasib 10 hari kalau 100 hari-s. FAINTED ok.

and alhamdulilah, i pass my examinations! evenhtough the results were rather dissapointing with Cs. i thought ive to take another CDS cause if I were too, ill just drown myself la. like so sumpah the buang maser kan? and so im happy. doubly triply happy! alhamdulilah.

ohh ohh ohh, managed to catch up with Ili just now. ohh am so missing her. the phonecall was love, LOVE! heh. with Cipah " aku pun nak bebual ngan die!" haha. so i cant wait for future plan after our hectic schedules ok. and ive chatted with Mr. Shaf aka the sombongest person ever on earth after such a long time. aku miss kau la! heh.


And all we have is what we share
And all we want is someone else to be there

went to Fiza's place and was suprised! with the number of my faces on her wall ( she had a photo collage thingy). hah. sayang jugak kau kat aku eh? hehe. eventhough it was for a shortwhile with a little catching up, im glad i headed down. i love her la with her stories and perasaan cantiks ( macam kakak sedaranye jugak - she will say). we should do serious catching up ok.




sayang Zila!

it was funny how i got close to this kental. ohh ill be nice for once, this beautiful lady! we were never in the same class but yet we seems so close. weird eh? heh. thanks to the world of blogging la. im glad, so so glad to have know her. she's always there for me, she listens, she does stupid things with me of course, she jokes around with me during lecture, she motivates me to go to lectures (haha!), she bites me and i bite her and she always give me the irriating nudges at msn. love!

ah, i couldnt get to see Zila performin tmr. haiz. i wanted so much to see it la. but but but it clashes with work. ohh, i could imagine how good she'll look. she's the best ok. heh. Zila, aku miss kau banyak-banyak and aku nak meet kau before you're departing. and yes, i promise fondue and fondue here we come!! heh.

and ill be starting work tmr. excited mited to the max ok. disney on ice, here we come! wooohoooo!

oohhh, what's your motive Mr?


i want you and your beautiful soul

we met up for a jog around track again. ive managed to complete 6 rounds. proud ok. heh. then we decided to cool our body off at the dance studio. kononnye nak buat crunches, sit up and blablas but ended up lying down, taking pictures, listening to musics, talkings and laughings. me and Indah were geared up to go to practice but with the much persuasion from Wawa and Sharifah which we couldn resist we actually plan to head to Al-Majlis after Sharifah's tuition instead. hah!

went to Burger King to fill our empty stomach and off to Starbucks playing Bingo, cherades (Teletubbies was hilarious. hah) and the alphabets game. kelakars la. waited for Sharifah and off to Al-Majlis. Thanks to Afiq for the discounts! Apple sheesha was nice with chickens, wedges, sausages, mashed potatoes to fill our yet empty stomach. haha. and so the stupid jokes, pyramid game, cherading, laughters and more of it and picture taking. and ohh i saw a primary school crush and he smiled. heh. i had fun. thanks for a wonderful day guys!


snaps! time,


sits up ok.


resting our so tired legs.


Cipah!


starbucks madness


the not boy but (girl!) haha.






i love the spooky effect


blurred but love!


Im waiting for that final moment

watched Sepet, thanks to Irfan and it was good but the ending made me and Sharifah mad. suker buat suspense? hah. it was so kecohrable with the dvd player acting all bitchy. after which, headed to central to buy our polo tees for work, so the tak sabar ok. long john yummylicious meal with the ever irresistable cheeese, snapples, snappin of pictures, walking and lots of walking and laughters. hah. i enjoyed the day.

the father finished his examinations and so we headed to Sri Sun to "celebrate" it. hah! it was fun of course. singing, snappin of pics, puri, pratas, teh peng. the ilovehersomuchyetineverreallyshowedher sister Ifa, was not in a really good mood and so me and Baby were singing and singing for her ( in hope to make her laugh la) but but but Papa's video of rapping made everyone laughed instead. kelakars la. i love my family.

i had a rather interesting coversation with mama while watching Akustik.

mama : kak, kalau nak carik bf carik yang older sikit
me: ah? hah! tak nak ar..tue-tue buat ape?
mama : kalau tue die understanding and wont take kesempatan
me : yelah tu, macam mama tau pulak
mama : carik yang tue la! * and starts blaberring about how papa is older than her and blablablas*


she's so insistent ok so i decided to end it la.

me: ye ok, nanti besok kakak gi rumah orang-orang tua! carik satu bf ok?
mama : bukan tue mcm gitu!

haha. i hearts my mother la.


the siblings,


we sang and sang for our dear lil sis!


she thought i wanted to kiss her, hence the face. hah! kental


i just love this pic.


crazy is our middle name.


note: the younger siblings were absence during picture takings. haha.


senyuman mu, di mata ku
membuat ku rasa rindu

ooooh, Mama's Tom Yam is love.

what with me and making people hurt/sad/dissapointed? it seems that ive been doing that often. and ohh i dont love doing it ok. im sorry for the upteems time.

haiz. i miss Nur Ili Liyana Izyan la. aku nak meet kau soon.


Den tat day..finally
He will look at her the way she looks at him
And see her the way she sees him
A beautiful being to her

But until tat day
This is juz a dream
A dream tat she longed to come true
A dream tat will eventually stop her blues

the family makes my day. after papa get back from school, all of us get ready and headed to Changi point to eat. Ayam penyet, sugarcane and satays were yummy-licious. went to the beach to enjoy the sea breeze. we laughed, joked and ice-creams! bapoks have HOT body eh! fuh! jealous seh but what with the bikini at freaking 11pm seh. haha.

i love my family so much alot alot la. they're just the best ok. they turn my frown to a smile.

im sorry and i really mean it.

=(


Biar lama ku tunggu
Ku pasti kau tiba

the meet-up session with the bestfriend was love. long john, coffee bean and ice-cream was nice. heh. though it was a short meeting, i really enjoyed the day with the laughters, photo taking and stupid jokes. i love love you kental crazy girls. hearts!

the Tony&Guy graduating show was alright. Zouk was not bad, i didn enjoy the music though. Mar was going ga-ga over her favourite trance song. heh. but the gorgeous guys are so pleasing to the eyes la. i met Syam at long last, i miss him so much ok and thanks for the invites. it was crazy in a very weird way and ended on a wrong tune.

ohh let me have my lil fun right now. and im sorry for being such an irritating person that annoys the hell out of each of you. but what can i do? you tell me. i cant pause everything and rewind every wrong moves that i made, can i? and at this moment, i love picking up fights with everyone. you blame it on my sumpahirritatinglikehell pms. if it makes everyone happy then im sorry, am truly sorry for hurting each and eveyone of you.

im not in the best of mood and every thing irritates the hell out of me. and i know this world is not about me, myself and i and so save the lecture. i'll try being more considerate to others. fyi, i dont enjoy hurting the one i love. and it hurts me that im hurting my bestfriends one at a time. ohh shoot, who's next?


the bestfriends outing,


thanks for tolerating my nonsense love!


she's my problem teller eventhough she will laugh at me everytime i tell her.


she's my advice seeker eventhough i dont really put it in my hardheaded head.


mal loves doing faces. hah.


stupid faces, i like!



I'll fall asleep tonight,
cause that brings me closer to you

im not going to say things are bright and sunshine for me. well, it's not and im feeling stupidly without any reasons down now. when small things seems super huge and when i tend to blame it all on myself. and when i hate everything that's happening around me just because.

ah, i hate pms-ing. stupididioticlikenonsensesyndrome.


on an ohh so lighter note, we chatted after what seems an eternity ( cute macam biaser la die, i cant believe this stupid crush still remains, 3 yrs ok), the family makes me laughed like budakbodoh with the non-stop craps, ngaji was love, job hunting was enjoyable thanks to Wawa and Indah ( ohh how could ive forgotten the weird stories we shared. haha)

im looking forward to tomorrow. i cant wait because someone is so kind enough to pick me up. im meeting up with the bestfriends. and an evil mission awaiting to be accomplished, i hope.


And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them

the day started with pizza hutting with dearest Marl and Tasha. had a yummylicious meal with hot hot spoon and plates. hah. and so we laughed, took photos and catch up with our life. nice-a-licious! parted with Marl because she had to do her projects. selamat maju jaya buk! heh. and smile always ok.

the train ride to Jurong East was a fun one with lots of bangra songs ( Tasha was showing off her "nice" taste in music. hah!), lots of boxing each other with the stupid 'O' game and laughing. one crazy train ride ok. heh. met up with Tisa and we were all geared up to go ice-skating la. sekali biler masuk tempat tu, there was an ice hockey game. satu-satu bingit but luckily kan there were cute guys (sedap juga mata memandang. heh), watched for awhile and went off to the pasar malam.

and so we bought flavoured ice sticks, keropok lekor and wadeh which fyi lessen our pain due to the long journey from Tamp to Jurong East for nothing. haha. sat at the MRT stairs and ate, talked, laughed and as usual me ganging up with Tisa and bullied Tasha (itu part paling gerek). hehe. we had soo many plans ok since we got alot of time to kill. first was arcade then roller blading at East Coast since ice skating melepas (heh!) and guess what we settled for? sheesha!! haha. kekekness-ism la!

Mal and Shaf joined us at Bugis and we headed to El-Sheikh. Mixed fruit was nice. mint tea, STRAWBERYY lassi (nt mango la Tisa! hah), fries, laughters, stories, ctaching things up, snapping of pictures and teases which get out of hand ( let's not talked about that now). heh. i had a FUNTALICIOUS time ok. i love you guys alot alot.

to the bestfriend, im sorry Mal. am truly sorry. that train ride home was the most heart wrenching one for me bcause we never spoke a word. i love you and you know i wouldnt do anything to hurt you. it was merely teases and it wasnt meant to hurt you. but im glad we hugged before we parted cause then i know you'll always love me. heh. i love you Mal and im truly sorry. maaf kan aku sekali lagi ok? =)

and to the ever so missable bestfriend yang aku da lamer tak meet, Susu sayang! aku miss kau la giler. heh. the phone chat was love ok. heh. yes, we bestfriends knows each other best eh? Mal, Su cakap aku pun satu kacau tak limit-limit. heh. aku sorry. hopefully, our Saturday date is on set go ok! aku sayang korangs la. sayang banyak-banyak macam size whale tau! hehe.

it's not wrong to have 4 bestfriends ok. i love my bestfriends. they're always there for me and is willing to hear me go on and on. bestfriends are love and it's never wrong to have more than one. korangs korangs korangs korangs, aku LOVE samer korangs.

and how could i forget, to the ever so kentalics and the "pretty" Charmed sister, Sharifah Mahani.


Happy 19th birthday love!




On your special day, i hope your every wish come true. and thanks for being there when I was angry and at the baddest mood ever. hope you will stay happy always and be in the pink of health. insyaallah. im glad that we met and became close cause you showed me how to have a great time. thanks for the wonderful memories. have a fun time celebrating your birthday! so how was my birthday song? classic kan kan kan? heh. the conference was funny la yet we love being so bunga-ish eh. heh. aku miss our Charmed sister outings. soon when Ili's a lil free-er!

and im missing kau la Ili. career woman betul eh? heh. Eventhough your attachment like you said tak berapa fun sangat, i hope you could find some good times working. Kerja rajin-rajin and kalau tak boleh tidur lagi and kau nak tidur carik la aku selalu. hahaha. aku hearts korangs la.


Ka-chiq! time,


busok and blur. sayangs!


the foods and winds. heh


Tisa thinks she's cute. haha


Shaf thinks he's cute too. isk! haha


ini baru cuteness-ism.




bongoks.


the kinds of BONGOKS. hahah


the case of the bestfriends. love!


kiter malu. malu sekali. heh


kite manis. manis sekali. haha


the kental listening ear of mine.


eh tak cool la korangs. =p


i love them girls.


hearts secondary school friends, hearts!


i want you to want me,
i need you to need me,
i love you to love me.

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you