Thursday, February 26, 2009
It's a funny thing, friendship. One minute a person is driving you crazy, making you want to shake them, and the next minute you realize what a crappy place the world would be without them in it.
my old school loves is my source of wicked fun. we irritate the hell of each other just for the fun of it but deep down, we definitely love each like crazy. and i am missing them girls a whole lot, seriously babes, next time, MAKE OUR MEET UP EVERY FRIDAY OR SATURDAY can! tsk! and i can smell Bali *chants in two weeks time, in two weeks time*, we shall bungee jump and dip our heads in the pool. and to next week loves!
11:40 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Dengan nafasmu aku hidup
Karena tawamu aku bahagia
Bersama dirimu aku tegar
Karena harimu adalah yang terbaik
Untuk dimiliki
Ketika kau ada disampingku
Hidupku pun terasa damai
Seperti yang telah terbayangkan dalam benakku
Saat hatiku ada di hatimu
Dunia pun menjadi indah
Karena hatimulah yang aku inginkan
11:08 PM
Friends are one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be
im just glad that we still make time for each other despite our everything at all. not exactly as tight as any bestfriends would be, but i know i can always count on them girls. i love you babies.
4:28 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings a peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me.we were at Little India after having lunch at our favourite naan place and we had no clue where to head to. so Ahmad started driving aimlessly and we found ourselves at Thomson. there, we decided to look at the map for places we never head to, Lower Pierce Reservoir was it. it was a little too late cause it was getting dark but the place was definitely worth the visit.
we then started looking at people's houses and so we went round the big beautiful houses there. i got so excited i even took video of the houses, maklumlah takut kalau snap a picture kena marah. hahaha. we started to imagine how our house would be like, the concept of our house, the place where we want to stay and so much more.
well, i do believe in dreams and i really hope this silly dream of ours will come true. when i see my future cik, i see you. hee. you, me & nature
10:54 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Because nothing is ever as it seems, this life is but a dream
we actually had too many plans to which all were forgo cause his car was being hit by a van. nothing serious, but Malacca was definitely out of the picture. *inserts sad face emoticon*
yesternight, i was cycling along Changi while cheering for Ahmad, who is running as fast as he could as he was gearing up for his upcoming IPPT. i swear i was being as annoying as i possibly could, i kept shouting/cheering "GO YOU GO!", "YOU CEPAT LA!", "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!" (hahahaha) i know, nak step je padahal naik basikal. hehe. we then spend the night eating keropok ikan and mashed potato while enjoying the sea breeze.
today, we headed to Johor with the family at night. very impromptu but love! i love it how my family treats him like one of us. hee. dinner at Stulang, washing of the car, the usual topping up of petrol and home sweet home. Hafiz followed us, and i was amazed at how he and Hafiz can go on and on, how he can actually layan-ed Hafiz.
i adore this simple kind of night, filled with too much love.
Johor
*roll eyes*
 love.
11:56 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
This is where I keep my peace, hope, love and happiness
 i had a good sleep in the afternoon. after so long, i finally discipline myself not to make any plans and head straight home after school.
school has been packed with workshops, the crazy markings and cracking my creative juices just thinking of ways to make my lessons interesting. observations next week, and im very nervous about it. omg, insyaallah things will run smoothly that day and my students are well behaved. speaking of which, i had enough of a class one fine day that instead of talking to communicate with them, i actually wrote everything on the board for 2 effing periods. and i hope that will be the last time im ever going to do that. tsk!
i don't know what to feel anymore. once, twice, thrice. i don't even know if i actually had enough of everything. i amazed myself at the way i am reacting to situations now. im much more calmer and i really don't think as much. i used to cry over things, but i guess i've grown to make myself happy and not bother about some petty matters that will affect and drained my energy away. i made you promise to certain things, but promises are meant to be broken. for now, i can only hope.
my neighbour is the most KEPO people i've ever known in the world. MYOB please! now, there's no need for you to report about me and Ahmad's activity to my aunty. get your facts right before talking about us. i mean, i can't help it can i, that i have a boyfriend who ensures i get home safely by sending me home right at my doorstep and who frequent by my place when the whole family is around. SO WHAT?! my parents do not mind, so why must you? and i hope my aunty will stop asking whether me and Ahmad are serious. of course we are, but the future is uncertain. will i get married to him? oh, god knows. im still young and having any ties with anyone is certainly not my priority, not now. i suggest you marrying off your daughters first, thank you very much. *roll eyes*
i finally booked something. i guess it's time! i can't wait for that very day to come *thousands of butterflies in my stomach* hehe. Ahmad told me that it's finally his turn to sleep instead of me. hahahah. bastardisation! and he's giving some buckeroos (his GST $$) to help me survive! my boyfriend really rocks my socks!
now, i can't wait for the weekend. i need a break!
12:16 AM
10:31 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
And all you need is one
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly,
Without complexities or pride;
So i love you because i know no other wayi have never been into Vday because well, we muslims can't celebrate it and it doesn't have to be Vday that we can show our love to our partners. everyday is Vday! hahaha. but having someone taking that extra step just to show how much you mean to them is definitely sweet.
i cross upon this particular blog, saying that everything is temporary and how much he/she hates seeing couples being in love so much every other day. he/she must have gone through a whole lot of heartache but that doesn't gives he/she the right to hate others just because others get the love/happiness he/she never gets now.
for me, love is beautiful and even if me and Ahmad are not going to be together in the future, it is still beautiful. i came into this relationship knowing that we might not last, kowing that the future is uncertain, knowing that he might not be the one for me and for that i learn to appreciate what we have now. i also came into this with hope that he'll be my one, he'll be my first and my last and we'll go through everything together. that's the beauty of love, not having any fear that it'll end. cause love makes you feel things you never felt before, it gives you crazy butterflies and made you high in Cloud 10. and if things were to end between us, i will definitely be sad but i won't hate love or couples that are in love. cause at least, i've got a taste of an amazing love and i know how it felt to love and be loved.
yesterday, after the wedding, Ahmad was being so random. he told me that we're heading out at night after he finished work. so he fetched me from home at around 11 pm, had a talk with my mum about the right age to get married (WTH) and the crazy thing, both of them agreed to me getting married at a young age ( it's young to me) tsk! after the debate, we headed to TM for The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. it was a good movie but not everyone would appreciate sitting for more than 2 hours watching it. the storyline is interesting and i like how Brad Pitt looked FREAKING HOT in it. we then headed to ECP for double chocolate and himalayan tea and headed up to Mt Faber enjoying the view and each other company til 5 in the morning. hehe. on the way back home, both of us were trying to keep each other awake that it was so funny, we sang out loud and talk for the sake of talking. hehe.
i love this random night out and i love you for being random. thank you for everything sayang.
2:40 PM
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
It's a funny thing, friendship. One minute a person is driving you crazy, making you want to shake them, and the next minute you realize what a crappy place the world would be without them in it.
my old school loves is my source of wicked fun. we irritate the hell of each other just for the fun of it but deep down, we definitely love each like crazy. and i am missing them girls a whole lot, seriously babes, next time, MAKE OUR MEET UP EVERY FRIDAY OR SATURDAY can! tsk! and i can smell Bali *chants in two weeks time, in two weeks time*, we shall bungee jump and dip our heads in the pool. and to next week loves!
11:40 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Dengan nafasmu aku hidup
Karena tawamu aku bahagia
Bersama dirimu aku tegar
Karena harimu adalah yang terbaik
Untuk dimiliki
Ketika kau ada disampingku
Hidupku pun terasa damai
Seperti yang telah terbayangkan dalam benakku
Saat hatiku ada di hatimu
Dunia pun menjadi indah
Karena hatimulah yang aku inginkan
11:08 PM
Friends are one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be
im just glad that we still make time for each other despite our everything at all. not exactly as tight as any bestfriends would be, but i know i can always count on them girls. i love you babies.
4:28 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings a peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me.we were at Little India after having lunch at our favourite naan place and we had no clue where to head to. so Ahmad started driving aimlessly and we found ourselves at Thomson. there, we decided to look at the map for places we never head to, Lower Pierce Reservoir was it. it was a little too late cause it was getting dark but the place was definitely worth the visit.
we then started looking at people's houses and so we went round the big beautiful houses there. i got so excited i even took video of the houses, maklumlah takut kalau snap a picture kena marah. hahaha. we started to imagine how our house would be like, the concept of our house, the place where we want to stay and so much more.
well, i do believe in dreams and i really hope this silly dream of ours will come true. when i see my future cik, i see you. hee. you, me & nature
10:54 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Because nothing is ever as it seems, this life is but a dream
we actually had too many plans to which all were forgo cause his car was being hit by a van. nothing serious, but Malacca was definitely out of the picture. *inserts sad face emoticon*
yesternight, i was cycling along Changi while cheering for Ahmad, who is running as fast as he could as he was gearing up for his upcoming IPPT. i swear i was being as annoying as i possibly could, i kept shouting/cheering "GO YOU GO!", "YOU CEPAT LA!", "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!" (hahahaha) i know, nak step je padahal naik basikal. hehe. we then spend the night eating keropok ikan and mashed potato while enjoying the sea breeze.
today, we headed to Johor with the family at night. very impromptu but love! i love it how my family treats him like one of us. hee. dinner at Stulang, washing of the car, the usual topping up of petrol and home sweet home. Hafiz followed us, and i was amazed at how he and Hafiz can go on and on, how he can actually layan-ed Hafiz.
i adore this simple kind of night, filled with too much love.
Johor
*roll eyes*
love.
11:56 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
This is where I keep my peace, hope, love and happiness
i had a good sleep in the afternoon. after so long, i finally discipline myself not to make any plans and head straight home after school.
school has been packed with workshops, the crazy markings and cracking my creative juices just thinking of ways to make my lessons interesting. observations next week, and im very nervous about it. omg, insyaallah things will run smoothly that day and my students are well behaved. speaking of which, i had enough of a class one fine day that instead of talking to communicate with them, i actually wrote everything on the board for 2 effing periods. and i hope that will be the last time im ever going to do that. tsk!
i don't know what to feel anymore. once, twice, thrice. i don't even know if i actually had enough of everything. i amazed myself at the way i am reacting to situations now. im much more calmer and i really don't think as much. i used to cry over things, but i guess i've grown to make myself happy and not bother about some petty matters that will affect and drained my energy away. i made you promise to certain things, but promises are meant to be broken. for now, i can only hope.
my neighbour is the most KEPO people i've ever known in the world. MYOB please! now, there's no need for you to report about me and Ahmad's activity to my aunty. get your facts right before talking about us. i mean, i can't help it can i, that i have a boyfriend who ensures i get home safely by sending me home right at my doorstep and who frequent by my place when the whole family is around. SO WHAT?! my parents do not mind, so why must you? and i hope my aunty will stop asking whether me and Ahmad are serious. of course we are, but the future is uncertain. will i get married to him? oh, god knows. im still young and having any ties with anyone is certainly not my priority, not now. i suggest you marrying off your daughters first, thank you very much. *roll eyes*
i finally booked something. i guess it's time! i can't wait for that very day to come *thousands of butterflies in my stomach* hehe. Ahmad told me that it's finally his turn to sleep instead of me. hahahah. bastardisation! and he's giving some buckeroos (his GST $$) to help me survive! my boyfriend really rocks my socks!
now, i can't wait for the weekend. i need a break!
12:16 AM
10:31 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
And all you need is one
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly,
Without complexities or pride;
So i love you because i know no other wayi have never been into Vday because well, we muslims can't celebrate it and it doesn't have to be Vday that we can show our love to our partners. everyday is Vday! hahaha. but having someone taking that extra step just to show how much you mean to them is definitely sweet.
i cross upon this particular blog, saying that everything is temporary and how much he/she hates seeing couples being in love so much every other day. he/she must have gone through a whole lot of heartache but that doesn't gives he/she the right to hate others just because others get the love/happiness he/she never gets now.
for me, love is beautiful and even if me and Ahmad are not going to be together in the future, it is still beautiful. i came into this relationship knowing that we might not last, kowing that the future is uncertain, knowing that he might not be the one for me and for that i learn to appreciate what we have now. i also came into this with hope that he'll be my one, he'll be my first and my last and we'll go through everything together. that's the beauty of love, not having any fear that it'll end. cause love makes you feel things you never felt before, it gives you crazy butterflies and made you high in Cloud 10. and if things were to end between us, i will definitely be sad but i won't hate love or couples that are in love. cause at least, i've got a taste of an amazing love and i know how it felt to love and be loved.
yesterday, after the wedding, Ahmad was being so random. he told me that we're heading out at night after he finished work. so he fetched me from home at around 11 pm, had a talk with my mum about the right age to get married (WTH) and the crazy thing, both of them agreed to me getting married at a young age ( it's young to me) tsk! after the debate, we headed to TM for The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. it was a good movie but not everyone would appreciate sitting for more than 2 hours watching it. the storyline is interesting and i like how Brad Pitt looked FREAKING HOT in it. we then headed to ECP for double chocolate and himalayan tea and headed up to Mt Faber enjoying the view and each other company til 5 in the morning. hehe. on the way back home, both of us were trying to keep each other awake that it was so funny, we sang out loud and talk for the sake of talking. hehe.
i love this random night out and i love you for being random. thank you for everything sayang.
2:40 PM
2:25 PM
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