When we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness - and call it love

in the evening met up with the secondary school friends and i had the time of my life laa. everything was so uncalled for, i love such impromptuness. we decided not to stay til late at Starbucks so we planned too many outings and finally decided on night cycling. the 4 ( read: Tasha, Tisa, Marl and me) of us headed to Viv's place and found ourselves laughing at old pictures, taking pictures which ive yet to receive, screaming whenever Brownie get closer ( haha!) and waiting for Rohana.

after Rohana came, we decided to go for some riding. and gosh! it was FUN laa! called up Fik and Viv's brother and vrooooom vroooooom we went! hahaha. and thanks for the ride-s on korangs nye bike and sending me home. it was a GREAT night and this kind of days is sungguhrare! ohh so love!

i must say, im very proud of the boyfriend. congrats hor on the good progress award you received. *throws confetti* and thanks for being the most irritating yet the most nice/sweet-est boyfriend ever. saya sayang awak Mr K-duts!


cause friendships do last,








You and me have a better time than most can dream of

cause you're the rainbow after the rain

i get to catch up with my two ohhsocraaaazy girlfriends. them girls are love and as much as i LOVE meeting them, i HATE it that we will be eating and eating everytime we meet from ayam penyets to satays to yoghurt to sundaes with everflowing fudge (thanks mr mcd!). hah! but the walk from Tampines to Down Town was the best la, no? i had an awesome time with you girls. LURP SAMA KORANGS!

and nah! ill never get bored of the boyfriend, not for now, as a matter of fact i miss that Mr K-duts-entalanslodehs. heh! ok Nur Ili Liyana Izyan? =p


crazy set of friends are love,



girlfriend and i.

ili is love


the mere sense of living is joy enough

Maybe I don't know that much but I know this much is true,
I was blessed because I was loved by you

i FINALLY(!!!) get to eat my ice-cream goreng that ive been craving since godknowswhen, all thanks to the boyfriend! who accompanied me all the way to Bukit Timah and dearest Ili who is late eventhough she stay near. sheesh! haha. headed to Al Azhar and i had my hands on MY ICE CREAM GORENG! and had my stomach bloated and full with the foods! yummy! after which we went to Ili's place and the rest is history. hahaha. i love you guys so much!

Mr K-duts-kentalan lodehs, thank you soo much for everything and being such a wonderful boyfriend a girl could ever have. awwww. ( touching la konon! hehe) and i love the walk home, im strong kan! ehem! and i love the bus trip and i love the lame games ( scissor, paper, stone with face! haha). i just love every moment with you laa. hehe. i want zoo next ok boyfriend? im missing you already.

the trip to Al Azhar,

all for my ICE-CREAM GORENGs!

thank you love!

for the embarassing moment at your place, aku ingat Ili!

nice background kan! at Ili's place.

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky, there would be no love in my life

Now I've found you there're no more emptiness inside
If we're hungry, love will keep us alive

the boyfriend, i know ive been talking about him alot BUT sumpah i cannot help it! ( haha! baru mah so give me a break hor!) have been such a sweetheart and been accompanying me everytime i want him to. i adore that Mr K-duts laaa and he adore me more! ohh such love! =p and and Ili, we always try to be SERIOUS but we can't laaa. haha.

in the evening, it's meet ups with the secondary school friends though Shaf wasnt able to make it. hmph! haha. but we girls had FUN even with my IRRITATING NAK MAMPUS NOSE talking about all the stupidest thing we can ever think of, kelakars ok. and not forgetting catching up with them. girls, i wish i could join on the little plan, we'll see the situation hor. i would LOVE too tau! heart sama korangs!

and ohh boy, was i irritated. the thing with me is, when i said i dislike/hate a person, i WILL for a veryvery looooooooong time. so dont expect me to act normal infront of you, im no freaking HYPROCITE. i mean it when i said I HATE YOU. so mr, i dont find the need for you to talk to me cause that's the LAST THING i want to do. have fun in your life and don't bother mine! i can be very evil, ohh i can. so please, i dont want to see that face of yours again. GET IT?

the least you could do when you borrow/lend someone something is to return it back. anyone in the right set of mind would know that. so where's that tendency in you? has that word SHAME ceased from your dictionary? gosh, you're one man full of words. action speaks louder than words my dear friend.


pictures are precious lil things,



bestfriend Mar!

my favourite busok!



them ladies are loves.


Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Find out for certain, loves gonna be there for you

The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart

i am one happy girl cause i got to meet two of my dearest friends that i have not met for ages. i had lunch with Ad, my girlfriend. we had our cheese naan at Afgan! ooooh! YUMMY! hehe. so we catch up, joked around, laughed and laughed. after which we met with the boyfriend at Tamp Mart and headed to McDs before walking around Tamp Mart ( which is soo ULU )! haha. ohh wells, i had a great time with her, always will!

after heading to Bibiks, we (read: me and the boyfriend) met up with Zila cause that poor girl was hungry. hehe. we were catching up and joking around. i miss you la! and gosh, we're veryvery stress girls just thinking about the future. hehe. we have soo many plans la, sungguh macam paham! haha. thanks for the ride home hor! sayang kau!

and of course, i want to thank the boyfriend for accompany-ing me around and entertain my every demands/wants. im so glad that he could click well with my friends eventhough he always get bullied by them. hah. i love you Mr K-duts like alot alot! and i cant wait for ice cream goreng! *dancing around*

and and i cant wait for the meet up with the secondary school friends tomorrow! it's going to be love baby! haha.

my dates,

i love him loads!

the girlfriend and i

stylo kan! haha.

makcik Zila and i.

I never thougth that love could feel the way you make me do

There's nothing like the deep breaths after laughing that hard,
Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.




the meet up with the bestfriends was love. Pizza Hut for lunch, walking around TM and CS, McDs, S11, catching up, talking about everything under the sun and moon, joking around and laughters. and even when silence filled the air, it was perfect. it's true, bestfriends are the one that matters and will be stick to you no matter the situation. and please, i want MadJack! heh. Shaf and Mar, you're being MISS! GAH! I LOVE MY BESTFRIENDS!

ohh babybabybaby, im sarcastic like that.


Reality is as it is, and you can choose to see it in any light you wish

You could be the one I'll always love,
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

the movie date with the boyfriend was LOVE. we played arcade and i beat him in every game! woohoo! hehe. GhostRider is a veryCOOL movie cause i was amazed by the fire. coolshit! haha. then we headed to town in an attempt to find a place to eat but to no avail, after much dramas ( all thanks to me) we headed to Marina Square for Secret Recipe and boy, do we had a feast! and im looooving Chocolate Marshmallow. sedaps y'all! hehe. i had a WONDERFUL time talking and talking, joking and teasing, laughing and laughing with him. *hugs*

after which, the night was spend with them girls. it was a veryvery FUN night with them at MOS. *dancing away* girls, i had truckloads fun with loads and loads of green tea! haha. well, good clean fun is the way to enjoy life!

reached home around 9 and we ( read: me and Ili) had our beauty sleep and rested our swollen and aching feet. haha. afterwhich, we met up with the boyfriend for lunch at LJS, some arcade, Mc Cafe for double chocolate and mc flurry, stupid jokes, games, predicting of future, talks and lots of laughters. i had a great time with them love laa. and gosh, im so happy that both of them click so well. hehe.

and i know ive been very mean towards the boyfriend with the constant merajuks that i love doing and i do know that i take him for granted sometimes. im spoilt like that. thus, im sorry love. and im sorry for the dissapointment i cause you. and despite all that, you still love me the same and continue layan-ing my nonsenses/craps. i love you more and more mr k-duts! *hides face* YES IM MUSHY! hahaha.

and and the brother going off to Indonesia tomorrow. one less head to log with! YEHAAAA! hehe. but i do pray for your safety hor boy and do have fun with your girlfriend there! =)



that movie date,

as we dance our night away,

CUTE nye kwns aku! HAHA.



them LOVEs,



the moment she terlelap. alalala, bucuk anak mak! hahaha

the boy is love!

I need you like I've never needed anyone before

i could stay here for ever and hold you this way



that you are all that i need
for you, i give my soul to keep
you see me, love me
just the way i am
for you i am a better man
i said you are the reason
for everything that i do
i'd be lost, so lost, without you

Better man - James Morrison

Dear Mr K-duts-entalans Lodehs,

Do get well soon and be stronger. you fall sick easily mr. hehe. do rest well, get your much needed sleep and eat your medicines hor so you will be alive and kicking tomorrow to go out on a date with me. OR i will still be mad at you. heh. i love you boy. *hug you pelan-pelan to ensure i dont break your bones* =p

Dear bestfriends,

I miss you guys so much. I miss your crazy antics and the way we always have fun without doing anything. Shaf, im still counting on your treat! haha. I cant wait for Wednesday, Madjack here we come! sayang korangs!


Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, and to look up at the stars

There is always some madness in love but there is also always some reason in madness



"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other... it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space...it can be exactly what you need."


dance was EXTREMELY TIRING maybe because it's been sometimes since i dance. but but i love it and ohh ive bruises and my skin peel-ed due to dance. ohh THANK YOU! haha. after dance, we headed to Amin's place to wash our dirty feet-s and get changed. thanks Amin's mum for being a good cook and fill our empty stomachs. hehe.

End of learning celebration was a sweet ending to my poly life. it will be the last time, the makciks-makciks will be sitting in lt. i'll miss that fo sho! hehe.

El Sheikh session with Veen was love. i had tons of fun babe just sitting and talk about nothing at all and also walking around Bugis with you. and Zila, be strong ok babe. we will always be here for that needing hug. i love you girls. *hugs kuat-kuat*

call me petty/unreasonable. but you're annoying currently, period. gosh, the boyfriend can be such a pain. *strangles you* BUT im missing that boy of mine. sheesh!!

and and ohh, i cant wait for Monday people! *shake that booty-booty* hahahah!


Life is sweet

what seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise



the future is uncertain that im afraid of it. what will we be 5 years down the road? will we achieve what we always wanted/dream of? will we still be friends after leading different paths? and so ons and so forths. i wish i have the answers right now, don't we?

now i hope and pray that the route im planning to embark on will be smooth sailing. insyaallah. the parents told me to have faith and believe in myself. im just so glad to have such supportive parents and family. the friends and boyfriend have been there to ease my worries and assure me that everything will be fine. saya cinta mereka for being there! and if they believe in me, i should too. im very determined to go through this.

we will officially graduate from school later ( read : after 2pm) after our END OF CELEBRATION LEARNING though i could not fathom why we need to attend this . sheesh. ohh wells, for the LAST TIME, insyaallah, i will be sitting in LT. is that a YAY or wat! haha. *jumping for joy*

i will miss my groupmates, Mr Burung, Mr Himbo, Mr Joker, Mr Foreverlate, Mr 21 hours and our very own HotSlut. haha. yes, we do have nicks. ohh ohh, i got myself a beautiful nick from them guys, Miss SleepingBeauty. HAHA! no prizes for those who can guess la kan. THANKS ah! heh. hopefully, our sheesha trip is still on cause we've been wanting to go since forever.

the boyfriend and i did stupid thing just because we were bored. we decided to board bus no 14 to see where it takes us to. it was fun laa. haha. i love such impromtu-ness and thanks hor mr kentalan lodehs for everything. i cant wait for our movie date! and i love you sedalam-dalam pacific ocean too. *winks*

and im missing the bestfriends and the secondary school friends MAHA BANYAK! we shall meet soon hor. and and im also missing them girls. i can't wait for Saturday for them girls and dance! it's been quite sometimes since i dance. speaking of which, i need to attend Dian practice soon.

and and babe, i hope you're doing fine. you're a strong girl. remember, i'll be here for you always. sayang kau! *hugs*

and and i better start enrolling myself so that i could get a license soon. hehe. *shouts for Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaad!!* makcik teman aku ok so you can get your ermm epok-epok eh ( ?) and how's the lunch? hehe!

and and and i can't wait to start working! it's been approved so im going to start calling up schools OR should i just wait cause i still want to partay. hmmmmm. i want WORK!


Love doesn't make the world go around, but it makes the ride worthwhile

There is an infinite amount of love available to me, and i'll see it in you

changis, 2 days in a row are love. first it was with the boyfriend who freaking looked like at 16 when he's supposed to be 21. hehe. but i love him nonetheless. *senyuman yang termanis* haha.

and then it was spend with the family, a supper cum picnic i must say. hahaha. i love spending time with the family cause i can never get enough of their crazy antics. ohh my family are such LOVEs!


swing swing with the boyfriend,


picnic under the moon with family,






cause you're all i need

Look at the things you treasure, and you can see where your life will go




febuary is the month of love or so we know. why can't it be every month? gosh, we have enough love to share throughout the year, don't we? why wait for febuary to start showering your love ones with gifts or whisper sweet nothings/empty promises? hahaha.

ok, stop asking me already ( sumpah! the number of people asking MELAMPAU-i tahap MAKSIMA!) what i am going to do (read: doing the stuffs couple does, whatever it is) on the upcoming Vday just because i FINALLY have a boyfriend. it's sick. HAH. i don't find the need to celebrate that day ( no offence to those celebrating) with the boyfriend. not that i don't love him, i adore that kentalans of mine ( everyone knows this!) *blushing like mad*

the month of love is so over-rated.

on a totally different note, babe i hope ive been a good pair of listening eyes (HAHA!) with minimal advises that i could give. i wish i could meet you this instant and land a tight slap on your face! but i love you too much, so here's the deal. you give me back that OLD you, i'll love you forever and promise not to slap you. hehe. babe, you deserve better. *hug kau kuat-kuat*

and to the boyfriend, stop being afraid of the doctor already. it's just a cold, love! i assure no injections needed. hehe. nanti saya angkat awak bawak gi doctor baru tahu, da la ringan! haha. saya sayang awak hor.

and and to Cipah, thanks for being my partner in crime just now. it's fun babe! haha. aku nak ribena ice blend kat Toa Payoh lagi!! hehe

ohh, ku sayang family! ( ok, random!)


wanna love you and love you, cause it's you i adore

Noone knows how to love me quite like you do

i had a wonderful time with the boyfriend, i always will. heh. Bugis for ZamZam, town since it's been awhile we headed there and i saw Tisa ( aku miss kau ok!haha), searching for gifts, Borders, Coffee Bean, seeing 4 accidents which is soo depressing (sheesh!), lots and lots and lots of laughters with stupid jokes/teases/stories. thanks for the FUNTA-GIGGLING time love. and and get well soon hor? *hug you kuat-kuat*

after which, we ( thanks Mr Kudut for the company!) accompanied Ili for supper since that girl hasn't eaten for days! sheesh! which is so not her laa. haha. anyhoos Ili, you go rest and have your 24 hours sleep ok. risau mak tengok ili macam gini. hehehehe. =p

on a different note, the birthday celebration with them makciks-makciks was simply love! eventhough we know, you don't know what happened. sorry Veen like heaps and lots and bertimbuns macam gunung! *insert sad face emoticons* BUT bowling was fun although my bowling ball dropped half way which causes it to roll back (sungguh memalukan!) *hides face* haha! and i had fun with the game, no 15 is so mine! hahahaha. makciks, as weird as it may sound, i cant wait for Batam! HAHAHA.

and that's when i love you, no matter what,



the makciks-makciks,


Veen, happy 21st!


i love them makciks-makciks!


i hope you get your dream

Gifts from the heart are the best gifts of all



happy 2 months love! thanks for assuring me things will be fine cause im always full of negativity/insecurities. im looking forward for more and heaps of months with you. insyaallah. and ohh, i cant wait for our date later. =)


I am loved because I love

and school is OFFICIALLY OVER for me! *jumping for joy* i hear PARTAY! hahaha.

3 years have pass so quickly. gosh, im going to miss school fo sho! (hehe) minus projects and assignments and deadlines and presentations of course. i still remember my first day in school for orientation in the lecture room with unfamiliar faces which then became my friends and has made a huge impact in me. and im thankful for my makciks-makciks cause they're the reasons lecture's fun!

of course, im going to miss dance so much. im going to miss going for breakfasts/lunchs with them girls in between tutorials, after schools. im going to miss spotting eye candies with them. but ohh not to worry, i will still come to dance. dance and them girls are my love! hehe.

and when i looked back, ive changed soo much within this 3 years. ohh my my! im going to miss school. sighs. but cheers! for the WONDERFUL friendships created.








i miss those times. do you?


love while you can.

what seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise

it was DEE's BESTFRIENDS meet up. and it was pure love, fun and fab. i invited my bestfriends to a catching up session and to my greatest joy, all of them turn up. it was love guys. thanks hor (yes, yes, im cina i know! hurhur!) for coming and ending my day perfectly. and Shaf, yes i cant wait for the treat! hehe. aku sayang korangs la!

the boyfriend headed to my place and he was helping out my dad with the computer. after which, we had so much laughters and smiles were painted looking at pictures and talking to the parents and my little brother. and love, i can't promise i'll keep the hair loong but i'll try. and if i can't, why dont u keep yours? haha. love you la mr kudut! *hug kuat-kuat*

and i cant wait for the outing with my makcik-makciks. yes Veen, anything for you since you're aging! *winks*




a love like no others

someone just stop my blues.

you know when you have that bad feeling deep inside you which you try to ignore but you can't. and you try and try but it seems that the more you ignore the more your heart aches. it's like you know it's coming but you just don't know when, and it's killing you.

ohh heartache, come soon and let me get over you.


i don't believe in forever.


Like children, we never give up hope...

You're the one I love
Though it's hard for you to know
Cause the words I don't always say, but
It's in my love, it's in my feeling
It's in the very same heart that loved you from the start
It's in the heat, it's in the spirit
And it's got me totally high
It's just hard for me to say why
Luther Vandross - It's hard for me to say

It is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all

now that my poly years are coming to an end. i am very much afraid of the future. its uncertain, unknown. gosh, the anxiety just thinking on which road to head after this is killing me. i am certain about a path that i will be embarking but i am not sure if things will go as what i have plan. insyaallah. do pray for me hor. *prays really really really hard*

anyhoos, many things have happened during my absence in the blogging world. and life has been good and i only have HIM to thank to. alhamdulilah. i do realised that i am bless with the pretty little things in life that matters.

sleepover at my place was a BLAST! we were having too much fun laughing and laughing. and i love such impromtuness when it comes to sleepovers. HAH! and and we bought too much to eat but who can resist B&Js right? haha. girls, i had WONDERFUL time and better luck next time hor! squeezing is never allowed in my place! hurhur!

the Old Folks performance was one of the slackest show ive ever done but the most fulfiling one as we managed to carve a smile across the faces of the old folks. with that, it brought smiles to us to. all in the name of community service, thus it's all good despite the small space given. *senyumans yang lebar* and girls, thanks for always being there for me. much appreciated!

the Sentosa outing was FUN. it's been awhile and luge is such a pulling factor! haha. Pahlawan Beach, sky rides, luge-ing yang sungguhfun.com/gereks, imbiah trail, nature walk which is so seram sampai boleh mati!, Banquet, lots and lots of walking, snapping of pictures, laughters and jokes and teases and a FAB-O time! guys, i had such fun.

after shooting ( thanks Ili for temaning me!), we headed to airport and met up with Ad and her bestfriend, Ros. headed to Swensens, the only thing that have kept us alive the entire journey. haha! a HUGE THANKS to Ili and Ad for the coupons! free food = yummylicious food! hehe. after which, we headed to viewing mall and shoot me and Ad's latest video clip, insyaallah keluar di pasaran lewat bulan March. HAHAHA! kelakarrrs k! girls, thank you for a KENTAL FUNTA time hor! *picit korangs nye water bed* hahaha.



Sleepover,







old folks ( Ad, aku mau gambars!),





Sentosa,


us, girls.


them boys.


skyrides!


cause you're the one i lean on to!


four!












a lot like LOVE!

lunch always taste good with them BAs,








part time student, full time eater! HAHA.


Every now and then you catch a glimpse of it,
and even those brief encounters can truly amaze you

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you