Hola!well..tmr will b my performance!!!nervous+a lil xcited..but somehow im scared tat they'll b soo sikit org..hehehe..tat aside..ermmm..wish me luck aite..ingatlah ku dlm doamu.. :)
Lotsa performance,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im so prone to get SICK!isk isk..wen to e doc yday..n guess wat's my temperature?39.5!!haizzz..feel soo sick!Wif e non-stop coughin,e flu,terrible sorethroat n a heavy head!!Y muz it b me again?Juz last week im down wif a terrible cold now tis?sobz..im feelin a lil better now..my throat still suxs,my coughin r still non-stoppin,my nose kept runnin but at least my temp has gone down..i think..i LURVE my family!!hehe..I was soo feelin like a princess yday..wateva i wan they will do it!!i LURVE u ppl!!muackz!wateva im eatin taste so shitty..dun eat much..n after eatin i'll vomit...urgh!mayb im lackin some vitamins eh..ahaha..n i hate eatin medicines soo many tablets to b swallowed!bleah..n e bitterness of e medicine..make me more sick seh!haizzz..hopefully..i can get better coz tmr i hav a test n i dun wan to miss it!!n also devdas play is comin..another 3 more days..n e countdown thingy if im sick how can i go?haizz..cant afford to get sick!!be a STRONG girl Dee!!!b a strong girl!!
Lotsa sickness,
Princess Dee

Hola!Wat did i get myself to?Why did i did wat i did?I keep wonderin e whole nite..What if?What if im bein hated for e rest of my life for my doins..What if after wat happen im not bein trusted nomore..I noe I hav to help them but is it necessary to put sumthin at risk..a PRECIOUS thing to me..What if thiz things happen?I will b miserable for e rest of my life..I noe tat..As i type tiz thousands tots are running in my mind..I tried to put myself in their position n feel e confusion,heartbreak they are feelin..But y dont they put themselves in my position?Im e one who will lose a precious thin if things doesnt go e way i wish them to..But why in e first place tat i got myself into e picture?My heart is racing so fast..What if?What if?I need some help but it seems noone can help..Im lost..I dunno wat to do..To think of it..im e one more confused than u ppl!!!Fancy..tellin me to put myself in their position..but wat abt mine???
Lotsa confusion,
Princess Dee

Hola!well..well..Dee's such a coward!nothin new..nothin new..haizz..i dont dare to even look..dont dare to smile..dont dare to wave..n how am i supposed to waved or even smiled wen i cant look!isk isk..sobz..im fallin hard..kadababoosh!haha..L.A.M.E.

Niwayz..wen out wif my EVER WONDERFUL FRENZ IN E WHOLE WIDE WORLD!i LURVE them ohh so much..My Mal n Suweeeeee!heheh..i had a GREAT time..well..time spend wif u ppl had always been great!hahah..catch up wif lots of things..did stupid things..fun!fun!fun!n ya i saw Dayah!!ohh my!i was shocked coz it's been quite a sumtime since i saw her..glad get to meet her again!

Presentin e 3 bestfriends!


Me!hahah


Su..asal tu?sdih muker?hahah


Ni asal lak?pikir pasal aper tu?hahah


Me n Mal..Mal loves makin faces!


Me n Su..isk isk..tk lawanyer muke sayer..haha


our legs..hahaha

at last but not least e three PRETTY girlfrenz combine together!


Lotsa memoirz,
Princess Dee

Hola!tick tock tick tock tick tock..wat a song!haha..Prac finished at 8 tday!Biler siang..siang nar,biler lambat..lambat sangat!haizz..Had a great laughin session wif Baya n Mazia b4 goin to prac..hahaha..im so glad i got to noe them durin my poly life..they're soo fun to hang ard wif!To Mazia..Girl..Dun b sad ok!If got anythin tat bother u n u wan a listenin ear..i'll b here k!Juz talk to me n Baya!!We promise we give u a 110% attention!ceh..hahha..Jgn sdih2 tau nanti tak sweet n friendly..how?hahaha..*huggz*

Missed him juz now..How can i forget to go for a lookouT!hahah..merepekz..Weilin was e kanchong one!haizz..wat lar u..so ObViOus!isk isk..hahah..n so my grp members had been e same person again!hahah..coz somehow we dun hav a grp n hav to grp together..expected though..my classmates are alrite..seriously,we juz hav to bond moooree!haha..

n so Dee's a bitch n a minah or so some may claim..Dee??R u sure?haizzz..hahaha..kk..nothin special..heard that been there..sobz..hehhe..nvm..am i tat jahat lookin?isk isk..*wonderin*
Lotsa hrrrmmmm,
Princess Dee

Hola!In skool rite now waitin for dance prac to start..n so how was my day soo far?hrmm..it went quite ok actualli wif a lil excitement coz i saw him..weeeee!hahah..n again Jas told me tt i turn all RED..i dun even realise tat i did turn red..sheesh..but it sure makes my day..heheh

ermm..Saw Shafique wen goin to skool..SOMBONG bdk tu!hahah..Takpe princess give chance niari nxt time muz tegur princess first b4 princess tegur u!haha..aniwayz..i cant wait to go home to lay my hands on my ice-cream!!kk..not my hand but errr..aper2 lar..hahaha..feelin soo hyperdy tday which i dunno why..still MISSIN my dearest dearest frenz..sobz..meet soon girls!

Yday wen to Johor n had such a feast..shucks!need to eat less lar Dee..haizz..been tellin myself tat over n over again but no actions been taken!hahah..bought lotsa thingz..tiz n tat n tiz..searched for an organiser there but to no avail..isk isk..tmr gonna get myself one!!i dun care..hahha..merepekz..ohh ya..Guess wat!My dearest papa told me tt we're goin Indonesia nxt yr durin one of e hols but e problem is im SKOOLIN so i cant follow..haizz..soo saddenin seh!been lookin forward for one hols..sobz sobz..juz not Dee's luck..but since my family not in Spore den i guess it'll b quite fun!ehhe..Lookin forward for tat day..hahhaha
Lotsa chocos n cookiez,
Princess Dee

Hola!Am I not pretty enuff?Is my heart to broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Dont I make u laugh?Should I try it harder?Why did u see rite thru me?geez..i LUrVE tiz song!!ahaha

Well..wen out wif my family tday!Wen to TKC coz papa wanted to see Dayang Nurfaezah!!Waited for awhile n she's not goin to perform sooon so decided to eat first..ate black pepper steak..YUMMYLICIOUZ!Waited for awhile more den Dayang was nxt..hrmmm..her skin is dark but sweeeet..haha..hrmm..her voice is REAL NICE!!But i still prefer e sweet voice Siti Nurhaliza!!hahaha..kk..stop talkin bout stars here..my flu thankfully has been cured!My nose was in real pain yday!haizzz..

Aniwayz..Prac was alrite..ermm..didn turn up tday coz feelin kinda not well..i like dancin e chalat chalat or watsoeva..soo FUNNY n FUN!There's tarian tday too..see they clashes!haizz..n i noe after tiz Devdas i'll b pack for Pentas!shucks!soo i cant b teachin tuition nomore..i dun wan to exhaust myself but where will my source of income b?from my parents onli???????isk isk..maner cukup eh?*wonders*

n soo i wonder wen will i meet them?sooon?or nxt yr?or haizz..wateva lar..not puttin on hopes nomore...
Lotsa blablabla,
Princess Dee

Hola!feelin so irritated now!!Why do lil thinz juz get to my nerves..e practices..e ppl..e parents..e siblings..e frenz..e everythin..tanx shafique for lendin me e space! :)
shed a tear,
Princess Dee

Hola!Econs tut for tiz sem is e same class as my APEL lesson last sem..I was soo MISSIN my frenz!Coz we had soo much fun together!n me n Jas was recallin every fun moments in e class n were laughin at it..I can still remember e day wen we play throw e teddies,if i had a million dollars b4 i died n it was such a great time!How i MISS those moments!!Its like every little thinz is comin back in my mind..where each of us were seated..how e guys like to make jokes n how Ms Treza dun like e jokes..every single moment had nvr been forgotten...I had fun wif u ppl..u ppl were e first frenz i made durin my poly life n see how close we r now?haha..everyday we juz sit n talk bout how CRAPPY our classes r now!!:)i had memorable time in poly coz of u ppl!!lurve u!winkz!

After dance wen to eat at Simpang Bedok wif my family..ordered a kebab n guess wat?There's ants!!urgh!Send them back n got a new one..No appetite coz its like u saw a lots of ants rite..so mcm tak menyelerakan!but it was nice ar..hahha..tak menyelerakan but still can eat eh?hahah
Lotsa strawberry milkshakes,
Princess Dee

Hola!Gueessy guessy wat?Ya..Ure rite!I saw him!hahah..i tot i'd nvr saw him but my class was after his!so now am goin to look forward for Mon!!hahah..ermm..he waved n said hello!Suke Dee!!Den me n Jas wen to Ultra Supply to print some notes..was talkin to a fren of mine den whooosh he came!n i didn noe y i cant smile or even look at him wen he's juz standin bhind me!haizzz..n to make it worst i was sooo RED!shuckz!Jas sure had a fun time laughin at me!!n i wonder y e hell was i blushin soo hard?hrmmm..

Niwayz..so had a look at my class..5 guys n e rest r girls!hahah..ermm..gotta noe each other better!!n u noe tiz fren of mine..i juz knew her n she was "Eh,ure e type who goes clubbin rite?Wanna follow tiz wed Chinablack?" i swear my jaw was droppin!hahaha
me?Nurdiyanah Bte Yahya..e type who goes clubbin?wakakkaka..wat a joke!so my tutorials are buildin up!!tmr accounts den MBS den tiz n tat n tiz!urgh!Pening kepaler!

Practices has taken alot alot of my time!n its like such a waste of TIME!Wanna noe y?Coz we nvr did anythin..n for almost every practices we juz sit ard for at least an hr!n ive been comin home ard 10+!haizzz..After tiz play..i got Pentas!n CCA juz tighten my whole schedule..Tarian will start tiz Sat!Busy woman seh!

To Su..Am I e CUTE one?hehe..n e girl had frenz who lurve them n im one of them kan kan?hehe..Su..Sat klr eh?Jgn tak ikut tau!I REALLI REALLI MISS U!n there's no other days bab i got practices everyday!!sobz sobz..n thank you to for ur friendship!Nvr will i forget wat our friendship brins to me..It brins much joy n laughters n not forgettin some tears!!But e tears makes tiz friendship stronger eh?;)U noe wat?Weird how many times we fought but still b close of frenz..Weird how many times we drift apart but we seems to get closer!i LURVE ya for everythin u've done!muackz!


i LURVE u guyz!!Dee's such a LUCKY girl!!
Lotsa red red,
Princess Dee

Hola!Tday wen to my aunt's place to celebrate my atuk's bdae n Cik Yam n Cik Nor's 23rd wedding anniversary!Had such a bLaAAAaaSt there!Specially seein e little ones behaviour..i LURVE my lil cuzzies!!n also bitchin n catchin up wif cuzzies!e GAMEs were GREAT..e FOODs were DELICIOUS!Bottom line i had such a FUN FULL OF LAUGHTERS FABULOUS day!!Took soo many picz there..feelin ala ala camerawoman!hahah

So let e picz do e talkin!!hehe


e CAKE!


Cik Yam,Nenek,Datuk n Cik Nor


My sis Ifa,me n Cuzz Rozi..Nak Makan?haha


Cuzz Art,me n Cuzz Rozi


i LURVE tiz lil kids!!They're juz add e cuteness of everythin!


My sweet cuzzie Adik n me!i lurve takin picz wif her!TOTAL SWEETNESS!haha


See tiz cuzz of mine?He's soo handsome!haha..n look at wat he wear..cute rite?


me..my cuzzies n my uncle


me n Cuzz Rozi..pose for e camera!


Cuzz Nab,me n Cuzz Rozi.,arent we sweet?haha

Actually i wanted to post more but my comp is soo LEMBAB!n ya so onli a few picz tat i managed to wait patiently!haha..
Lotsa hoorayz,
Princess Dee

Hola!Tmr is Tuk's bdae..n i think he's 66 yrs old!!HAPPY BDAE TUK!hehe..i lurve my atuk!!coz he tells interestin n funny stories bout e past..n he always buy me films for my camera n develop e film for me!!He's e BEST datuk ever since i onli got one..hehe..Tanx for everythin tuk!!

hrmm..my souce of $$ is depletin!!aaaargh!i soo in need of them!!i cant breath!!kk..Dee's lame..hahah..Textbooks for Biz Stats n MBS has been killin me!It costs almost $80!ceh..mcm dier bayar je..hahah..but even if my parents pay for e books..it cost soo much!!rite?wat do they think?we are all born RICH?isk isk..bleah..

My dearest dearest Mal..dun think too much..You'll get sick girl!If u need a ear to listen to i'll b here..If u need someone to cheer u up wen ure down..If u juz need someone to b there for u..Juz remember tiz..I'll b here girl!!Mal..kalau kau sdih2..aku pun sdih..so jgn sdih2 eh!!Coz i noe u're a one strong girl n i LURVE ya for tat!!muackz!

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

I realli dun..emotional eh aku..heheh..Mal..i see u sooon n i mean real sooon!Skool da reopen for u nxt week kan?heheh..same2 lar kite bangun pagi2!!haha..i lurve ya girl!!


I'll always b there for u!!Lurve ya!!!
Lotsa woooooo,
Princess Dee

Hola!well..well..tday wen for e MAG Perjumpaan Rayer..e event was a so-so..e onli HIGHLIGHT of e day was a cute senior of mine talked to me!!aaaargh!hahaha..its been a long time since i saw him n talkin to him was e best thin ever!haha..lookin good in green eh?Dee's soo merepek!Baya,Mazia n me had a fun time takin picz!Pose sini pose sane!hahah..njoyz!

But b4 showin tday picz..Here's some pic of my fav!hahaha


Me n my BESTEST BESTEST FRENZ!I heArTz them!!n i MISS them!sobz..


Me n Shafique..Nice eh?I like e effects!!


Tasha,me n Shafique..another one of my favs!!


Durin Perjumpaan Raya


Mazia,Baya n me..Wanita melayu akhir..hahah..


Mazia n me e ever SWEEEET us!


Baya n me..Dont we look PWEEEETY?haha


Last but not list..e ever CUTE me!haha

After e sweet malay girls change back to their normal self..they become CRAZY!!


Baya n me..WOW!wHAT's Tat?



Mazia,me n Baya in e toilet..

Lotsa ko-Ni-Ka,
Princess Dee

Hola!in skool rite now..waitin for my CDS which is COLOUR n COMPO..Bored seh!hahah..hrmm..so my irritatin cough wont get off me!urgh!!so sick of it..haizz..Accounts was FOREVER BORING!!(dun ever come for accounts lec in TP)..hahaha..got a lot alot of stuff to do!!kesian nyer Dee...

Yday i was so put in a difficult position..I dunno wat to do..I wan to help them both but haizz..i cant do anythin..coz i cant side anyone rite now..tried persuadin her but she can b soo hard-headed as usual..my dearest fren!ermm..soo together we pray for them aite?heheheh..can onli hope n pray!! :)

N ohh ya..got to look at my class list n i onli found one malay guy..Fareed..Saper eh?hahah..i wan to noe who..but me n Jas can oni wait n see..kk..i gotta go late for my CDS
Lotsa sick sick,
Princess Dee

Hola! non-stop coughin+throat feelin sucky=TOTAL IRRITATION
urgh!!y ohh y muz i b sick wen skool juz reopens?haha..Niwayz..my lec was soo urgh!argh!haizz..hahah wan to noe y?e lec was not givin breaks n kept talkin non-stop yada yada yada..was so supposed to copy notes from slides but my foolscap was full of beautiful drawins!hahha..my beautiful notes!!

Wat r practices for?Its for recorrectin ur mistakes n keep on improvisin on ur steps to perfect ur dance n its supposed to b tirin but it has not been tirin since e last few days..i wonder why?its like ive been comin from 6 to 9 to learn few steps onli..isk isk..not likin it tiz way..

Niway..i start skool at 1 tmr!!!YEAH!hehe..can wake up later!!better..hehhe..though its onli for 2 hrs..hahah..
Lotsa cough cough,
Princess Dee

Hola!How was my first day of skool?ahackz!normal lar..except a lil excited meetin my friends!!i soo MISS them!n as usual e min i reached lec room..looked ard for familiar faces n bump!back to dreamland!hahah..e usual Dee..but actualli there's a good reason k..i was not feelin good..down wif a terrible cough n throat juz suxs!so ya was rather quiet..hrmmm..practice i didn do much juz did e same routine over n over..hope tat tmr ill b much better!coz i cant stand my non-stop coughin!!isk isk..

Tday i feel soo guitly..ate soo much..first fish n co wif tash..YUM!YUM! den ate cup corn den sat at BK had a few bites of sundae n a couple of onion rings den go grandma house at nasi!!like soo much rite?urgh!tmr cant eat nomore!hahaha..cross-fingers..heheh

n u noe tday i felt soo like a young girl!hahah..played arcade!best kan??hahah..played e air hockey..car racin..shootin2..so much fun..hahahah
Lotsa coughin,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im so in LURVE wif e song That's what friends are for! Its soo meaningful!!To all of u my friends!!Remember if u're in trouble do not worry coz im willin to lend a helpin hand..Wen ure sad im willin to hear ur problems..Wen ure happy remember me!hahah..Together we will go thru all bittersweet moments!!n i LURVE u all my friends..thanks for everythin..Even wen some of us are not close as e past..u guys make me for wat i am tday!n im so grateful of tat..

That's what friends are for

All I never thought i'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad- I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

keep smiling, keep shining
knowing you can always count on me,
for sure, That's what friends are for
for/in good times and/in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more i see
And so by the way i thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and knw
These words are coming from my hearts
And then if you can remember

nice rite?e lyrics..hehe..kk..till now..thank you
Lotsa friends,
Princess Dee

Hola!Been soo pissed off by practices!!urgh!seriously..i feel so taken advantage of!urgh!"i can make ur life miserable"..ohh im so scared sia!been soo tired of practices..morn to nite!!eargh!irritatin!wateva lar eh..i'll commit since ive decided to help out but e way some of u treatin us...cant stand it!!orderin us..like hello?wat u take us as?ohh we're onli dancers form other art grp!wateva!who helpin who?we got gain somethin eh?no ok!urgh!sick!

To my sis Ifa..HAPPY 12th BDAE!!!Hope u r happy wif e gifts!I lurve ya!!!n wish u luck in everythin u do!!MUACKZ!!!

skool's startin tis MON!which is like 2 DAYS AWAY!!haizz...dread goin skool!sobz..back to doin tutorials..haizzz!back to projects n more of them!aaaaaaaaaah!!i need fresh air!!hahahah..seriously..i need to go out soooooon!!so sad e play cant b watched!it's FULLY BOOKED!damn it!haizzzz..nvr mind nxt time nxt play!haah

Mar's goin back Indon tmr!!hav a pleasant trip girl!ill sure MISS U NOT!ahhahah..kk..im so darn tired gotta get sum rest!
Lotsa urgh n argh n eargh!
Princess Dee

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you