Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters

hello world! *flash a beautiful smile*

KL was FUN FUN FUN FUN! just what i need, a short yet deserving holiday! and to top it off, i got to spend the time there with the boyfriend, a kerayzie couple, Cipah and Yusoff and a shortshort time with Zila cause she's actually working. thanks korangs for the laughters, the jokes and the memories. and and Cipah, saya nak gambars!

i must say my 3 days stay were filled with foods, foods, foods and lots of foods ( YUMMAY!) and of course shopping. i miss walking around KL late night, sitting down at cafes just looking at the night scene, get so happy about taking the ermm LRT thingy, get so worked up on expensive cab fares ( liar liar pants on fire) and of course get so excited on cheapcheap bargains. hahaha! i simply am in love with KL la, have always been!

and i know i wouldnt have so much fun if the boyfriend wasnt around. thank you love for taking good care of me, not minding my cravings for foods and foods and foods and of course billing it ( hehehe), going to places i wanted, carrying my shopping bags, and tolerating me just like that with my muka masams and my every demands . i love you like alotalotalot and im thankful for you.


she misses the feeling she felt when he held her in his arms





We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be,
but just allow ourselves to be whatever it is we are and that will be better

We all live with the objective of being happy;
Our lives are all different and yet the same

I met up with my wise ladies after work and it was love having to meet them like AT LAST (!!) we were catching up and talking about anything under the Starbuck's umbrella. i had a really good time cause it's been sometimes since we had so much laughing. thank you ladies for everything. i love you girls alot!

i must say, Nurul and I have many randoms moment together and we always laughed as if we're the only humans alive and the rest are not watching. i have lots of fun with her from net sending ( stupidstupid stuffs that led us to laugh our asses alone in our cubicle) to just walking around and window shop and people watching. and the only reason i think i can clicked so well with her is because she's so KENTAL nak mati until i cannot carry already ( rhyme la rhyme! HAHA!) BUT of course, im a nice friend so nooooo, i cant tell her kentals moment ( sumpah, much more kental than me). nyehahahaha! babe, thanks for being a wonderful friend hor, much appreciated.

yesterday i met up with the boyfriend and he was being the sweetest, has always been. sometimes i do wonder how that boy freaking tolerates me. i shall not say much. im just thankful for him. i love him ( yes, i know you people-s know it) *sings to i never had a dream come true til the day that i found you* ( HAHAHAHA!) and im sorry for causing bruises again at your arms this time, hehe! *hugs*

and KL, here i come baby! *shakes poms poms*


my wise ladies

Mar, i adore her.

Miss Nursey and Busok!!




LOVE!

and for that time at work we decided to snap!,


we wore the same bottom and get so excited! haha


the twins!




and that kental thinks she looks good here! hahaha!


I've never been in love before,
Now all at once it's you

I love you like this because I don't know any other way

i OFFICIALLY GRADUATED baby! *throws confetti* and it was phun!phun!phun! as we were busy cheering on each other and clapping, congratulating one another, taking photos and who could have forgotten that stupid Marketing cheer we did! nyehahahah! and i love my parents for being there. gosh, im missing the makciks-makciks and them bunch of Marketing students already!

after which, we, makciks-makciks, drive to Vivo ( thanks Zila! hehe) and had lunch at LJS and sat at Starbucks for our usual catching up and chill out session. it was LOVE la with them. we never had a moment of boredom together and yes, yes we are goodfriends thus we dont hide things from each other eh? hehehe. and Veen, congrats babe! ( you know i know we know la! haha) aku sayang korangs!

i then met up with the girlfriend, Ms Adliah aka bitchy partner, for some loving. hahaha! well babe, thanks for being there and hear me rant and rant and rant macam train. hehe. we walked ( our favourite thing to do) from int to Afgan just for teh tariks and prata, with her, my stomach will never be empty. and and THANKS eh for kau nye AIR SIRIH! sumpah, perut aku sakit! hahaha. i love you babe for being bitchy! =p

eventhough it was for a veryvery short while, you don't know how happy i was to see you sitting down under my void deck looking all kental. and yes, of course i vent out all my misses by punching him repeatedly until im satisfied ( yes, im weird/crazy like that) and i love you for laughing when it hurts. heh. and i want to have a proper date soon ok love. * hug kuat-kuat*

and im tired already. i can't be bothered anymore, not now, not ever.

Graduation Ceremony




Salvo drummers.


drummers and the silat guys.


we're so FATED, we sat beside each other. haha!


we've graduated! haha.


my love, my parents.




Zila, Zila, Zila!


they are love and why lectures have never been a BORE!




Marketing rocks my poly life! hahaha!

Vivo with makciks-makciks,


tandas moments




Veen now cikgu-cikgu


Veen now not cikgu-cikgu. hah!



Starbuckings!




I love you girls LOADS!


Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone

But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time.



maybe it gets so hard to hold on to each other hands as we go our seperate ways.

and just maybe, im a little paranoid, but i couldnt helped it. could you? friendships are the best things in my life and yet they're also my least favourite things.

If you love me, then love me



ive been veryveryvery busy lately thus the lack of updates. DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE! the whole week was spend with either practice over at CC with Dian or school with SNTs. ohh wells, im so glad that Expressi, Dian's production is over and we did a good job despite the glitches. nyeh! new friendships forged and beautiful people met, the production is love. =)

and the lepak session at Adam's corner was PHUN laa. it's been sometimes and i had a really good time laughing over stupid stuffs. haha. aku sayang korangs laa.

i skipped work today cause my nose has been sucha hassle ( BLOODY NOSE!) and also im veryveryvery tired due to the lack of sleep. and im going to skip work tomorrow also cause it's GRADUATION baby! hahaha. i cant wait to meet my makcik-makcik laa and the rest of the Marketing people.

and the boyfriend has been the sweetest, fetching me after rehearsals whenever he's free. garh! i miss spending time with him and him only. i love you Mr K-duts-entalans-lodeh like alot alot alot!

and and i miss my friends already. yes yes, we shall meet up pretty soon hor.


And all I care about is you and me and us and now

And the greatest thing to ever learn is to love and be loved in return

it's only the start of the week and im feeling tired like that. had dance straight from last Saturday and am still counting. i cant wait for Expressi ( Dian's production) and for everthing to be over so i can rest my feet which fyi is screaming for HELP!

me and the girlfriend took our graduation robe, and my my! don't we look good in it. nyehahaha. had lunch at ITAS ( i miss the canteen!) with Sha and Aizat, where we were entertained from people watching. the best thing ever la! hehe. after which the boyfriend came down school and all of us went to Simpang for brunch and Metro for my killer heels! ( LAWA tapi mati la kaki aku! hehe) i had a great time with them from the stupid jokes and much laughters. and Ili, that short meeting is never enough! please eh, i want a proper outing la. hrmph!

after which, we went for dance to get everything flows. insyaallah, we girls will do just fine. now, im so worried for the costumes and also the pieces im involved in Dian. insyaallah, ill pull through this just fine. pray for me hor!

the boyfriend has been the sweetest just accompanying me around without whining eventhough we can just get on each other's nerve alot alot alot. hehe. and ohh, pleas stop being so KAM-CHING-HO ( ok, do i get this right? haha) with my mother ok! menyampah la, the way you talked so engrossly with my mother just now ( not that im JEALOUS or anything). hmmmm. hehe! i love you and thanks for being just there.

i miss my secondary school friends like bloody alot la! garh, we shall meet soon, pretty soon for a lepak session hor!

and and and i cant wait for my KL trip with the boyfriend, Cipah and Yusoff next week! ah, a short getaway! *jumps for JOY!*


my fun afternoon,


i love you so.


my girlfriend.


baby! HAHAHA!








Times like these are memories, to hold deep down inside of you and me

And I realized that when you look at your mother,
you are looking at the purest love you will ever know



Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking about you
I'd never go a day without my mama

Boyz 2 Men - A Song For Mama

Happy Mother's Day, Mama! im so glad you love the gift *winks at Ad for choosing it with me* and thanks for the much needed hug. i love you Mama and thank Him for blessing my life with the coolest ever so fun mother that never fails to understand me. and i dont think any words or any thing i do is enough to show you my thanks and how much i love you. *hug and kiss Mama*

spend the evening with my family and my week ended perfectly. send Yan's off to his camp, my brother is sumpah pampered laa. but the parents never mind sending and fetching him cause they miss him so much and spending time when he's home on the weekends are precious. the love we get from our parents, beautiful eh? and so we had dinner and a wonderful time just being in each other's company with stupid jokes and non-stop laughters. Papa never fails to crack us up with his kentalkental and sumpah lame jokes and my Papa has becomes more and more BONCET, please eh Papa start doing something. hehe. i love my family!

my angels from above,


i could never ask for more, i love my parents!






sisters are crazy.




ifa thinks HOODies are IN. kentals!



loves!

To us, family means putting your arms around each other and being there.

Baby I know things change
And there might be some rain
But the clouds are gonna fade
And the sun is gonna shine again
Shine light on our love baby
So lets make it last forever

i dont believer in forever-s, cause nothing last forever. just let it last love, let it last. =)

life has been pretty good. the future still scares the hell out of me. im still deciding on what to do. and i need a much needed break from everything, a short getaway that will likely to take place soon. i so can't wait for that!

work has been great with the beautiful company that i have. them friends rocks the my work. heh! eventhough Ifah and Nisa wouldn be there with us anymore, we still keep in contact, all thanks to technology. garh! i will miss them girls once we head our seperate ways. but that's just life right? we meet and then we move on with our own life, and only true friends remain no matter the distance.

chinatown with Nurul was love. babe, i had a really good time la just walking aimlessly and macam pahaming YES! WE HAVE CONQUERED CHINATOWN! nyehaha! Ann Siang Hill next hor! we can have a long chat at one of those cafes. prettay! prettay!

dance has been keeping me busy since we got a production next Sunday. and i will be freaking packed next week with dance everyday. ohh wells, dance keeps me sane. and them girls, they never fail to make me smile. and and Amin teramat diva is back! i miss him so much la! and and Amin, you know i will always support you! i seriously cant wait for the big change! hehe. aku sayang korangs la!

i had breakfast with the girlfriend, Adliah before dance. yes, we need that quality time spend together. nyehehe! so it was fun, as usual but today ( HAHA!), the matter of the stomachs happened. sungguh irritating ok! i told you weird things happened when we're together, that's how weird things can get! hahaha. Ad, thanks hor for always being that kental girlfriend, bitchy yet sungguh fun and full of advices!

i meet the boyfriend after dance. it was for a short while and all i did was kept quiet from him. yes im petty like that, im unreasonable like that. but despite the stupid misunderstanding/ quarrels/ squabbles/ whateveryoumaycallit moments, i actually wish i had talked more, be more sensible than giving him one word answers when he asked and tried talking. cause i miss him so much and it's been ages since we last met. i have so many stuffs to update him on and just rambling stupid nonsense to him, but noo , i put my ego first (!!). AH! PADAN LA NGAN MUKA AKU! i think i need to change my ways, and stop being spoilt like that.

the parents told me that fights will occur in relationship and it's normal ( sape tak tahu seh!). and i love them for caring whenever im home with a looong face. but i cant get it why they keep on saying that i need to learn to comprimise and not be selfish ( it's like as if they FEEL that their daughter is at fault. hrmph!).

and tomorrow is Mother's Day! Treat your mother with the utmost love and behave hor. i mean you should do these everyday la BUT just one day, show her how much you care. ah Dee macam paham! hahaha. Mama, kakak sayang mama! and Papa, dont be jealous, your day will come. and i love you too! *hug parents tight-tight*


they rock my work,












them girls are love

For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you