i was supposed to report at Audi 1, 8.30 sharp to help out with the registration of the "What's in your brand?" talk but me being me, was late and reached just in time before the talk starts. hah. the talk was pretty interesting. i wished my PBL was on IKEA but we, seniors got Breadtalk instead. sheesh. however knowing how Breadtalk actually evolves amaze me ok. like WOW! and for the first time ever i was so busy writting down important facts for projects. im changing for the better ok. haha.

practice was tiring since all of us were on empty stomachs but the feeling of satisfaction knowing that the we remembered the steps is good la. we need a lil bit more practices to polish up everything. and Amin, dont stress yourself too much ok! =)

headed to Mak Busu place and met up with thelamertakbertemu family. ah! rindu sangat-sangat ok! i came late and so they had enough of posings. sheesh! the aunties were very kecoh and super funny with stupid jokes and remarks. my aunts rocks ok. the uncles were busy watching soccer. the cousins were busy catching up with each other. and after i ate, i was busy sleeping. penats! ohh yes, i cant wait for the outing that we've plan tapi tak menjadi-jadi ok and of course, i cant wait for Kak Riza's majlis pertunangan. insyaallah. so excited la! heh. sayang family!

im planning to get a new hp. you think i should? you think i should? i think i should! haha. my ever so trusty hp failed on me again. at times, msg-es could not be received. ah! haiz. bingit seketika. bah! and speaking of hp, i need to top-up my prepaid. "MAMA!!!" ( i love her even more when she's the sponsor for my prepaid) hehe.

the thought of you make me smile. i must agree, this is a wonderful feeling. but im afraid, afraid of falling. haiz.


and for the few pictures taken,


the party will not OFFICIALLY start without my presence! heh


sisters. i have a love-hate relationship with them.









Namun bagaimana cara tuk ungkapkan,
Semua yang ada dan tiada kan pernah sirna

it was all last minute of plan if only the Charmed ones were there too. but but but Ili, i hope your practical went well and Cipah, i know you did have a wonderful date with your boyfriend. heh. love!

so met up with Ad and Sha to have our lunch. KFCing with me being a bit too quiet ( penat seh!) since there were guys whom i dont know ( malu ok. haha), sogo toilet with waterfalls, CS level 2 toilet and nursing room to camwhore (sempat. haha), walking without direction, Saffron since we're kempunaning teh peng, cockroaches, egos, talks, teases, laughters and a great time. our next trip Beach Rd ok! with the others ( note to : Cipah, Ili, Zila, Parveen). girls day out! heh.

when i reached home, the family was having a pizza feast! apparently, the brother was feeling so baik which fyi is so RARE ( heh!) and treated us since he got his pay. ive been craving for it ( yes, me and my non-stops cravings). and he want to treat us Fish and Co next week. alhamdulilah, Yan telah jadi super baik! haha. sayang family saya!

the cousins have been nagging me to turn up for at least a family function like for example tomorrow. i will, insyaallah. i miss you guys ok.


and there i go proving you girls that im not KEREK! (haha)




















and to the adorable cousin of mine, NurZafirah

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY!



Stay cute always macam kak yana ok! heh. and may you be bless with beautiful things and be in pink of health always. insyaallah.


Aku ingin ikuti kata jiwa hati remaja
Aku sedang rindu pada malam ku bersamamu

Aku jatuh dan aku merindu tanpa kepastian

i had no school but being the baik girl, ive always been ( hahaha!), i headed down school and meet up with the charmed ones.

design canteen, cyber centre, ITAS to kill time wating for Cipah, POSB since they wanted to owe the new card soo much, rain rain rain, drama since there were tears, merajuking, awkward moments with me laughing ( sumpah kelakars la korangs!), Swensen, a very sweet suprise by dearest Ili, main dishes+fries+earthquake very sedaplicious!, a BIG HUG to Ili for the treat, non-stop snapping of pictures ( me and Cipah of course), walked to BK to pay Irfan a visit, sky trains, sending Cipah off, under the block talks, laughters, blushes, Dee macam minah kampung and a wonderful time! thanks girls, eventhough at times krangs ni memang macam budak 9 tahun! haha. i love you girls lots!

while i was at the bus stop, saw Papa's car called him and met up with the family. headed to East Coast and went to Gurame. i felt soo bloated la since ive eaten. imagine my full nessss! sheesh! but ohh well, rezeki jangan di tolak. heh. lots and lots of dishes but i prefer eating Johor cause it's murah-meriah! i love my family no matter how irritated they make me feel at times. like duh la, cause they could turn my baddest of mood a HAPPY one in an instant. HEARTS!!

and dont make me angry cause whenever im angry/mad/cranky, im always on the verge of crying. kental, i know. the family was laughing hard at me just now cause i cried in front of others. and sometimes, i think i cry over the most stupid things. sheesh.

the renovation of house is killing me. it's so dusty and i think my asthma is catching up, it's super noisy with addition of the construction works under my block, i have to wake up super deduper early. ahhh! lucky for me, im out of the house always. hah.


beautiful friendship of ours




ive always been a lucky girl who always get treated from dear dear friends! heh.


minah kampung sempat berposing eventhough her friends were fighting. haha.


kelakarness-ism ok!

and for all the times, camera has an effect on us, heh!
















the sweet surprise from Ili!

and for the few moments Ili pose,





and for the stupid childish moments ,








Every Now And Then I'd Go To Sleep
I Couldn't Stop Dreaming About You

first day of school rocks my socks! haha. was late as usual and i actually lost my way to Lt 27, Engine school (maklumlah first time lecture kat saner). memalukan ok, kater je third year. haha. and so it was full of catching up, laughing out loud cause they were suddenly interested in the way i pronounce Rrrr (evil!) instead of listening to Debbie going on and on and listening to her dry jokes. sumpah boring.

headed to ITAS with spaghetti cabonara + eye candies (heh), Shaf acting all SOMBONG infront of his friends, airport with Polar and sinful indulgence, eclairs+blackforest cake+brownies and Jollibean with different flavours of rolls ( YUMMYLICIOUS!), down to school again, A Walk to Remember which melt my heart, design canteen, MAG noticeboard with pillows+ quackeroats+ice tea, meeting with the main comm which got me stress for a moment, Starbucks with Caramel Frap + vanilla drink+ blueberry cake was heaven and friends teasing me non stop the whole day just because of the word HOPE ( krangs memang merepek!). it was such a wonderful day with me running to catch a bus home. kental ok.

and im so thankful because despite eating so much, i didn even pay a cent for almost everything cause i have wonderful friends which love me so much (jgn jealous ok!) and was feeling baik ( hehe!), so here's a BIG HUGE HUG and THANK YOU to Zila, Cipah, Ili and Irfan for the generous treat! alhmadulilah, da orang nak belanja. heh. =)

and im really happy. *blush blush*

the fun times,


my crappy ever so funny friends.


at last, terubat rindu kau kat aku kan Ariff? haha


and for all the telepathy we had,










SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL!


they're the reason i come down for lecture


"aku tak kesah kau letak muka aku yg buruk ni!" im just doing as instructed! ahaha




i want to thank her for all the lecture notes that i have in advance! heh


a friend to remember!


thanks Ili!!








you can't see it but you can feel it.

the postpone beribu kali meeting was finally being held (haha!) was missing the secondary school friends ok. eventhough there were only dearest Mar and Ariff. it was fun and full of catching ups. KFCing, Starbuckings and full of crappings. hehe!

after which i headed down to Bugis and met up with the Charmed ones. MangoMint which is so minty, wedges, craps, talks, stupidcrazykental moments, dizzyness, laughters and more laughters and snapping of pictures. i love you girls ok with our non-stop nak act cute, nak step merajuk. maklumlah, Dee sekarangkan da KEREK! hahaha.

im sorry if i haven been the best that you expected of me. i know that im at fault and i deserve all the trashings, naggings. but please, dont assume. would i stoop so low to do something that is forbidden? i know you're dissapointed in me cause despite being advice a thousand times, giving me chances and trying to understand me, i still remain the same and have never put the both of you first. im sorry. i tried and i did but maybe i never show it enough. and i love the both of you so much that it hurts hearing you assuming what i did outside. im sorry.

im living in a world of denial. i fear alot of things that the word HOPE seems so scary to me cause i never want to be dissapointed in life again. too many a time, that my hopes have been crushed. eventhough deep inside, i know im hoping, i rather think i dont. hah! why do i love to complicate matter eh? sheesh.

school starts today! wow! Yr 3 ok, Yr 3! haha. and im going to meet up with the i miss so much friends. haiz. rindu. BUT BUT BUT somehow, im still in my holidays mood and am worried whether i could wake up on time. heh. what's new kan kalau Dee lambat? hahaha.

and Shaf, you promise ok for our lunch date! banyak stories aku nak bilang kau la. i need my advisor and im missing you so much ( i know you miss me too!). haha.


And all we have is what we share
And all we want is someone else to be there

after training, me and the ever so lovable bestfriends headed to town cause dearest Miss Amalina yang baik hati treated us to Breeks! terima kasih banyak-banyak yang tak terhingga, tinggi setinggi tingginya for the treat love! heh.

the day was filled with so much warmth and love and i simply enjoy it. sometimes we dont need to talk much, the company of one's bestfriends is enough. breeks was awesome of course (nak choose makanan pun kecoh!), 1/2 chicken+ ice tea+ waffle fries + ice cream ( yummylicious ok!), bloated stomach with stiches, Far East searching for Mal's shoes and she's one happy owner of a classic pointed shoes, Coffee bean, a guy who "scolded" me and ended up having his drink in the bin ( haha! padan muka dia, tak reti sabar), laughters, talks and more talks and snapping of pictures ( maner boleh lupa kan?) haha. i had a wonderful time girls, thank you.

we had a heart to heart talk where alot of questions arises. and i respected every single of their answers/opinions. you know, you girls are really precious in my life and i thank you girls for sticking by me, listening to my every nonsense, tolerating my childish behaviours, my clumsyness, my lateness SPECIALLY eventhough ive told you girls im not going to be late the next time. i treasure the friendship we have. and im sorry if at times, the decisions that i made may hurt you girls. i love my bestfriends.


BESTFRIENDS MAKE MY WORLD GOES ROUND!


YUM!YUM!
















HAHA!







love you girls many many!


My heart starts smiling
and im tripping over the raibow

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you