it was a blessing in disguise. alhamdulilah. Zila, i so cant wait tau! insyaallah, we'll be working together for 3 months in the same office, having lunch and crap together. hehe. oooh, i cant wait for my atttachment!

coffee bean was love! mocha ice blended, mud pie which wasnt heated up ( i said i want it WARM UP! alarmaks!), our continued story session, being detectives, saying the blatant truth cause we love each other ( hehe! aku tau kau sayang aku =p), stupid songs that we made up, teases and laughters. thanks babe. we'll pull this one together, ooh, yes we will!!

training was so tiring but im glad we are almost finish. 17th June! jeng jeng jeng! haha. im scared actually, it's drawing nearer ok. aah, now i can feel the nervousness. sheesh! we shall practice our night away. and oh, the moon was so beautiful ( lawa banget si! haha).

and Ili, friends till eternity! heh. insyaallah. kau kan buat aku takut tau! sheesh. and thanks for waiting for me la. i appreciated it so much ok. and we charmed sisters ( a BIG SHOUT OUT to Cipah dearest) shall go out soon! after term test! hehe. ok ok ok?

Suhaila, i didnt know how but you always called me up at the right time. it's like, you know. well maybe, that's what bestfriends are for eh. this time, both of us cried. you know what babe? i love you so much. it's funny how we both made fun of things but deep down, both of us are trying to get a grip of things that have been happening, both of us trying to comfort each other. and for that, i want to thank you. and Shaf, i know you're trying to make me feel better, aku appreciate ok tapi what's with comic strips seh? kau ni , merepeks BIN mengaruts la. hehe.

so you're willing to let it go? im not, and im not going to get down without a fight! (hahaha. kau, Dee step mane punye strong je. hahahaha!!) and you should know that hurting you was the least in my mind. and if i did, im sorry. aku minta maaf.

oyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo! haha. sometimes, a lilttle fakeness/self laughters helps.

and sometimes,
all you need is one.

was awaken by dearest Zila and had to hurry down to Kembangan. heh. after much walking, we found the place we're searching, smiled and went to have our lunch. mee kuah was soo pedas nak mampus, 2 cups of drinks pun not enough la. after which, we decided to go Paya Lebar, bus ride was funny, this fashion ( and no, i dont look down on the clothes there ok! hmph!), rockery for bubble tea session, catching up, teases, laughters and more laughters. thanks Zila for being a wonderful kakak to me! aku tak sabar nak shopping kat wadrobe kau tau! hehe.

after which, met up with the bestfriends and busok!! ohh, rindu! hehe. and i have to wait, sheesh! mane Dee tunggu orangs kan. hehe. wanted to watch Over the Hedge but guess what? it was fully booked since it was the June hols, how could we have forgotten! so we decided to take neos instead (haha!) like so da lamer tak ambik la, and it was so funny. delifrance, yummylicious desserts, catching up with busok sayang (it's been awhile), knowledge gain from them ( pollution of mind more likely! hehe), teases (ohh, suker ketawakan aku? huh? huh? alamaks!), they trying their best to knock my head (hahaha!), laughters, laughters and lots of laughters. love!


a beautiful day,


i love Zila! kita akan lalui ye labi! hehe.


labu dan labi. haha.


the bestfriends.


ooh, i love them!


i love her mooooreee!


ah, my miss BUSOK!!! hehe






tasha act cute!! haha


it's blur. sheesh!


in the booth




thanks guys for a wonderful day!


you can call me hopeless
hopelessly in love

i was being such a good daughter and stayed home. well, i pretty much slept the whole day after i did the house chores. but Mama being Mama, just have to drag me and the sisters along to her bestfriend's daughter wedding. ooh, did i mention how i hate going to jemputans? unless it's my cousins' which i have been very much anticipating ok. heh.

anyways, being the anak daras we are, we were busy dolling ourselves up. maklumlah bukan selalu berbaju kurung. hehe. well, i love the deco and the pelamin (wowness!) and of course, the yummylicious foods.

i love watching tv shows with the whole family. it never fails to make me laugh looking at Papa's dancing and hearing to his sumpah tak kelakar jokes, the siblings cat-fighting. funness-ism. sayang family! =)


sisters are love,












Show me how you feel, more than words
Is all you have to do to make it real

if i could, i would gladly put aside my nose and would attached them back when they're fine. sumpah annoying ok. sinus is such a bad thing la. and medication doesn work on me anymore. sheesh.

after training, we headed to Kolam Ayer CC to watched Malay Arts Festival 06 (something along that line la). i must admit that getting to see other groups performed really open up my eyes. ooo, i love them clothes and some of the dances. nice!

i am one happy girl and you really made my day. the thought of you remembering that im here and care makes my heart screams. *smiles*

and and and i am one confused/sad girl too (ooh, the irony!). sheesh. sometimes, it's best to forget somethings that have been happening and to live in denial eh. and dont you miss us? i miss us 3. and when i see others happily with their love ones, my eyes turn green with envy thinking about us and our bitchyflirtyfun days. please tell me it will end soon and i can have you back and we could do stupid things together. sigh.


a whole day with dearest Cipah (happy tak? muka kau berlambaks! hehe),








I'm so afraid to see
The way that I feel for you

Guess what? I came punctually for Sales Management with the help of a taxi (hehe), tapi tetap punctual ok. yeehaaaa! and now i know how weird he is, very but in a very entertaining way.

after which met up with Cipah to helped out with her class Haunted House. i was busy helping make-uping them ghosts and it was fun fun fun! they looked supper scary ok. and i get to fulfill my cravings of wanting to eat brownies. sedapilicious! now i want brownies with ice-cream! haha.

the group meeting was hilarious with non-stop teases (we girls always get bullied, hmph!), ghost stories, tekong stories by the guys (bed 04 why never sleep? hahaha), video watching (sheesh ok sheesh! it was freakingly disguting. eeeww), a short productive meeting. heh. we then headed to BreadTalk since we had to complete our surveys (thanks Bird for the ride). within 40 mins we have completed 3 regulars survey and received free orange juice from them. my groupmates have been such a fun lame bunch to work with.

and i was back home before 8pm. bestness-ism ok getting back home early after lots and lots of late nights. catched up with my beauty sleep and now im all gear to finish up my value reflection.

Ghosts of the year,


nenek kebayan.


she wanted blood everywhere. haha


they gives me goosebumps.


Cipah and Ina.


Whether to be or not to be
That is the question so it seems

i am happy because Aishan was happy with the work ive produced ( tak sia-sia tahu dapat Dee jadi group member! slack-slack pun buat quality work. hahaha), i was browsing net and came across 2 events company that im keen to work for my internship and have send my application letter to ( insyaallah, they will reply), ive completed reports and is halfway through my value reflection, my brother had bought a new card reader like yayness! la.

im worried because it's 4.06 in the morning and im feeling so fresh, not a teeny bit sleepy and ive turn to blogging almost every single day now and update on the most stupidest things la, macam orangs bacer gitukan. haha. sheesh.

and ohh since my card reader is up and kicking, here's some pictures that are looong overdue! ohh, dont complain! the camera loves us, ape nak buat. hehe.


Before and after orientation


ah, masak jgn tak masak ye soontobe! haha


Ad, kau JAMBU tau macam gini! =p


mat mat rocker sesat.


Yan dearest, thanks for coming babe!


me and MS VP. kiwak! haha




sumpah i dont know where we're looking at.


ooh, beautiful seniors and alumnis


retro night


i love the grafitti behind us


haha. my skin is like grey macam hantus! haha


a kiss from me to you. muacks!




training for comp,


mendaks sikit that explains taking photos time.




in Ili's word, "speechless!" haha


die lah yang menajar saya! thanks Amin!


when vainity strikes. hehe


such a beautiful disaster

"Dee, kau ni cam takde stress/problems eh. happy gitu" - friend.

guys, if i were troubled, if i have worries. why should i put a gloomy face and have a frown plastered on my face just because. the world doesnt stop for one's grief and if i were to have my little whines, there's thousands out there who has far much worst problem than mine. so hidup ni kena la bersyukur. ( haha! macam paham!)

anyways, ive been reminded by my groupmates 2380129 times that i need to come down for tomorrow tutorial. i know, ive promised to be punctual remember? heh. hopefully, my alarm doesn fail on me or vice versa. *cross-fingers*

now now, im going to dance my night away. let me have my me-time and think everything through. and if i laugh too much or do a lot of stupid things, just laugh with me ok. sometimes a facade is important to not remind me of stuffs.


It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall.

*breathes in and out*

ok. now i shall smile and forget all the worries. now i shall sleep my troubles away. and hopefully, maner la tahu kan, when i wake up tomorrow all this is just a dream, a joke that is being played.

and deep down i know im just kidding myself.

weeeeeeee!

Service Marketing Individual Journal was a-ok. i love crapping my way, finishing earlier than everyone and stare into space till my eyes get all teary. haha. 2 more weeks, and term test here we come! woohooo! step macam die da prepared gitu. heh.

met up with dearest bestfriend. babe, thanks for the hug. i really need it. food culture was love with us taking pictures and talking about life, love and the most important thing of all friendship. ive always treasure this friendship of ours and im glad we've pull it through the hard times and i hope to pull it through this time round. i love us 3. and there you are listening to my crying at the early morning, and here i am listening to you crying at the late night. heh. im glad i got your shoulder to lean on and your ears so that i can constantly rant. i love you babe. thank you so much for being there for me when i needed someone most just now. thank you.

after we parted, i headed to small mc and met up with Shaf. and again, i want to thank you for ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME. you know what Shaf, im so lucky to have you as my bestfriend. and please la, aku always have time for you ok. haha. Ariff joined us later and what do you get when the two guys combined? the power of kentalnessism and bully cute Dee session. haha. Kampung Eden, Starbucks, catching up, teases and a whole lot laughters. korangs memang kelakar macam badut sarkas tau but please stop being dirty minded la. tak kan nak pollute mind aku yang bersih ni? haha. thank you for a wonderfulaughtables night.


BESTFRIEND LOVE!




2 GUYS & 1 CUTE GIRL


when creativity sets in. haha.








Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu

i hope the outing with the sec school friends will be executed tomorrow. heh. i miss them bunch sooo much. i really need their dosage of crazy kental fun!

I MISS THEM!

i miss my bestfriends ( Mal, Su, Shaf and Mar), i miss my favourite busok ( Natasha Diba), Syam, Ariff, Tisa, Rohana, Taufik and the stupid stuffs we do and the non-stop laughters. ah, rindu sangat-sangat!


Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me















eventhough we are leading our different life and going to different directions, i hope this friendship of ours remain, no matter how distant we are. love you guys many-many ok! hearts!


someday, one day

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you