The thunder and the rain
The way you say my name
After all the clouds go by
The simple things remain
The sun, the moon, the stars
The beating of two hearts
How I love the simple things
The simple things just are

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age, forever



the date i had with the boyfriend was love. it's the simplest things he does that never fail to make me smile. that boy is love.

Banquets for late lunch cause i wanted red chickens ( i still freaking dont know what it's called), PS walking where i found few cool shops which sell prettycool stuffs, i so have the urge to make my own thingss (if i have the time laa), Mc Cafe where the boyfriend is too kental to be true ( hehe!), The Cathay for Wild Hogs which is reallyreally hilarious! you guys should watch it tau! it's worth the money cause you will never stop laughing, BEST! and had our late night bites at OCK and slurp slurpee-s our night away. i had a wonderful day with him, always will. hee.

and be strong love. *hugs*


You know, when it works, love, its pretty amazing.
Its not overrated. Theres a reason for all those song

It’s magic to be with him, the kind of thing you read about and hope for

im drained and tired and exhausted from all the things that have been happening. im having trouble keeping up with alots of things.

ive been heading down school most of the time this week, i felt like i was SCHOOLING but it felt good to be in school. and i do MISS SCHOOL. hehe. helped them girls for their performance, Arts Fest and i swear, they looked gorgeous! im quite proud of myself actually, i didnt know im capable of it. hehe. thanks for trusting me Cipah! =) and im so glad that the dance went great. you girls did a very good job, aku suker! and the lunch, the lepaks with them girls is gereks laa! and ohh, korangs aku nak gambars hor. *senyuman ter cute* nyeh.

after so long of missing, i finally came for Dian. it was fun learning the steps and ive always love dancing to Abang's pieces BUT since its been such a LONG TIME since i dance, now my body aches like noone's business. shessh! sakit benar laa. and ohh Dian fest will be held on 20th May at Kallang CC, so do come down hor!

and to my favourite interns, im sorry. we'll meet pretty soon ok. aku sayang korangs tapi aku sedih, tak patut mass msg gitu. *heartbreaks* i miss you girls, i reallyreally do!

and after freaking 4 days not meeting the boyfriend ( i can sumpah see eyes rolling), im meeting him tomorrow! gosh, i miss that guy so much and ohh, i think he's actually an old man stuck in a young man's body! ade die bawak aku gi tengok.. HAHAHHAA! we'll blog about it some other time. ohh well, i love my boyfriend, i hope you love yours too! nyehehe.


Art's Fest ( korangs pls eh, aku mau gambars! )


my girlfriend!


my boobies are love!


gorgeous ladies!


kiters!


When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time"

God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
and when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This world's gone crazy
and it's hard to believe
that tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway

i have been abandoning my family for quite awhile with/without me realising it. and having to be at home the whole day is love. mama whipped up our favourite dishes TomYam and fried BBQ Honey chicken. sometimes i wonder why i never had the ability to cook like my mum, she can whipped up the utmost uber delicious dishes in minutes. i got to try cooking one fine day ( when im ready!) cause who knows, i could cook just like my mum. and forget those burnt stuffs i cooked before ok! nyeh!

having to disturb my siblings all day long is sumpah fun! heh. and Ifa was complaining to mama that she felt as if she's older than me cause i kept on asking her to make/do things with my pathetic mintak kene tampar penuh dengan simpati face. HAHAHA! ok, people have been complaining about it. hmmm, i shall do something about it. and i hate it how the parents spoil the brothers. ok i got to admit, we are very spoiled actually, all 5 of us. hah! but we are very good kids. heee. i love my family.

sundays with the family will always be love, but it would be so much better if the boyfriend could join us. the family is so used in see-in him every week that they asked whether he will be coming over. gah! tell me, how could i not love such a supportive family! and i need my papa to talk to, these worries are killing me laaa!

im missing this certain person so much. you get well soon mr! awak kan weak jugak laa, everytime sick when overworked. be like me, STRONG LIKE A BEE! nyehaha. i love you, you know i do.

i miss my friends too especially the sec school friends like ALOOOT laa. i cant wait to spend the next weekends with them. insyaallah, this plan of ours will not fail cause it's been too long since we spend time over silly stuffs.

and this post is exceptionally long. wow!

ohh well, have a great week people! smile and mean it! nyehehe!

To live remains an art which everyone must learn, and which no one can teach

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose

i FINALLY had a gooooood sleeep after since like forever both weekends. and i know Cipah is very mad at me for not turning up for Dian. gosh, i better show that i really want to dance rather than just saying it. afterall, action speaks louder than words. sheesh. *stabs myself continuosly*

yesterday i headed to school and met up with them girls and Hydil, the pimp for the day ( haha!) before heading to Lina's chalet. and i had a GREAT time with them from choosing presents, nail polish ( sumpah very perempuan! ), the games from A,B,C,D to cherades, to eating and eating and the jokes and the kekek moments and the tons of laughters. i had a wonderful time with you people especially Ms Ili since it's been ages since we last met. and Lina, thanks for the invites, much appreciated. and sumpah, kau mesti HAPPY sebab dapat ALOT of birthday songs from us kan? nyehehehe! oh! hope you like the present and it's not VERY THE DEE ok! hmph! aku sayang korangssss!!

much thanks to the boyfriend who was the sweetest, always will be, for sending us off. and im sorry, truly am (sensitive jugak boyfriend aku ni!). i love you Mr K-duts-entalan lodehs!

being the fickle minded person i am, im stuck on what to do. should i or should i not? ah! the future is killing me. hopefully things will go just fine. insyaallah. =)

fun fun times,


Mr President! haha








my precious ladies!

Basically, the only thing we need is a hand that rests on our own, that wishes it well, that sometimes guides us

I don't remember how we happened to meet each other.
I don't remember who got along with whom first.
All I can remember is all of us together...always

i had a series of bad luck the whole week from thinking i lost my ezlink when it was residing quietly in my wallet to having my feet stuck in a box which almost cause me to fall to having my line terminated cause STARHUB CLAIM I HAVE NOT PAY MY BILL WHEN I HAVE (!!!!) GERAMS ok! GERAMS! and i need to pay the full amount but thank god, the amount i pay will still be counted and ohh thank god for the parents who's willing to pay the full amount ( nyeehehe!) to having my bag strap torn when i was walking which was embarassing, nasib bag aku tak jatuh kalau jatuh! WAHLAO!

but i dont care about the strings of bad lucks im having, i still had a wonderful week with the ones that matters and that's all matter. nyehehehe.

i met the bestfriend Mar and busok on Thursday since the bestfriend had alot of talking to do. hehe. but im glad we did meet la, cause i miss them like alotalot and we were talking about our life and life in general. i love conversations with them, it was pure bliss. and no matter how different our opinion(s) will be, we still love each other. HAHA! and busok, GO CUT YOUR HAIR! i want a new look for my busok! hehe. i had a wonderful time babes, and please i want FULL FORCE the next time round! *looking straight at people (s) who is terase-ed by this then Tisa so that she knows she's one of them* hehehe. i love you girls laa!

after work today, i headed to Bibik and met up with the Shas and helped them with the costumes for Arts Fest, this coming Wednesday. i hope them girls will do a pretty job, i know they will. hehe. and Cipah, be strong hor, jangan cepat-cepat setress, tak guna tau! and you know, im always here for you. sayang kau! =)

after which met up with them girls and continued on our secret mission (read: Suprise Amin before he heads down to Taiwan). we bought cake, pizzas to celebrate them April babies birthdays and spend a wonderful full of crap time with our diva! i must say despite the last minutes preparation, we did a prettay great job and ohh! suara aku pelan ok! hmph! i had a GREAT and FUN time with them from the jokes, the stupid video watching, the catching up and well, the time with them girls and a boy are always GEREK TO the MAX! aku sayaaaang korangs!

and ohh Amin, Happy Advanced 21st birthday and have a safe trip to Taiwan. i will miss you alotalot laa! and ohh, stop getting dark already! nyehahah! and now that you're a YEAR OLDER, please eh be more MACHO-er, not that you are not laa. hehe. Have a rocking year ahead with our company, your babies ( haha!) and be blessed with all the beautiful things in life. insyaallah. i love you Amin! *big big hug*

and and, im missing the boyfriend already. nyeh!


SUPRISE SUPRISE!




current, ancient, history. hahaha!










my babes are loves!


What we keep in memory is ours unchanged forever

and its usually the small things that count.




Cause I don't want nobody else
I just wanna be with you
You're the only one who completes me baby
You're the one who makes me whole

That every little dream comes true,
With every little thing you do

the weekend was spend with them girls and it was fun and bitchy! saya suka! hehe. we decided to be prettay and have themes, so dress it was. after the performance which was fun and ohh so cool since it's our first, we headed to town. wanted to shop but apparently argh! kecewa saya! hee. Mc Cafe is love laa! truth and truth, nyehahaha. ladies, thanks hor for layaning my cranky-ness, maklum la Dee kalau sakit, nak campak je sofa kat muker. hehehe. sorry hor! sayang korangs!

the boyfriend has been the most patient boyfriend ever and im so thankful for that. he fetched me after work yesterday and headed for dinner before going to dance. i love every single moment with him *looks at Veen YES AKU MUSHY!* hahahaha. donuts tommorow! yes, a must! haha.

i met up with my makciks-makciks (!!) and we had a GREAT time! well, the time spend together has always been and will always be love! Arnolds for dinner was sungguh gereks and sedaps laa top up with updates in each other life and not forgetting Miss Laughters! and girls, im soo happy for korangs la. hehe. and even when the meet up is short, it doesnt matter cause what matters is the fun we always will have during our meet ups. aku sayaaaang korangs! *super big hug*


my bitchy and flirty Sunday,




















yes, LOVE!

my makciks-makciks,


Arnoldddssss! YUMMAY!


Veen, the beautiful friend. =p


with Liyana, a very fun girl and a new friend found.




i sayang my makciks-makciks!


We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere

All things happen for a reason but time will tie together all that's meant to be



my life has been veryveryvery packed (biler yang tak pernah packed eh? nyehaha). and im trying my very best to juggle work, dance, family, friends and boyfriend. i mean, everyone does that, juggling almost everything. but im still trying to figure out the best way to share my time equally.

now that i realised, ive been, not that i want to, mia-ing from some of my friends. and it's time to start calling them up for meet ups. i hope next week i can squeeze in as many meetups as possible cause ive been missing my friends for waaay too long! from the bestfriends, to the busok and kental, to the makcik-makcik, to the sec school guys. and i want UPDATEsss, lots of it la. and i smell Arnolds with the makcik-makcik on Tuesday! *jumping for joy*

dance, almost everyday since we have a performance at an orangkahwin later and am helping them with Arts Fest. Cipah, has started to feel the se-tress in being a leader. hehe! good luck Cipah ngan karenah-karenah mereka. and ive grown too attached to them girls, sheesh! *reminding myself that it's time to let go, let go* i will after Arts Fest. heh. and the next person to ask why am i still heading down to dance will get a smacked on the head with a pot. sumpah, irritating!

the boyfriend fetched me after dance and we headed to Techno with them girls to have lunch. after which, we headed to central cause i wanted to get some stuffs, to shop for somethings. BUT shopping with the boyfriend can be a major headache laa. so we decided to rent vcd and whip up light desserts so as to stop bickering over which shoes/clothes are nicer. hah! went to my place and after he did some catching up with the parents ( haha! in the words of Mama "AHMAD! CIK RINDU AHMAD!") wah, ni sungguh tak boleh jadi. sometimes i think, it's not me who's madly in love with him, it's my mum!! hahaha. we watch Click! with vanilla icecream and hershey's chocolate fudge and an irritating brother who kept asking questions but it was love laa. and ohh my, eventhough ive watched it before, i never fail to tear. i love that movie, those movies that remind you, your love ones are waaay important than anything else. and i love you Mr K-duts-entalan lodehs like alotalot!

and and im still trying to get use in spending lesser time with the boyfriend. 2 to 3 times per week can be a tad too little. nyehahahaha. ohh well, i might as well get ready in meeting him lesser cause he'll be serving the nation soon. SOBs!

and ohh, im still trying to figure out what to do with my life. hah! if things dont go as plan, im planning to work for a year and i mean like try all jobs from different lines/industry, gain some experiences and then enrol myself in SIM to get myself a degree before settling down for a permanent job. eh, i actually know what to do! i just need to pray that whatever profession i will hold in the future, i would love every single bit of it. in other words, i must LOVE MY JOB. i think that's the most important thing ever. loving what you're doing. so pray for me, and ill pray for you. hee. =)

so good day world!


Life is a journey from one point to another.
You know where you will end up, but you don't know what route will get you there.

TGIF!

TIRED NAK MAMPUS but im still standing, kicking and rocking planet earth! nyehehehe. and ohh, it's Friday the 13th! (random, i know)

and ohh, someone told me im one lucky girl.

alhamdulilah. i just learn to love life, no matter how bad it could be. and thank god for the wonderful companies (read:family, friends, boyfriend) i have. =) gosh, i sound so optimistic and all cheery. i hope it stays for a very looong time. insyaallah.

There's a sparkle in your eye that only I see,
and there's a place in your heart where only I want to be


happy 4th months Mr K-duts-entalan lodehs! thanks for being just you and being that pretty kentals boyfriend, i could ever asked for that is always patient and tolerates me like noone else could. i love you and am looking forward for more and heaps and bertimbun more monthsss with you excluding the heart wrenching and sayabolehtumbukawaksampaigigiterkeluar moments la. hehe. you complete me love. *insert muka tercute*

the boyfriend fetched me after work and we headed to Amirah's Grill to have our dinner and it was SEDAPS SEDAPS! i want to go there again laa. Bugis for some window shoppings, ah! there's alot of things that i have my eyes on ok. hrmph! i shall hit the malls pretty soon. and the boyfriend is the sweetest la, and im sorry for the iknowyouknowtheydontknow moments, Ms Bitchy decided to pay a visit la. but then again, havent Dee been bitchy her whole life? nyehahaha. i have a beautiful time with you love. thanks for everything and the constant tries to make me laugh, well, you never fail to. i love you boy!


Before I met you I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason,


Promise to love me, not forever because forever is too short,
but promise to love me each and every day of our lives.

It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them

i met up with the bestfriends on Monday and i had a blast eventhough i was sleepy almost all the time since i woke up at 4 am and had only 2 hours of sleep. madness i tell you! i helped out Endang with the hairs, for her school and we (Salai and me) nailed 21 girls in an hour and a half!haha! but it was quite intimidating standing beside an expert la, and thanks Salai for passing down your knowledge of hairstyles. hehe.

i decided to fetch Mal at SP since i was from NUS, and boy! macam paham la aku, at last sesat! nyehahaha. had our lunch at Pizza Hut and filled our empty stomachs with cheese, YUMMAY! after which we catched Freedom Writers and it was an inspirational and a good movie. it's like ermm, an old movie ive watched BUT hvae got no freaking idea what the title is. isk!! tapi eventhough i was ngantuk-ngantuk, aku tetap bertahan ok. hee. and since it's been ages that ive sat down and have a good talk with Shaf and of course, he miss me, we met and headed to Starbucks. terima kasih for the caramel frappucino hor! and korangs, aku had a wonderful time laughing, talking about nothing at all. aku sayang korangs la!


bestfriends,


i love her to bits and pieces.






the world's sombong bestfriend, a girl could ever have! haha.






i couldn't ask for anything more


If I had to sum up Friendship in one word, it would be Comfort

This has been my life and I found it worth living.

dance was extremely fun and filled with loads of laughters. we finally completed the dance for Dian's Festival. *shakes butt* Amin, thanks alot and ohh, with you around dance have never failed to be OHH SO FUN! im going to miss you when you're away to Taiwan la. sheesh! hee. and my leg is still painful from the fall. ah, Dee kental! nyehaha.

people could not fathom why i am still active in dance eventhough ive already graduated. the thing is i love dance and that's the only form of exercise that ive never find a chore. hehe. and of course, them girls have always been love and the passion/bond we shared is beautiful. ah, saya sayang mereka. =)

after dance, it's the meet up with the Charmed ones. we wanted donuts so much but argh! i guess im just not fated with them donuts. hmph! ohh wells, there's always other times. Tong Seng, Al Majlis, lots of walking and walking, catching up, sharing of every single things, laughters and loads of it and of course a wonderful time spend with them babes. ili! i want your hair long! nyehaha. and ohh THANKS EH FOR THE BLUEBLACK YOU CAUSE! sheesh!i love you girls so much laa. *pelukans yang ketat*

and and im doing some kendarat-in with the girls tomorrow. it will be fun, i hope.

Of those that matters,


my charmed ones.

and to my wife (HAHA!) Dearest Shahidah,

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY BABE!



Happy 20th babe! Have a great and fun year ahead with your loves one including me of course be gosh! insyaallah. and babe, aku sayang same kau and our stupid and random msn conversation. haha. and ohh, good luck with SNT hor. you and Cipah makes a rocking team baby! *coughs tapi tak sebaik aku dan arwahnye (HAHA, ok dee jahat!) la* nyeh!

Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be

I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end



i was bored at home and all i did was disturbed the boyfriend and in the end getting mad at him just because. haha. since i wanted Popeyes so much, we headed to the airport and had our late lunch. ah, the mashed potatoes and the biscuits are LOVE! after which, we walked around airport and went to my place since the dad's lappy is infested with virus. he did his magic which i dont understand a freaking bit. im always amused by people-es who know how to work with the computers. haha. i had a great time with you love. and for the punches and pinches i did the whole time just now, im sorry hor. you know i love you, will always do. nyehehe!

i had a long conversation with the bestfriend yesterday, it's been sometimes right Shaf? haha! im glad i managed to get a load of my chest and thanks for explaining me what Trojan is. aku sungguh amazed la. haha. and ohh, better tepati janji untuk belanja aku. im waiting hor!

and this is for real. im meeting and going out with my Charmed ones later! we shall relive them good ol' days. it's been sometimes babes! =)


At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody

The little things,
Sometimes they're worth so much more than what they seem,
Sometimes they're all that matters .

work was alright cause the Jahs never fail to crack me up and the workload is sumpah veryvery minimal. no complains la kan, we still get paid mah. hahaha. and then it was a green day for us and me and the boyfriend. cute kans! nyehaha!

anyhoos, the boyfriend fetched me from work, despite me being a fillintheblanks yesterday. well, he loves me pe. nyehaha. we headed to Raffles City cause i wanted donuts BUT the queqe was irritatingly lembabs, so we gave it a pass and had fried mars bar instead, upsize lagi! sedapsss sedapss! since i wanted to fill my not so hungry stomachs we headed to LJS and had it filled. hehe. yes, we shall cook together soon. i cannot wait hor! and i had a LOVEly time with you Mr.

Thanks for making me smile, laugh and always being that sweetsweet boyfriend i cant get enough of. hee. and you know, after the talk we had, no im not afraid anymore. To love is to risk being vulnerable. and ive come to a realisation that in a relationship there are bound to be hurts/dissapointment and if it is not you, it would probably be some others and i rather it be you ( akan tetapi i hope i wont get to feel all these laa). haha. i love you Mr K-duts-entalan lodehs! *tight tight hugs*

after which, we headed to Tamp Mart where i meet the girls (read: Cipah, Ad and Hani) cause we wanted to take pizza-es, garlic breads from Shafik, thanks hor! and went to my place, and had supper and catching up. girls, eventhough it was for a short while, it was fun. hasnt it always been since the tidur rumah Dee sebab nak dance to we dance together like shubedupbedup days.. HAHAHA! (teringat aku kepada bapok tu! WADUH!) ohh wells, more fun times to come!

and mati! niari saya makan banyak manyak! tomorrow shall be my makan rumput day. ceh! macam paham! hahaa.

our green day,


the boyfriend is love


Al Majlis meet up,








i love this pic cause i look soo HAPPY! hehe

Happiness will come when you are with the one
who can take you to places you never were, but always knew

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you