im all hyped up for Raya, blame it on Ali who constantly play Raya songs in the office for the past few days. i was singing out loud, tanpa segan silu *sings Selamaaaaat, Selamaaat Hari Rayaaaa* while marking, while surfing, while everything! hoho


Now from my two little handsome devils,



SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!

It's as if he takes the same breath with you. You're both one


today, i definitely miss him the most eventhough he was right beside me. we're so close yet so far. we did not utter any words and just remain in a tight embrace (in respect of bulan ramadhan. hehe), and when he left, it felt like he knows what is hidden inside my heart, my misses and my loves of him, and i the same. the moment is priceless. i love my Ahmad Mahir so much, he's my one.

Seoul Garden with the bestfriends was love. non-stop flow of foods, foods, foods and DRINKS! (haha! at least for me). it's been a loooooong while girls, catching up and talking about random stuffs over starbucks equals old school loving. next stop, Mal's birthday! =)

yesterday, we celebrated dearest Busok's 21st! we made her mad and pissy and she fell for the whole lie. haha! Pizza Hut for break fast, rooftop for her slunted/melted cake, her gifts and finally Tasha, a beautiful sandals for that prettybusok feet of yours! (haha) and so much wise talks and laughters and loves! before getting chase by the apek security. hehe. i love them girls so much! and busok, hope you had a great day, we are of course your KOOL-est friends! HAHA! i hear Bali, Bali, Bali! *dance around* i can't wait!

and can you believe it! can you, can you? TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF FASTING! OHMAYGOOOOOOOD!


Busok's 21st




we got her a Lomo too!









love like that!

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family


it's our first, all girls cousin outing, and each of us were very excited about it. iftar with them kinda close the chapter of my iftar sessions with my loves one (though i still have the bestfriend iftar) perfectly. Swensens for delicious foods and awesome earthquakes, Paragon to kill time and just sitting around telling stupid jokes and stories were love. we shall plan more of girls outing soon hor!

i hate the F1 race event! it practically eats up my boyfriend time, working from 1 pm to 3 am for 3 consecutive days without a decent break. eeeediot! anyways, on a lighter note, the baju raya da siap y'all! (YAY, sok raya! hahaha) and i can't wait for tomorrow!


Love love,












it would have been complete if it's not for Babypentingkantidur

i got my brownie & ice-creams at Adam Rd!

boyfriend, he pampers me too much.

Somebody like you can really make things all right for me


i was mad at him for being sick and not fulfilling his promise to bring me to Adam Rd for ice-creams. so when he came over, i put a looong face and kept quiet. i then demanded him to accompany me to Eastpt for my powder. the irony, because i did not utter a word and walked ahead of him the whole journey to and fro.

when we reached home, we started working on my room, continuing where we had left. despite being in a sickly state, he insisted on vacuuming my entire room including the ceilings, above the wardrobe and the hard to reach corners because for every vacuuming i do, i'll end up puffing my inhaler away. we shifted the bed, the wardrobe, the side rack and throw away more things! he then carefully stick and blowdry them pretty stickers on the wall and put up the curtains. i, in return felt so bad for being mad sesuka hati and gave him pills after pills to swallow. i know, im such an annoyingly nice girlfriend.

so we're left with the drilling of mirror, the side blackhangingthings and the bed's comforter and the room's complete!! and it's so weird that whenever im supposed to get mad at him, i'll end up feeling that im the most nonsensical person, to get mad at the most stupidest thing ever (no, you need not tell me, for i know). now, im patiently(trying to) waiting for him to finish his chores before meeting me.


for all his hardwork,


sexy ah die! HAHAHA!



my almost complete room!

We'll talk about our plans, and I'll keep saying how lucky we are


me: why are you telling me all these?
him: oh, because my dad used to drive along here and tell us about this place. it's my turn now, i'm telling you this and then when we have kids, i'll them about it also.

while walking around ikea,

me: there's so many things here than the Tampines one laa.
him: ya, nanti bile kita da ade rumah kite find our stuffs here ok you.


hehehehehe. i don't know, this little things he said made me smile like a silly girl. the power of imagination makes us infinite. hehe.

Its funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most,
not where you live or the car you drive or the price tag on your clothes


life has been good, good that comes with the bad but in the end good. hehe. i can't wait for raya, 2 more weeks! this year, it brings a whole new meaning because i think i've contributed a fair bit to the house and helped to ease my parents burden. *gives myself a pat*

school has been exhausting. ive never felt so tired, i guess the fasting month really test my abilities to stay calm, be patient and avoid the temptation to just gulped down a bottle of water. seriously, the amount of talking, shouting and standing for 5 periods straight is crazy. my body ached so much, i need a good body massage soon, very very soon.

a certain topic that have been brought up got me thinking. what do friends mean to me? friends to me, is my constant happiness. they're the same old people with the same old antics that i can never grow tired of. they don't put on a front with me, just because. over the years, people come and go but im certain of those that's going to stay even 30 years down the road. i love my circle of closefriends, very very much.

that aside, i can't wait for tomorrow. the final revamp of my room and iftar at Nenek's. i swear i can hear my aunties laughter this moment. hahaha.


same people, different place,






















3/4 of boobies,




the fairy you run away from. haha.

i found these in my favourite site and i find it really really inspiring.


He says the problem with teachers is, "What's a kid going to learn
from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?"
He reminds the other dinner guests that it's true what they say about
teachers:
Those who can, do; those who can't, teach.

I decide to bite my tongue instead of his
and resist the temptation to remind the other dinner guests
that it's also true what they say about lawyers.

Because we're eating, after all, and this is polite company.

"I mean, you¹re a teacher, Taylor," he says.
"Be honest. What do you make?"

And I wish he hadn't done that
(asked me to be honest)
because, you see, I have a policy
about honesty and ass-kicking:
if you ask for it, I have to let you have it.

You want to know what I make?

I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.
I can make a C+ feel like a Congressional medal of honor
and an A- feel like a slap in the face.
How dare you waste my time with anything less than your very best.

I make kids sit through 40 minutes of study hall
in absolute silence. No, you may not work in groups.
No, you may not ask a question.
Why won't I let you get a drink of water?
Because you're not thirsty, you're bored, that's why.

I make parents tremble in fear when I call home:
I hope I haven't called at a bad time,
I just wanted to talk to you about something Billy said today.
Billy said, "Leave the kid alone. I still cry sometimes, don't you?"
And it was the noblest act of courage I have ever seen.

I make parents see their children for who they are
and what they can be.

You want to know what I make?

I make kids wonder,
I make them question.
I make them criticize.
I make them apologize and mean it.
I make them write, write, write.
And then I make them read.
I make them spell definitely beautiful, definitely beautiful, definitely
beautiful
over and over and over again until they will never misspell
either one of those words again.
I make them show all their work in math.
And hide it on their final drafts in English.
I make them understand that if you got this (brains)
then you follow this (heart) and if someone ever tries to judge you
by what you make, you give them this (the finger).

Let me break it down for you, so you know what I say is true:
I make a goddamn difference! What about you?

Taylor Mali

It is being a part of a moment and being aware of nothing but that moment.

i finally did treatment on my hair and scalp! my head feel so much lighter and my hair softer. no ugly and frizzy ends, yet. haha.

my boyfriend was trying to be sweet yesterday. after car workshopping, he insisted on Vivo for no apparent reason. i followed him all the way only to find myself in front of Build-A-Bear. the boy actually wanted to build me a bear, how sweet but as much as i love bears and the idea of having an Ahmad Mahir bear with me, i rather spend them moolahs on the necessities this period, the raya period. so i dragged him to almost every shoe shops there, and find myself a sexy pair of heels. for the heels and my shoppings, thank you boyfriend. hehe.

we then met up with Cipah and Yusoff. me and Cipah are crazy, four days straight breaking fast with each other. hahaha. we headed to this Thai restaurant at Arab St and the foods are delicious! we ordered dishes, very non-stop hits, very kelaparan and ended up with bloated, bloated stomachs. after breaking fast, we parted ways and we headed to Ikea for the upgrading of my room. thank god the boyfriend was patient enough with my fickle mindedness, we spend almost 2 hours there just going around and around looking for the best price. the lower, the better. hahaha. gath, i'm going to miss boyfriend alot, alot. sobs.

we teteks headed to Geylang and it was fun! Arnolds for breaking fast and bazaar for alot of stuffs. our money was indeed well spend on make ups, make ups and make ups and $5 tops. gosh, i cant believe the online shop sells the exact top for $32! the horror! i saw many pretty kurungs, and i want one more. shall head down the last week of puasa, mesti lelong! lelong! lelong! kite turun last day of raya ah ok? hehe.

on Thursday was the much anticipated iftar with the SNT-ians and the old ones headed down. hehe. awww, i miss them la! Maks Place for dinner and loads of catching up with each other. Arab St for the new place introduced by Cipah was cool. i love the ambience and the interior designs. we played a whole lot of merepek games and had too much laughters. it's been awhile girls and we shall meet again. for those with cameras, upload your pictures can? tsk!

the play on Wednesday was boooring, at least for the rest of us except Cipah! hahaha! but thank you Veen for inviting us. it was an outing with my bastards and teteks and it was love. of course it was, it's like double happiness. hahaha. and bastards, next week for punjabs and my eyebrow is in need of threading soon!

the packed week hasn't ended yet. i cant wait for my secondary school iftar! yebaaa! since its bulan ramadhan, nomore babitack ok busok! tak halal! hehe.


my teteks






our kurungs. haha








SNT


for the only picture i have.
Bastards and Teteks











love love.

If you search your heart and listen to its instructions you'll end up where you belong




i have come across too many blogs, too many stories about failed love. every single time, i'll cringed, somehow my heart ached a little. i let out a little prayer for them not to hurt as much as they do, for them to get over the whole ordeal soon. for i know, time will heal the pain, slowly but surely.

i then looked at us and i hope that we'll stay together for a long long time. i know, the future is uncertain and nothing is forever but please make it last, just make it last. cause i don't see myself without him. that boy, he does not only put a smile across my face but my heart as well. i love you boyfriend.

Happy 21st love.

Hug them, kiss them and tell them that you love them
Don't miss the chances that life has given you to spend with people you love, there are no rewinds


my first day of school was packed! i had only three free periods to breathe, but being with the kids are the best! i swear, i rather be stucked with them than siting down in the staffroom. hehe. we played Hangman, English version (if there's such thing! haha), they were busy thinking of different book titles and it was so funny. ade ke dorangs kasi The Almost Complete Singapore Ghost Stories Collection! HAHAHA! the kids they're like the reason for school.

yesterday, the family, boyfriend and myself headed to Mak's Place to break our fast. me and the boyfriend ordered a whole lot of dishes from cereal prawns to fried small squids to blackpepper chicken to tom yum and the list goes on and on and on. thank you Mama for the treat! we then headed to Geylang and weirdly enough, it wasn't as packed as i thought it would be. we did our rounds with me and mama fighting in the middle just because of curtains, curtains, curtains! *roll eyes* thank god, boyfriend was smart enough to buy me ice-cream to cool me down! hehe. i love my family, sayang sayang sangat! and thank you boyfriend for tolerating us, you have too laa! hehe.

mama actually planned to go Johor but it's just sad that me and boyfriend can no longer head out impromptu-ly to Johor because we're not declared! eventhough i just don't see the rational in declaring ourselves beforehand. and it's muchmuchmuch more sad that our pay is on the same day. it's like we're rich and sadly broke together! garh!

oh oh, i can't wait to shop for raya this weekend. ohh payday, why do you have to come so lambat! i got a whole list of NEEDS and it's driving me crazy cause it's like whatever i want, i need also. hahahaha!

and and, the so much anticipated iftar with my SNT-ians. oh my god, it's been a long time coming!


Eastcoast




you see, i take for him picture lawa-lawa, but he LOVE capturing me in such state.

so of course, i have to take a picture myself (HAHAH!)







my family, family, family

papa is merepek!!

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you