Coyote Ugly was superb. It was the first time Im watching it and I fell in love with it ( not forgetting the cute-i-can-melt-anytime hero). heh. Dreams are not impossible if you believe in it. Ohh well, if you have a cute man by your side believing in it too. haha. * sings underneath the starlight starlight, there's a magical feeling so right*

and oh oh, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU kepada semua umat Islam. A brand new year. * breathes the fresh air* i want to change for the better but i just have some trouble starting. yes, the time will come. we shall pray and hope for the best. insyaallah. and im thankful for every little things that have happen in my life. alhamdulilah. =)

ah, im starting to miss my grandma. i shall meet her this wed. Zafri and Zafirah will be there too and I cant wait to get my hands on my lil cousins. haha.

The sisters asked me questions that stumped me. silly sisters. well well, all i could say for now is the time will come.


What I'm looking for is a love that's forever.
Someone who can capture my soul in a heartbeat
And stay for all time.
What I'm praying for is a match made in heaven.

Someone who'll go the distance.
I need somebody with staying power
Who will make me go weak in the knees.
And everything that goes with it.
I need honor and love in my life
From somebody who's playing for keeps.

What I'm searching for is a man who'll stand by me.
Who will walk through the fire and be my
Flame in the night.

Oh, and I won't settle for less than what I deserve.
A friend and a lover who will love me for the
Rest of my life.

I won't be impatient.
There's one thing worth waiting for


I think I need a bottle with a genie in it

i went out with the family and had a whole lot fun. we went east coast and had a sumptuous meal. yummylicious ok. hehe. me and my siblings were taking pictures and whole lot of it. i hearts them to bits. stupid jokes, teases, laughters made my day. family, the love of my life. =)

ili's bdae celebration yesterday was stupidly, crazily great. it's been awhile since we all last met and actually hang out together for the whole day. baby zizi, i hope you have a fun time with us. hehe. swensens, pizza hut, esplanade, coffe bean, laughters, teases, poking, ramasing, singing, taking pictures, jokes, running were very much enjoyable. and yes my english sucks. hah. ohh well, i had a great time with you guys. and you guys are much love. muacks.

though the event happen a week ago. every memories of it are still fresh in my mind. TP Openhouse was really a beautiful time spent with the SNT-ians. and they make my life in school much more colourful. i hearts them.

memories shall remain memories. maybe things will change between us, maybe we'll get closer maybe not but one thing for sure, each one of you have made a difference in my life and that i want to thank you.


TP Openhouse,





















Ili's birthday celebration,


she's happy and that what matters most.






bila larut malam.. tara kucha cha cha. haha







and the outing with the very much love family,








haha. im high on foods.


the brothers.


the sisters.


the ohh i love them so much parents.


ah, love of my life.


if i had one wish,
things would never change

i hate having fun, laughing so much only to end my day crying.

if anything, i wouldn want to hurt a friend. never. i have been in that position of having anticipating something so much only to have it crushed in the end. your reply made me realised that maybe i am to blame. i give you that hope.

guilt overcomes me when you were mentioned. i was at lost not knowing what to do and i wonder if i did the right thing. making a decision, choosing is not and have never been my favourite. maybe out of courtesy, i should have taken the initiative and ask but i didnt.

what would you do if you were me? i tried so hard pleasing everyone only to realised that i cant.

im sorry.

my pretty ladies made me laugh, smile and shrieked. i love them to bits and pieces. Seoul Garden for 2 hours was heaven with mini paus, lotsa lotsa foods, tom yam soup, sushis, ice-cream and a tofu that was being step on ( inconsiderate punyer orang!). hah. But it was all good, I enjoyed my meal with lotsa catching ups and laughters. hmv-in, spotlight-ing, window shopping, KFC-ing, touching, poking and hugging. i hearts them big big ok.

im missing the whole dance gang so much. i miss our lepaks session, starbucks session, sri sun sessions, mc d sessions. i miss miss miss all of you guys. remember how we used to meet up every single day? isk. meet you guys soon ok.



toilet pun sempat ok. heh


miss jackson and the silver girl.


im Ms.Environmentalist. heh


WORLD PEACE.


police on patrol.


hearts hearts them.


lurpys lurpys love love them!!


Another day goes by
Will never know just wonder why

im happy! *does chicken dance, jumps up and down* weeee. no more presentations, no more final reports, no more staying overs which fyi i will greatly miss, no more stressss. yessa! i feel like as if the holidays are here. i cant wait for school to be over in 2 weeks. =)

the parents pamper me too much. ah, i love them.

meeting the bestfriends soon for Seoul Garden. cant wait ok. im so hungry to the laparness to the core. i want to hug my bestfriends. huggy huggy hug hug.


Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

two of the most favourite-est, most fun-nest and most wonderful people in my life celebrated their birthday today,




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR LIYANA ADIKKU YANG TERMENGARUTS DAN TERBISINGS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

heh. Baby you're 15! 15! 15! wah wah wah! hehe. i hope you'll enjoy the year ahead, be happy with us and your lovely dovey friends and may you be in the pink of health always. insyaallah. Baby study lesser ok, heh and go out more so you will stop nagging at me for not kemasin the rumah. i love you so much and dont you worry a lil suprise will come your way. sayang baby!!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR ILI LIYANA IZYAN KAWANKU YANG TERPOWER TO THE MAX DAN YANG SUKA CUBITS-CUBITANS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Ili, hope you have a wonderful year ahead, and spend the bestest moments in your life with your loved ones and may you be in the pink of health always. insyaallah. Sorry for not meeting up on your birthday because am too busy. So sorry but rest assure we shall have a GREAT fun on Saturday ok babe! i love you and im missing you too. lamer tak touch-touch. hahaha. smile always. muacks!

and that feeling still remain
you're still the cutest in my heart.

we laughed, sang out loud, said cold/lame-iest jokes on earth, said things we don't understand, make sarcastic remarks to keep us awake, munch on our all time favourite wheel crackers, do quizzes that reflects personalities blabla ( that has got nothing to do with school). hah. that's what we did the whole day when we were in school from 9 am to 10 pm. dedicated to projects and ppt slides. fuh! accomplishment ok. and girls, no i did not have a concussion ( due to hard knock on the PC), im just merely high on projects. HAHA.

im hoping to meet the bestfriends later to relieve my stress BUT i dont think and have a good feeling i cant meet them till Friday. and so girls yang aku cinta dan aku rindu, im so sorry. friday ok? pls pretty pretty pls. i love you girls and am missing you girls. it's the other way round kan? hehe. i want to watch movies with you girls. 3 for the price of 2! PERFECTO! heh. Friday k k k?

ive completed my individual assignment, CRM test is done with. yessa! ive IMP1 presentation later. and i cant wait for that to finish. 2 group final reports completed at long last! and so im left with 3 presentations, 1 final report, 1 individual assignment and 2 end test. im counting down actually. hah. cant wait!


imagine you and me

Openhouse performance was very fun yet tiring due to waking up early in the morning. And for the first time, i did my own make-up ( i cant possibly be always dependent on the senior right). i got to learn someday. heh. Taking of pictures was never being missed out. it's just a compulsary for every performance. i love the snt-ians. you girls are simply awesome. =)

my group got to set up our shop again during Open House. It was good in a sense that we actually did quite well for RM however it was tiring and mind-worrying cause of the decorations. the panel was being locked up at student activity room and so we couldn use them. but but but we make used of all the props that we had like cloths and more of it. and i want to say thank you to Irfan for helping us out, coming down early to school when you dont need to and the ppt slides background. thanks! and i must admit our shop looked wow ( eventhough the previous one was WOW! heh) eventhough we dont have the panel.

Ariff's birthday celebration was CRAZY and very funny! Hot cafe, yummylicious foods, chocolatey cake, catching things up, reminiscing about our sec school life, joking around, laughing at one high/drunk guy (i cant wait to make fun of that person. hehe) and esplanade-ing. I had such a wonderful time with you guys. somethings just never change eh? you guys are still the same old same old crazy bunch 3 years back. weeee.

and to Ariif, Happy happy 20th birthday! Have a wonderful year ahead and may you be in pink of health always. insyaallah. and da tua tu jadilah wiser sikit ok. you know what i mean. but i really hope you did enjoy the birthday celebration which i know you did. heh. Once again, selamat hari jadi and thanks for the nonsensetical craps, funny jokes and stupid stories. you're one gereks to the max friend.

the groupmates slept at my house for presentation. hotdogs being burned by big fire just shows how good a cook we are (buruk ok. haha), prawn ball, cuttlefish balls at 4 am, blueberry drinks, milk, chips and takin turn to sleep but at last each one of us never wanting to wake up ( sungguh penat la). but it was fun. haha. dont we always have fun eh girls? hehe

presentation went quite well for us. time management was good and our point was being brought forward. 1 presentation down, 4 more to go and not forgetting 2 reports and 2 individual assignments and also 3 end tests. cant wait for all to finish. then i shall part and party and party. YAY!



wow right? hehe

ariff's bdae celebration,


the birthday boy!


hanisha's back in spore.




he's not change a single bit ouhh except for tt bloated stomach. hah


see how red Marl can be. heh


the crazy bunch.


Izinkan aku melafazkan isi hatiku

sleeping at 5 am has been something that ive got so used to and i think it's BAD, VERY BAD. how i long for one day that is dedicated to sleep and only sleep. but but but ive got final report-s, powerpoint slides and not forgetting those horrible horrible individual assignments. two more
weeks to go before hell is over for me. be patient Dee (breathes in and out).

why can't we learn to be more considerate? this is little little things in life that we should already have known and be instilled in ourselves. a little courtesy goes a long way. haven you heard of that? when will be the time i burst and say a piece of my mind eh (pleasing people drains me)? ah, im tired. grow up and stop thinking of yourself.

bubble tea with Amin and Sharifah was fun, fun, fun evethough we were fighting over a cute red t-shirt guy and some other eye candies in school, bitching and at the same time indirectly hitting each other at the face ( serious gerek kene-kene kan each other ok). it was all in the name of fun, no hearts was broken, nobody was hurt. heh. i love the long walk that i had with Amin. stupid stupid tests, stories and a green ulat bulu yang sungguh menggelikan was present.

celebration of Ariff's birthday later tonight. i hope i can survive throughout the whole day but i cant wait cause i know we'll have a jolly good time.


biar saja waktu nanti yang menikmati kisah ini

my bestfriends are love! and they were there for me when i was feeling shitty. we had soo many to share since the three of us had not met for quite sometime. BK-ing, teasing each other non-stop, laughing like noone's business, catching up with each other, bitching, FOX-in, pulling each other, poking each other and hugging. im glad i always have you girls to lean on and tell all my stories to. you girls know me too well, and yes, i'll try not bottling everything inside. this friendship of ours, i cherish, 3 years and going, you girls are just precious.

Mal, im glad and am very very happy for you. and yes that Mr is a good catch. Su, don't worry so much, you guys will pull through this one and am sure of that. aku doa kan korang happy happy dengan orang yang tersayang. hehe. aku sayang korang banyak-banyak macam ikan-ikan yang ade dalam lautan pacific ( banyakkan ikan-ikan tak terkire tau, haha). muacks.







they colours and brightens up my day.


ku masih mencuba, bawakan cahaya indah
agar dapatku tenangkan jiwaku

ohh well, i guess to stay bitter bitter for long doesnt serves any purpose for me. it'll just bring to more series of heartwrenching, loud shrieking moments. and nah, i dont need it now. i need all the energy i have to focus on my studies, projects and assignments. and hey, you should too ok! ;)

that phone conversation was hilarious! haha. it was funny, yes BUT at the end of the day our heart is breaking, no BUT letting it all out was good wasnt it? hehe. at times all we need is a nice nice BITCHY talk with a bitchy friend of course, to laugh out loud eventhough it's very tiring and could bring us down. what do we got ourselves into seh?

we cant really figure out human beings can we? they're very unique, very unpredictable and often full of contradictions. and we're hyprocites in a way or another ( stop saying you're not la). and yes, i fall in that category but who's perfect in this unperfect world anyway? (perfectionist pun tk perfect babtu drang tries soo hard to be PERFECT but fail, at last bunuh diri bab stress ok). haha.

and who are you to judge people when you dont even know them? like hello!! wakey wakey up up dear friend. at least, they're much much a thousand times sumpah aku tak bedek BETTER than you. you cares so much about the outer surface that you miss the wonderful qualities people has inside of them. and to think of it, you're not even close to good looking. (kayuh lama-lama sampai tua pun takkan reach good looking la)

ok Dee, enough of being mean.

i met Shaf and he listens to every of my stories and i feel like killing him once again and we talk and talk like the day wont end and i had a great time and i know you had a great one too. hahah. and shaf, i know you hate me for making you sumpah over stupid things but that is just what my siblings do to each other when we want to know the truth. heh

and i met Ili. i miss her soo much. and i like the library moment. yes, it's been quite awhile since we last met and talk eh? dont worry, birthday coming soon kan? hehe. we shall have a wonderful celebration for it.

i want the nokia flowery flowery phone. i hearts it so much. so cantik, so lawa. if only papa keeps up to his words. nevermind, i shall bug him. birthday present last year belum dapat ni. haha.

a short conversation with mr cute guy just ends my day perfectly.

=)


if only you could see right through my eyes.

it was fun! everything went smoothly and i think our shop looks great. YAYYYY YAY YAY! and so our harworks pay off. our sales was good, we managed to clear almost every products. alhamdulilah.

i want to say a BIG BIG TAK TERHINGGA THANK YOUs to Amin and Kay for the panel (we couldn do without it), Ili for the beautiful poster that really stands out (good publicity ok), Sharifah for the small tag that fits perfectly for our packaging and of course not forgetting Caca and Irfan for helping us out today ( that really means alot to us la). And how could i miss my leading ladies, the ladies in purple that stays up the whole night eating junk foods, ice-cream 3am in the morning doing project and decorating of decos. I love you ladies! We made it! We made it! hah. now who's losing? definitely not us eh girls? heh. Yes, we can survive on our own.

Rehearsals are really meant for doing the most stupidest, slengest, embarrasing things like flying of payung, kipas and stepping on horrible, very the ugly sharp staples. urgh! madness. hah. today was really a strings of bad events for me starting with the walls, the key, the staples that causes bloods and the dad not wanting to fecth me and asking me to take taxi instead ( so membuangkan duits la). but it was all good, there were laughters, smiles and most importantly i got to eat my nasi briyani that ive been kempunaning. haha.

Be enchanted by our shop!










window display


you girls rock my world!



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♥ 13 Nov 87


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