wishes on a star do come true

we finally dated out, the boyfriend and i. i had such a wonderful time with him eventhough we didnt get what we wanted. we walked and walked, and talked and talked, and i kept quiet (a new hobby of mine=just to make him feel guilty) and joked and teased, and laughed and laughed, and eat and drink and sit and sit. i had fun mr kentalan lodehs! nyeh! i love you hor!

while we were at Esplanade enjoying good music, the family called and wanted me to join for supper at Simpang. since they heard that im with the boyfriend, the parents invited him. that boy was so nervous that he kept on blabberingandblabberingandblabbering. kelakars la! so mama was being mama with so many questions, papa and the siblings were teasing. kecoh sungguh! but im glad that the family has always been supportive. sayang family banyak-banyak!

ok back to the reports that ive been procastinate! melampau sungguh la!




and you know i love you

The littlest things that take me there

so the dreadful FRIDAY has finally ended. phew! *JUMP AROUND*

2 term tests and 1 submissions = pure fun! hurhur. the papers were alright considering i managed to study just a wee bit, i was sleeping for the first half hour of my IMC paper, only to wake up realising im left with 23 exact minutes to complete it (HAHA!), my answers made me laughed like a complete idiot (read: what is enthocentric? answer: an enthnic of a culture. MEREPEKS LOR!). ohh wells, now that it's over and done with. im just praying for the best! nyeh!

after which, i managed to get a LOAD of my shoulder just by sitting and having lunch with them girls (read: Ili, Ad and Fifi). haha! sumpah we were merepek-ing at LJS and laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing. yes, we were basically HAPPY girls who is lacking of sleep except for the birthday girl. HAHA! it was fun la korangs. aku sayang korangs. woohoooo! *dengan kepala-kepala pusing 360 degree* HAHAHA.

then i headed to Simei and met with the bestfriend, my favourite busok and mr annoying. it was a hell of a rollercoaster ride man! HAHA! but in the end, i was thankful that it was all good. yes, the years of friendships outweighs those sumpah nak cekik-cekik moments. heh. and Ariff, have fun celebrating your birthday! i wish i could join you guys dancing the night awaay. next time hor after my freaking packed weeks. sayang korangs!

and thanks for that needing hug babe. love you!

now now, let me get starting on my individual journals. i have 2 group reports and 3 individual journals to be submitted next week! IS THIS GREAT OR WHAT? baik punya sampai boleh mati la! argh!


that date with bestfriend,












sayang kau la babe!


Just be what you want,
Just as long as it's real

there is much beauty everywhere

life been veryveryvery packed. hasnt it always been? i feel like taking a break but i couldnt. ill go through this 2 weeks just fine, insyaallah.

im taking a chill pill on my social life. i want to lessen my outings/activities/lepaksession cause im tired like that. 2 days straight reaching home close to 6 am is insane. gosh, i wish school could be a little nicer to us. it's crazy la. BUT on a better note, i pass my term tests. like WOW! alhamdulilah.

i want to blog more but i think i should stop and start studying for tomorrow's paper. 2 tests and guess what? i havent even start studying. madness la ok. hurhur.

but it's never wrong to display my loves to the loves one. so here's BIRTHDAYS shout out to the people who has made an impct in my life. i love each of them so much!


To the guy who was born on the 23rd,



To the girls who was born on the 26th,






truly madly deeply

sometimes you tell yourself the things you need to hear

now that i've completed my part on the Entrepeneurship report that is needed to be submitted this Friday, i feel so much at ease. all i need to do now is to concentrate on the 2 DREADFUL TESTs i have this Friday. argh!

sometimes when you said you sacrificed so much on something. stop and reflect. sometimes, it seems that you are but you just don't. and when you said you put in alot of effort to make something work, think again. did you? cause in the name of friendship, nothing is too much. stop being selfish, and only seeing things in your point of view. cause babe, ive seen the BIGGER picture and gosh, you're in the wrong too. but then in this world, aren't we, humans selfish?


and im meeting the bestfriends later. I MISS THEM GIRLS MAHA BANYAK!



cause no matter how distance each of us are now, we are still close at heart. and them girls, are my world's best critics cause they know me like no others. 7 years of friendships and many more to come! for that thank you for everything and tolerating me. i love you girls so much. our friendships have gone through alot of rough phrase and it's been tough. so babes, cheers for more good memories and lots of jolly love-able time together. SAYANG SAMA KORANGS! *hugs kuat-kuat*

and all we're waiting for is something worth waiting for

so don't look so hard for happy endings, cause you might miss the best part of the story

i decided to take a break from the report that ive been crapping and crapping, rest my fingers for the long hours it's been typing non-stop and do this,




"and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time."
-Never Been Kiss


back to reports! *fly farfar away*

and ohh, please remind me to shed those fats im gaining. STRESS la seh!


I've learned that the more creative you are, the more things you notice

The more I learn the more I love, the more my heart cant get enough

so hello world! ive been missing the blogging scene for far too long. so no fret, Dee's back, back again!

5 more submissions to go. am i happy or what! *jumping around* now pray, ill survive 3 more weeks just like i did previously. now i can say that the light at the end of tunnel seems reachable. haha!

TP's OpenHouse performance on Thursday and Friday went well i must say with comments that simply leave us girls up in the air. woohoooo! hehe. you girls did a great job! a HUGE THANK YOU for Adliah for being the driver around ( hehe!) and following me ambik-ing baju, to Cipah and Sha for easing my headache with the costumes and the make-up, Hani for being there ( HAHA!) and helping packing up, Ili for carry-ing stuffs and being the videowoman and not forgetting dearest Indah for helping us out! and and to you girls for making it and dancing your 110%. aku sayangs korangs! and for the time i shouted, am angry, saying sarcastic remarks, ordering around, im sorry hor! and not forgetting the time i sisik and sisik and sisik your hair, BEST la tapi HAHA! kesian korangs! ohh wells, tetap lawa kan rambuts2 nye? hehe.

after project meeting, met up with Cipah and we had dinner at LJS. it's been sometimes since the both of us hang out together. i love you la girl! *peluk kau kuat-kuat* after which, we met up with Hani and Caca and headed to Bugis. Al Majlis was fun ok! it's been ages since we last sheesha-ed. and and we didnt have to pay for our drinks and wedges. all thanks to the sheesha guy! *winks at either Cips or Hani* wohoooo! next time datang lagi la gini eh? haha! i had a great time la babes!

and ohh before ive forgotten, there's a poster outside library, a rather huge one of me and Ad. BANGGA babe BANGGA! hahahahhaha. jangan jealous! nyeh!

and and no matter what i said, yes, i do MAHA LOVE the boyfriend. hurhur! so i want to THANK him for being kudut! hahah! ok no, i want to thank him for carry-ing heavyheavy bag of costumes, for driving us around when Ad wasn't avalaible and for being there when i needed him. i love you hor! *blushes like mad*

and and and to all umat Islam, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!


During rehearsals,


it's her birthday! Happy 18th DIK MUNAH!



TP's OpenHouse,
Day 1,

like EHEM EHEM!














Day 2,








sayang korangs!
the time at Bugis,




















Experience joy, and you become the joy

The days will always be brighter because he existed

2 submissions down, 7 to go! the journey is still far but im starting to see a glimpse of light. heh!

after submissions, we (read: me, Zila, Veen and Ad) headed to Changi, after hours of deciding on places to lunch out, since Zila drive. *shouts SEKUAT-KUATNYA THANKS ZILA* we had ayam penyets and lunch with them ladies has always been crazy. sumpah kekek laa! and eh im e baik-est among all ar, korangs kakak-kakak and mak yang kurangs! nyeh. hahaha. so we had a blast with minah language, jalan terus, my R, angkat kaki nak jalan, teases, jokes and tons of laughters. sayaaang korangs!

after Zila dropped me and Ad at school, we met up with the boyfriend and Ili. after which we headed to KK to visit Ad's cousins. gosh, he's cute plus all the babies and lil children there! and and the babies/kids clothes available = MAJOR CUTENESS! we wanted to visit the nursery but ended up confusing ourselves and surrender shortly after by munching on Deli. it was a FUN KK trip. hehe! a HUGE THANKs to the girlfriend for driving. *senyumans yang lebar*

a hair raising/standing moment that send chills to my spine. but im glad to have helped a dear friend. babe, no thanks, no sorries required. i just hope you will be fine soon. insyaallah.

and to dearest Cipah, you're special/unique the way you are and i treasure this special friendship of ours. no matter the situation, you'll always be the charmed sister of mine. babe, i love you. *peluk kau kuat-kuat*

and i heart the boyfriend for just being there when i need him the most. love yang teramat!


that fateful trip,












There is only one you
Don't you dare change just because you're outnumbered

You are everything i never knew i always wanted

i and blogger has a chemistry so deep that i need to update it regularly. HAHA! 2 submissions tomorrow, im done with my part for IMP2, now im struggling to complete my SM individual portfolio. sheesh!

but im happy that i need not worry about costumes for OpenHouse as we have choosen it yesterday. phhheeeeeew! and thanks Amin, Cipah and Shahidah who were there to help me ease the burden. sayaaang korangs. Ayam Penyet at kampung melayu was delicious, after which we (read:the boyfriend, Cipah and Sha) headed to Al-Majlis to meet up with the rest there. our main intention was to sheesha the night away but ohh wells, i guess lady luck wasn't by our side. heh. so we had desserts instead with double chocolate sundaes and chocberry milkshakes. YUM! there were alot of laughters, teases, jokes, hair standing moments and slapping of hands. it was a FUNNY night with them loves! *looks at Cipah, calling calling aku nak gambars!*

something happened and it was hard to believe, it's like a nightmare coming to life. but hey, we will work it out. cause friends will be there in times of difficulties and happiness. no worries hor, things will be the same as last time. insyaallah.

and it's hard being frustrated/angry but still wanting to care at the same time. don't make it hard for me.

i saw this quiz, and i had to do it. it spells C O O L S H I T! haha.


your name: Nurdiyanah

what you look like:


where you live:

my house n my loves.

your friends:

my bestfriends Mal n Su.


my bestfriend Shaf.


my bestfriend Marliany.


favourite busok and dearest Tisa.


annoying Ariff.


my makciks-makciks.


my favourite interns.


charmed sisters, Cipah and Ili.


my girlfriend, Adliah.


Amin-ah Farisha.


my be,Shahidah.


each and everyone of them ladies.

your significant other(s):

the parents

the boyfriend.

your favourite band(s):




i can only think of Bon Jovi and Destiny Child

Your favourite book:


Your favourite TV Shows:

it's been awhile since i last watch TV. none for now.

Your favourite movies:















Your zodiac sign:


Your favourite food (s):






Your Favourite drink (s):








ok shoot! i act like i have no reports to be submitted tomorrow and time is on my side! haha. ok back to report! nyeh. *off i goooo!*


Learn to love, and you'll know how to live

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you