it was fun. Magus Luna was really a magical night. heh. the hair was fabulous, i so love it la ala ala Naima and the make-up it makes us looked vogue seh. haha. and thanks to Amin for the great dance. and i really am glad that we bonded and i learn to be ME with them. that's good ok. =)

starbucks session was so hilarious. with us being inside and them being outside playing charade and miming. kelakar la. Ili really makes me laugh with her selamber-ness. and and i learn alot of new words too. ok a few. heh.

i had fun, super deduper fun. pictures worth a thousand words. cewah.


the cantik to the max hair. thanks Salai!!


e minah, e arab and me. hehe


this girl cracks me up.


e pendekars and e maidens.


muka maintain eh. haha


we loves taking photos usuing ppl's camera. heh


i love e pendekars!


vogue-ness


honk-honk!


thanks all of you for a wonderful night.


Sulit untuk ku katakan betapa aku suka dirimu

if you're unhappy tell me about it. it irritates me but then again im doing what i love. and i dont think i need to please your needs of me being the goody two shoes you have always wanted me to be.

im sad that you're not being supportive. am i doing something bad? and it saddens me that i find myself distance from you. you use to be someone i run to and tell all the happy happy details of my life. but now, you nvr seems to favour every lil lil things i do. may i asked why? am i a changed person? are you?

ive tried my best to please you but maybe i dont try hard enough. the thing is i cant be bothered, not anymore. now, im doing what i deem right and not you nor you can stop me.


you let me fall for you,
but you were never there to catch me falling.

There is someone out there for me
I know he is waiting so patiently
Can you tell me his name
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane

I'm staring out at the sky
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

Where are you?
I'm going to look all over the world baby
Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy but I think I love you


Does he even realize I'm here?

seriously i feel the meeting wasnt really necessary but ohh well, it was great meeting them again. crapping all the way disturbing the sec school students and talking about stuffs. after which, me and Zila watched Blue Crush at the library. i love that movie.

we headed to town and break fast at Pizza Hut and having our dessert at Haagen Daaz. Yummylicious ok. Was so full but Ms Zila forced me to eat. hehe. Felt like vomitting again. haiz. super teruks la Dee ni. ohh well, i had a wonderful wonderful time. hope you did to bdae girl! =)

and i was shocked that i couldnt even wrap a gift nicely. sorry beb. it was so messy la. BUT a cute ribbon and a yellow heart pull everythin off. hehe.



before and after. see super messy kan,sungguh memalukan seh BUT e ribbon super CUTE kn. haha


and the ribbon is so useful!! haha.


i hearts her



salahkah ku bila kaulah yang berada dihatiku?

i couldn sleep at all. weirdness. ive been waking up as early as 7am this past few days which for your info is so not me. i usually wakes up at 11 or even 1pm. sheesh. my stomach have not been itself lately too. i feel like vomitting each time i eat. haiz.

papa is unhappy with me. i know where the unhappy-ness is coming from. understanded. but if only he learn to trust me a lil more. i mean yes, im a young lady. yes, making it a habit is not good. but i know my limit. and furthermore, ive school. parents, they worry too much.

guess what i did when i was bored just now? i cut my skirt. inspired by Yan. hah. and now the skirt look more cantik-er. i haven been wearing it for ages, sec 3 was the last time. i shall wear it someday.

there's meeting at 11am and he do not even inform me about it. kalau aku tak datang baru tau. but but the meeting wont go on without the secretary. eh Zila eh? heh. and i cant wait for later celebrating dearest Zila terkental bdae.

=)

i cant find the words to explain it
aint it crazy how i fall.

To my sister cum adviser cum goodfriend cum treasurer aka orang tergiler, Nurazilahwati,

HAPPY 20th BDAE!!



Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.Insyaallah. Da muda-muda ni jangan cepat marah-marah tau. Senyum-senyum selalu.heh. Thanks for being there for me and always giving me great advises. I hearts you bnyk-bnyk!!


MUACKS!!

ps. i wont forget the ice-cream ok mak cik! i wont! yummylicious!

im feeling so sick. my stomach been making freaking noises and the pain, so unbearable. urgh. ive been vomitting and vomitting the whole night yesterday and my throat sucks. Thinking of the chicken i ate makes me want to hurl. and i hate drinking plain water. bleah.

and I want someone beside me right now taking good care of me.

BUT on a brighter note, Mal told me that we're left with 10 more days to Raya!! Ohh my tak sabar, tak sabar! Weeeee!



Didalam sebuah cinta, terdapat bahasa
Yang mengalun indah, mengisi jiwa

The day was well spend with the family. I had the most wonderful great day ever! Went to Mak Busu's house as me and Kak Rozi wanted to see Zafri and the little ones. Comel loteh ok my lil cousins! heh. I had fun rounding Compass Point with them. Super cute la. and i took the LRT for the first time in my life! Jakuns habis si Dee tu! I was going awwwwww all the way. cool LRTs! hah.

Then the family fetch me and off we went to Mak's to break our fast. I think im really not fated to eat Arnolds seh. haiz. It's like fully booked already though Yan went there like around 5.30. aaargh! Super kental! Im so kempunaning for Arnolds ok. haiz sungguh menyedihkan. After breaking fast, the family headed to Tampines and we, sisters went and bought our pretty shoes for Raya! YAY! After that shop for the guys clothes and shoes. I had a really fabulous time! I love my family. alhamdulilah things have been smooth for us. =)



i love this two cuties, Aiman and Zafirah.


secute kakak sedare die? heh


he sweep me off my feet with his cute smile!


they nvr fails to put a smile on my face.


they make me go crazy. sisters!


i hearts my sisters.


he's the love of my life.


they're the most handsome guys on earth! a sneak preview of the guys baju raya on first day!


You got to click this. Aiman singing!



Im living life to the fullest.
Im doing all the things I can't do when I no longer exist.

i had a wonderful super funfabulous time! We went out celebrating dearest Mal's bdae. And we took alot alot of pictures ok. Since we went PS, we wouldnt want to miss taking ohh so crazy pictures at Spotlight. This time Syam was there to join our sungguh giler moments. heh. Around 6.15 we headed to Pizza Hut with Tasha yang tak pernah siang joining us. The pizza were yummylicious and we were the noisiest there. Aku kesian tgk family kat sebelah kiter tu. hehe.

And Mal LOVE the skirts we gave!! YAY! After breaking our fast, we headed to Geylang. Pack-O nye. isk isk. BUT i had fun with Tasha wanting to buy everything. haha. Saw Caca, nampak jugak kau. Fated la gitu kan kiter? haha. I had a really really great day! Aku sayang korangs bnyk-bnyk! I cant wait for Raya!! Yippededadoo!!

The alot alot of pictures we snappy snap snap,


THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!


bestfriends forever


i love you girls.


Mr Katak and Miss Blue Ranger!!


i can be your guardian angel =)


he likes big boobs. heh


the crazy groom and the act sweet bride.


i love them. serious.


welcome to hawaii!!


dulu die nak sgt jadi gardener.


yg dekni nak jadi waiter. hah


rock on! =p


mal and her present


that's e skirt!that's e skirt! lawa kan? heh


Syam's in love with my earrings! scary mary!


we have always love our reflections. heh


i know, we're pretty! haha


i lioke this pic!!


quoted from Tash "a budha and 2 beautiful ladies" =p


girls will always be girls.


yes, keep away from him!! haha


kentals friends i have!


i LOVE them so bnyk-bnyks!!

and the KFC outing pictures I had with Sharifah and Nadirah, krangs memang best to the max tau,


new friends that adds colour to my world =)


aku sayang kau tau.

and to Izyan dearest, stay strong. *hugs*


di sebalik kata ada rahsia,
di sebalik senyum ada makna.

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY TO MAMA SAYANG!!



"Kau sinaran bulan
Menyerikan bitang-bintang
Kaulah fajar yang menerbitkan pagi

Kau sirami embun
Menyegarkan pepohonan
Kau bukakan tabir siang untukku

Kau berikan mama
Kasih sayang maha suci
Betapa agungnya
Tiada ternilaikan
Oh mama, oh mamaku
Tiada cinta yang suci
Setulus cintamu

Ku suntingkan mama
Sekuntum mawar putih
Sebagai lambang kesucian cintaku "

On your special day, I hope you like what we have in store for you and you will be happy always with us around you. Mama, thanks for the smile eventhough at times I know you're crying. Thanks for the hugs when I needed it, thanks for the kiss when I feel at my worst, thanks for the nags when at time I need some senses in my head. Thanks for everything. I love you.

a dear friend has been craving for laksa and being the kind person i am, i tagged along to Banquet for the search of LAKSA. BUT when we reached Banquet guess what my dear friend bought? Yong Tau Fu Curry. Totally different thing la mak cik! And to top it off she bought $6 worth of yong tau fu. Mengalahkan orang yang berpuasa. haha. So tak abislah makanan yang dibeli. Tulah tamak. hahaha.

Ohh well, i had a great time berbukain with you though it's for a really short time and good luck tmr ok. Dont worry so much, you'll do just fine!! Aku doakan kau bnyk-bnyk.

im glad i really bonded with Sharifah. We were talking about everything under the stars. heh. Kau nye bf punye pemalu sampai aku pun naik shy. haha. Nak carikkan eh? Terima kasih la bnyk-bnyk nanti mesti prince aku datang suata hari nanti ala ala fairytale kan. heh. Bebs, im seriously glad we clicked la!

=)


Kuhadirkan sebuah tanya untukmu, harus berapa lama aku menunggumu?
And do you know, questioning bring tears to your eyes?

my eyes get all teary for no reasons.

sheesh.
i need to do more houseworks.

you'll never understand.

//edited// i thought ive stop crying for the day because of my ugly-stupid thoughts BUT there you go making me cry once more. and why do you love seeing me cry?

im a big girl now.
so please i beg of you, i don't want to lose any more respect i have for you.


and i like to think that im a happy person.

i want to be a happy person.

A special entry for my bestfriend in the whole wide world Miss Amalina Bte Surani,




Happy 18th birthday!! Weeee! On your special day, I hope you have a funtalicious time celebrating it at National Library. heh. Sorry that we have to celebrate it on Thurs! But then again, pizza with cheese yang terkeluar-keluar here we come! Have a great year ahead and stay pretty always ya! And Mal, im more than happy bringing you laughters in your life. We've been through alot and Im really glad we pull it off and look at us now more closer than ever! Im just a phone call away if you need anything ok. Hope everything you wish for will come true and dont worry that prince you've been waiting for will come one day. ;)

I love you! muacks.

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you