PRETTY AWESOME

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i NEED to get myself a handphone because sumpah the loudspeakerhandphoneofmine that i thought was once cool is so NOT now.

the reason why oh why i need a new phone,

me: tak boleh la, Friday is GNO remember!
the boyfriend: ohh ya, then maybe we can't meet on Saturday because i need to spend time with family.
me: need to spend time the whole day ah? then da takya jumpe.

SEKALI

bukan nye si boyfriend yang jawab, mama pulak interrupt!

mama: kakak! gi jumpe die. mane boleh gitu, understand la sikit. die pun ade family, die bukan nye keluar hari-hari.

and so ons and so forths.

WAH! bikin darah gua up je. defend boleh tahan teruk seh.

me: i call you later, bye bye.

walks into the room with mama following and then she started her ceramah on why it is important to meet the boyfriend and how experienced she is with dating. (macam paham la mama!)

the boyfriend was just joking with me about Saturday and i knows it BUT mama tak tau pape pun nak masuk campur, makes me mad seh. kalau betul pun, takkan nak salah kan anak sendiri. seriously, mama do loves him more than me. sobs!

so that concludes,

I REALLYREALLYREALLY NEED A NEW HP! which reads privacy.

and Game Plan with boyfriend on Saturday! tidak sabars! hehehe.

2:26 AM

Monday, October 29, 2007

He will not always say what you would have him say,
But now and then he'll do something wonderful

i can't wait for the month of November! exciting hingga kupu-kupu berterbangan di dalam perut or whaaaaat!

i have so many stuffs to talk about, i don't even know where to start! ive got thousands of pictures (the usual!) to share BUT ive yet to receive thems. oh wells, pictures can always wait.

my week was uber greatness kemama oleole ahah because i got to spend them with my favourite people-es and friends that ive not met for eons. happy sesangat! and i also finally had enough of some things. lesson learned! enough is always enough!

work has been good. i guess eventually i'll live, and i should just stop thinking about anything negative. sometimes, my thoughts can get waay crazy and i mean waaaaay crazy. and for once, i think i should just stop taking so much consideration to what others have to say and have said. afterall, at the end of the day, i matter most to me.

and no matter how menyakitkan hati the boyfriend is, he always has his kental ways to make me smile like a crazy TEENage (i better appreciate my teen days for now! hehe) girl. gosh, that Mr Botaktek is love and eventhough we met for a mere 2 hours before he booked in, it was the most wonderful 2 hours. i love you BO! more than you'll ever know tau TAKS! heheh.

we, kerinting bastards, headed out for jalan raya and it was sungguhbest.com/taklehangs! we spend hours at each other places, we eat our heart out, we sing to our heart content, we dance like we're mighty fine, we laughed like there's no tomorrow and we take photos after photos. i love you ladies maha banyak la! and sumpah, i can't wait for Bangkook!

i finally met up with my wise ladies, busok, Tisa and Marl after ages of not meeting. mind cafe is gooood and a definite mustcomeagain place! we played board games after board games and the brownies with ice-cream was FANTASTIC. you people, have to try it. after which, we headed to Ambrosia and it wasn't really a good experience for us, price too expensive for tasteless mint teas and sheesha that i don't really enjoy. the girls did though. i guess ive got over sheeshas because ive not been enjoying them for quite sometimes. but girls, the talks we had and the laughters were love! and Tisa, thanks for the ride! sayang korangs!

the mustafa center trip with thems ladies (Cipah, Syiqin, Huda and Kak Mona) and abang after dance was phun with a lot of random moments. i finally headed out with Ms Huda Bakar after macampahamnakmeet sebelum raya. nyehahha! i had a good time with you people-es! and terima kasih Cipah Mahani for the ride!

have a good week ahead people! smile always and don't take drugs! hohoho!

I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions

4:32 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

You're at a loss for words but you like exactly where you are in life now at that very moment.

And it starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

Colbie Caillat- Bubbly

my weekends was filled with love, love, love!

the boyfriend heading to camp seems to have a blessing in disguise. we've been nothing but understanding towards each other (MOST of the time! haha!) he has been the most sweetest boy eventhough i feel like choking him alive a lot of times. why oh why is my boyfriend weird like that! ohh wells, i still love him like that. i guess this things make him, HIM. and so, i can't wait for next year raya cause mama wants to include him and Yan's girlfriend (since my brother said she'll be coming over next year) in the baju sepasang! exciting or what! insyaallah.

im thankful for the parents that are ohh so cool, who never restricted me and my siblings from doing anything at all. and im grateful that despite the freedom, we've learn never to take advantage of it except for the havetobehomeby12ampart. hahaha. i love my parents, sungguh banyak!

raya has been GREAT! the visiting, the seeking for forgiveness, the foods are sungguh cinta! andand i can't believe i still get them green packets eventhough i said that im working. gooood or what!

ok i promise pictures, so here come pictures!

Dian Hari Raya outing,

familiku beraya,

cuteness ke mama la!

the bestfriend's outings,
Mal's birthday,

i know you LOVE it! hehe.

i love her!

they definitely adore me!

buka at Breeks,

and FINALLY SNT iftar,

LOVE!

and it's you i adore.

11:16 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Life is beautiful. It friggin' is.

ive always been the girl who is busy with anything and nothing at all. to top it off, i can't freaking remember my plans. so dearest Amalina, bought me an EFFING PLANNER for next year. now i guess, i need not to worry about finding ways to clone myself anymore. nyeh!

i don't want to think about my next step anymore. banyak pikir boleh jadi gila! insyaallah, things will go just fine. there's a whole lot of possibilities that could happen in the future. but deep down, im still waiting for THAT ONE opportunity to knock down my door. *cross fingers*

we celebrated Mal's birthday at Earl Swensen and it was love. girls, saya sayang korangs banyak-banyak! we've gone through so much even from our secondary school days and im so glad we managed to pull through every obstacles. true friendship will last even the worst weathers. true, so true. and Mal, do dream of us always! hahahaha. have a GREAT 20th and may you be blessed with all the pretty shechmetty things in life! me and Su know what you wish for your birthday! *winks* hehehe.

i met up with my GNO-es yesterday, we offically changed our name to the kerinting bastards. hahaha! Al Majlis is sungguh love and fun like that! and it's so good to know that i do have you curly babes to talk to every single time. i like how we can talk about anything at all and be true to every single things. you girls, are one in a million. sayang korangs! andandand i can't wait for BKK! SHOPPING! *senyumans yang sungguh lebar*

and i finally met up with my IRAS friends. best or what! you girls are very dear la! i love you girls and it's almost weird that even after eons of not meeting each other we can still click it off and laughed as loud when we're together. we shall have more of these! and Henny, stop celebrating Raya already! i want my pics! hahaha. love!

the boyfriend finally booked in! i swear i wanted to know how it felt when the boyfriend headed to camp because it seems that all girlfriends life became quite sad/miserable when their significant other headed to camp. and im so proud to say that ive been coping on well. hehe! in fact, i dont even get to spend time with him before he booked in due to raya. i guess my never ending plans with my friends do help in this missing process. thank god for friends, friends, friends! i don't deny that i miss him( a whole lot actually!) BUT like Liy's said it's great when he's around but i'm okay when he's not. tapi boyfriend, i can't wait to meet you cause i want to LAUGH at your botak head! wahahahahahaha! i love you!

i have tons of pictures to post and show off! next time i shall let beautiful pictures do the talking cause now im in the akunakmembebel mood! hahaha.

okay people, have a great week!

I simply love how perfectly my head fits into the crook of his neck

2:47 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Above anything else, my source of unconditional happiness

i started my raya on the wrong note. my asthma was catching up on me (and if it wasn't BAD enough, my inhaler decided to fail on me!) and i was vomitting and vomitting in the morning. i swear my immune system is veryveryvery bad! im oh so prone to get sick. so the family rushed me to the nearest clinic and after getting my medications, i was all geared for raya! semangat mesti ade! hahaha.

my day was spend eating ohh those deelicious foods, drinking ohh those gassy drinks (eventhough the parents scolded me for the upteem times because i was sick), laughing my heart out and not forgetting seeking forgiveness from my family. it was love love love! my first day Raya was great, i hope you had a smacking great raya too! =)

and i effing-ly want to meet the boyfriend! he will book in this Tuesday, and i've not met him since last Monday, Monday, Monday! garhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! cik, meet you pretty soon. saya miss kamu terlalu banyak.

my first day of raya,