i got my dream job and im happy, i really am.

but my life just have to be so COMPLICATED.

GARH! you know what people, it's DEFINITELY easier said than done.

Memory is the private diary we carry around with us

my butt is still sore from cycling yesterday. 2 hours of cycling is just a pain in the butt, I swear. hehe. but it was fun bitching about people as we cycle and race like a minah-mat rempit is so annoying cause you just won't let me win. and I can't wait for next month, we shall skate! well, you shall, I shall try to eventhough I think I would look silly trying to balance. haha. so be a good teacher and teach me. and boyfriend, i had enough cycling already, we shall only cycle when someone invented cushion for the seats ok. hehe. Cik Mahir, I hope the sea is treating you well now. I miss you laa.

the much awaited meet up with the sec friends is filled with so much laughters. Kfc for lunch, Starbucks for loads and heaps of catching up is sungguh gerek. Its been awhile since Ariff join us and im so glad that he did cause we miss his merepekness. Shaf, i seriously wish you were here, please be a good boy and stop confining yourself. hehe. Dont mess with Zohan was awesome!! I was laughing so hard ok, the movie is so funny. and korangs, I'm sorry for laughing a bit too loud and made you guys embarassed. sumpah, I dont realise that I can actually laugh very loud sampai korangs malu. Hahaha!

I really hope I get better soon because work is starting. I can't wait and am so excited to start work. hehe. tomorrow, I shall rest and stay at home. I need to recharge myself before heading work. hehe.

this is random, but after watching Luxury India, I want to go Kerela ( if I get the name right) and stay at the private suite there with my very own private pool followed by a naik sampan through their bird sanctuary and drinking somesort of teh tarik by the lake.

ok, good night world and respect your parents. nyeh!

What we have goes beyond friendship, beyond lovers, it's forever

im trying to adapt to the fact that the boyfriend can't be there for me 24/7. crazy, I tell you! but i guess ill get use to it. yesterday he didnt msg-ed me the whole day la because he was in 24 hrs shift and the boat/ship/whatnots headed to Indo. tsk! and I'm very proud of myself for not being petty and whine about it. I do get worried and bored, he's like my constant merepeks in this hectic life. oh thank god for friends, friends, friends!

so the boyfriend made up for it by asking me out for lunch and ensuring that I eat since I'm sick(hehe). I had my fried fish soup (for 3 straight days!) yalah, tak jelak-jelak k. and he layan-ed my nonsense before I head to dance. I may not get to spend alot of time with him now but I'm happy for the short and crazy time we always share. and I sense lesser time once i start work. oh wells, its the quality that matters. Ahmad Mahir Muhammad Kamil, I love you alot. hehe.

I have been spending crazy time with the friends.like the time us, alumni slept over Cipah's place, the kerintings picnic at Botanic Garden and trip to Vivo, Cips, Abg and Abg Izwan late night at changi followed by the morning chats at merlion, me, Cipah, Iffah and Abg trip to suntec for smoothies and Pizza Hut until perut kembung, the charmed sisters sleepover at my place and late nights at East Coast and mine and Cips 101 night outs. haha. madness okay! until I'm sick like this. oh wells, I better enjoy this free days before work starts.

I have pictures like thousand of them but my comp crash and updating using iPod is kerayzee! takpe semangat mesti ade. hee.

jauhi nakoba people! haha.

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya

Cause every time they smile, I'm reminded why I haven't just given up

life may not be a bed of roses, but learning to appreciate the little things like the unconditional love from family members, the crazy times shared with the boyfriend and the constant laughters from friends made life muchmuch bearable, much meaningful.

its been ages since I last update and I must say alot of things have happened during this period. and I can't thank god enough for everything. suddenly things are so much clearer, the future looks promising. insyaallah, my plans will happen as plan.

I am currently waiting for work to start. I can't wait for a new environment and experiences. I'm glad I got to secure this job of mine. alhamdulilah. I do miss my old workplace, the fun staffs, the lesson plans and students but, yes they will always be a BUT(hehe) I'm glad im out of it, finally.

we celebrated our 18th months yesterday. time do pass by fast, very fast. I love that boy with all my heart, it's crazy. the way we are when we're together, the stupid things he does, just the way he is makes me fall in love deeper. I'm looking forward for more months and years to come, our littlelittle dreams to come true. hehe.

my friends are love! actually I've so many things to update on, the outings I had with them crazy bunch and how much fun we had but time never allow me to do so. pretty soon I hope *cross fingers* and my friends they're the bomb and the circle of true friends I have is amazing. I love my friends. hee.

I have so much more to share but for now, I shall snuggle beside by siblings listening to misteri jam 12. haha!

Have a great day tomorrow! I know I will, bastards here I come! Hehe.

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you