When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.
Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.
Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.
You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
Bob Marley
12:30 AM
For she's a jolly good teacher,
For she's a jolly good teacher,
That noone can deny!
- 4G
admist all the gifts, the chocolates, the books, the teddies, the cards, the drawings i received from both my students and collegues, the best has got to be this song that is being sing for me in class. i nearly teared in front of them, seriously cannot tahan. too adorable! im definitely going to miss them, too much, too much.
3:26 AM
We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.
the impromptu meet up with my bitches ended my monday perfectly. with my girlfriend, the only thing we do best is eat, eat, eat! hehe. the best la! and with the rest of them girls, the only thing we do best is to laugh, lepak, laugh, lepak. i love them girls!
2:05 AM
I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
the chalet with my ol school loves was awesome! 2 straight days of love, heaps of foods, silly games, too much laughters and crazy fun. i really could not ask for anything more, im so glad that we're tight like that. hehe. busok, this one for you. im going to miss u babe! my busok partner, my partner in bullying people. garh! to our next crazy outings loves!
12:22 AM
Alone we can do so little, together we can do so much
i had a time of my life going around KL eating and eating and eating and ended up getting sick for the whole week! SERVE ME RIGHT la!
WALKIE TALKIE. we were busy singing, shouting, making silly jokes and laughing the whole time. them boys were sure entertained. hahaha!
Ahmad Mahir Mohd Kamil, for being my personal driver and not minding me sleeping while he drove long km. for being my personal assistant ironing clothes, buying me stuffs, carrying my stuffs and a whole lot more. I LOVE YOU!
them girls, Liyana Meer Mamood and Parveen Nisha for being my KBs and planning this short trip. for holding my hands everywhere we go, taking silly photos, for making me laugh with nonsense joke, for getting ready with me, for being my big sisters. I LOVE YOU BABIES!
them boys, Yan and Han for making the trip so funny with their endless jokes. Han for being our daddy-O for the whole trip taking care of duit tengah and making sure we eat and Yan for kacau-ing me the whole trip with my KRISPY KREMES, i really appreciate that! haha!
and of course GOOD FOODS that leave us happy and our stomach bloated. i miss KL's foods!
love!
12:37 AM
I want to be with you because you’re the perfect person for me.
i have been feeling sick since KL that it's killing me. the taste of medicine still lingers in my throat, it feels like im eating medicine instead of real foods. i guess, this is the time i can actually lose all the fats i wanted to.
but how to when i have mama who called me up every single time to make sure i eat and buy/cook me whatever i want, like porridge, chicken murtabak, yong tau fu just because. when i have papa who buy me HL chocolate milk so that i can gulped my medicine with it, who bought me ice-cream with oreo toppings because i wanted to and looked at me drinking away root beer float like it was plain water. papa rocks my sock! Ahmad would have killed me if he ever find this out. shhh!
and really, i could not ask for anything better but dosage of Ahmad Mahir Mohamad Kamil when im sick. hehe. that boy, he's incredible, all the way back to Singapore from KL, i was busy asleep and woke up at 2 pit stops to eat. hehe. actually even when im not sick, i was busy sleeping from Singapore to KL and instead of walkie talkie-ing to me, them girls walkie-talkied to Ahmad instead. okay lah, even in Singapore i would be busy sleeping no matter how short the distance is. hahahahaha! i am bad la! keje aku tido je!
and because to me Ahmad is just like my dad, like how i am to him, just like his mum (ANNOYING! SO ANNOYING!) who buys me foods when i asked him to. before he went to work, he bought me nasi ayam, tins of barley because i cant stand plain water and to him barley is good for my throat and 2 big bottles of mineral water in hope i drank them up (it still remains untouched. eek!) I CANT STAND PLAIN WATER PLEASE. i really am thankful to have him, he's the best, seriously. haha!
that said, being sick is not too bad. hehe. and i want pictures for KL babies! please, please! i dont care if im annoying!
but how to when i have mama who called me up every single time to make sure i eat and buy/cook me whatever i want, like porridge, chicken murtabak, yong tau fu just because. when i have papa who buy me HL chocolate milk so that i can gulped my medicine with it, who bought me ice-cream with oreo toppings because i wanted to and looked at me drinking away root beer float like it was plain water. papa rocks my sock! Ahmad would have killed me if he ever find this out. shhh!
and really, i could not ask for anything better but dosage of Ahmad Mahir Mohamad Kamil when im sick. hehe. that boy, he's incredible, all the way back to Singapore from KL, i was busy asleep and woke up at 2 pit stops to eat. hehe. actually even when im not sick, i was busy sleeping from Singapore to KL and instead of walkie talkie-ing to me, them girls walkie-talkied to Ahmad instead. okay lah, even in Singapore i would be busy sleeping no matter how short the distance is. hahahahaha! i am bad la! keje aku tido je!
and because to me Ahmad is just like my dad, like how i am to him, just like his mum (ANNOYING! SO ANNOYING!) who buys me foods when i asked him to. before he went to work, he bought me nasi ayam, tins of barley because i cant stand plain water and to him barley is good for my throat and 2 big bottles of mineral water in hope i drank them up (it still remains untouched. eek!) I CANT STAND PLAIN WATER PLEASE. i really am thankful to have him, he's the best, seriously. haha!
that said, being sick is not too bad. hehe. and i want pictures for KL babies! please, please! i dont care if im annoying!
10:48 PM
Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom
Banana Leaf was yummy! my friday ended with them ol school loves. i can't wait fot our chalet, next week! next week! guys, to crazy bbq-ing and hardcore laughters! too much love, too much love!
my goodness, i think i should really start packing. hahahahaha! now now, be nice and have a great weekend!
1:40 AM
