This quiz is so true.

You:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.


Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.


How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hola!Finally,Ive seen the light,Ive breathe some air.alhamdulilah.The past few days have been very pressurising,very mind-wreching for me.Im drained.


Apparently our surveys wasnt good enough.We need to do some editting to it and it need to be finalised by this Thursday.sheesh.And so Ive guess right our one week hols are goin to be soo packed!


And Ive quitted my work.I met Boss just now and explained things to him.Im very sad that Ive to quit cause I like the managers there and the staffs.Ive make a few closefriends.Yes,we're still goin to keep in contact.As promise I will come down Watsons when im free.Im SO GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS!!



Now I feel that Ive lesser things to think about.Great-ness.Yay-ness.Ive now got all the time in the world to spend with family and friends.Ya right.hah.I made Su-Su angry today.Sorry ya.This Fri I promise!hehs.And Mar's back!See you soon!!!


Life is unpredictable.
Full of surprises.



Lotsa sigh-esss,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im tired of being the cheerful me.Everything is all being bottled inside.urgh.I feel bad I cant make it for Su's bdae outing which was long due.Im trying to set it on a new date BUT im so packed with things.I want to call it quit to everything.Im tired,exhausted.


I hav to tell my boss I cant work nomore BUT how?You tell me?Im not one who speaks what's in my mind.I have the tendency to put others before me.I dont like saying no/letting down others.I hate doing that.I will feel bad/guilty/whatnots.A month isnt long,i know BUT ive got performance coming up in the nxt month.Im too occupied.Projects are due soon to.Im tired of rushing everything.I got projs,dance and work.I cant juggle all three.Im not strong enough to shoulder them.BUT being me it's hard to tell my boss.i HATE myself.


To Mal and Su,Im sorrrrry.Very sorry.It seems that I cant find time to spend with you guys BUT the real thing,there's no time for me to find.Im packed with stuffs.I try to quit my work very sooon.I'll talk to my boss tmr.Im sorrry.To Mal,sorry sorrry again.Nah,you need not say anything to me.Dee will always be Dee.I will stand up for my rights.I'll try.It's not easy.You know me.


Shits happening to me one by one.Things at home arent very smooth.I dont feel like coming home.Why act like nothing happen when shit happen?Why keep quiet to each other when you guys really need to talk? love you both.You know that.Im not one that sides one party.Im not.I cant bear to side either one.I love you guys too much to side either of you.


Im on the verge of breaking down.
I want to shout everything out.
Thanks Zila for being there.Thanks.


im not strong enough.

Hola!Im awake by 8am when Im starting school at 12.hehs.I slept early yday and am ever so proud of myself!Im now refreshed and blablablas.


Im scared.My NIGHTMARE,the WORST thing that could happened is haunting me.I dont want that.Please bitch,go away, you destroying our lives.I hate/despise/detest/abhor/loathe you.If I could meet you I would kill you,that I promise.fuck.


And then you thought life were lay out perfectly for you,not.Crying wouldn change anything.It wouldn turn back the time and makes things goes the way you wish.Dissapointed,I truly am.


I dont want to fall to pieces.
I need a hug assuring me things are going to be fine.


Lotsa hates,
Princess Dee

Hola!Ive been depending on coffee to wake me up this few days.Yes,im that tired.SNT orientation for the freshies went well.It was ok.Some of the games were fun.And there are quite a no of freshies joining SNT compared to last yr,my yr.hah.


Work was a bitch.Customers were down right bitchy.Urgh!I was stoning behind the cashier.I feel like sleeping the very moment.And so Boss told me to help him for abt a month before quiting.sheesh.I feel bad if I said no to him.And so I agreed.So one more month before im declared JOB-LESS.So much of another more week.hah.


Im worried about my studies.Ive to start studying soon.Tmr hopefully.Insyaallah.FAOM is my BIGGEST fear.I dont understand a tiny weeny eeny bit abt that subj.Blame me for not doin all the tutorials.Ohh well,got to do MORE pracs then.


I looked away
Then I look back at you



Lotsa sleepy-ness,
Princess Dee

Hola!I smiled,laughed the whole day. It was a very good thing.Reason?I went out with my dearest family after a long time not going out with them due to my busy-nesss.hehs.Went to Beach Rd to buy Papa stuffs as he will be daki-in gunung ledang this Sat.Bought a belt,I like.heh.Had dinner there and soon after headed to TM.Went to Timberland and Papa almost bought everything there.It seems that he'll be hiking for 3 mths instead of 3 days.haha.


Dragged the family to Mango and fuh!punyer ramai orang.I was taking my own sweet time choosing clothes BUT apparently the family didn like waiting and so I choose my 2 favs and bought it.Thanks to the parents for e 2 tops and belt! (: We should do this more often!hehs.I had a great time.I HEARTS MY FAMILY!!



For A S-P-E-C-I-A-L friend,


DEAREST Su-Su,



HAPPY 18TH BDAE!!!




May you have a wonderful year ahead!
And in this very day I hope you'll be the
MOST HAPPIEST GIRL IN TOWN!


A lil something specially dedicated to you,



Who could have thought.Our lives crosses each other.
Who could have thought.We become best of friends.
Who could have thought.We're friends for almost five years.
And who could have thought.You and me are closer than ever.


We may have our fights,
But neither one of us has ever turned off the light,
Because all those good times we shared,
Outweigh all those bitter memories we had


We may rarely meet,
But our friendship has always been with us on every single heartbeat,
Because whenever we are brought together,
We never fail to brighten each other with laughters


We may seldom have our night chat on the phone,
But neither one of us has felt so alone,
Because we know whenever we need to talk about our horrifying day,
Both of us are just a phonecall away


And just to let you know,
I envision us to still be best of friend in 50 yrs time,
To sit in the garden and watch the city changes and grow,
As I hold your hand and you hold mine.


Thanks for being my other quater.
My sidekick partner.
My wonderful sister.
Thank you so much.I heart you!

And when you have the one you loves to make you smile,

you just need to thank HIM.alhamdulilah.

Lotsa loves,

Princess Dee

Hola!Drinking ice tea for breakfast or was it lunch? wasnt really a good idea cause now I have to bear with the non-stop running of my nose.Urgh!I guess my immune system really is lousy/bad.And im feeling feverish.sheesh.


I was talking abt my dilemma to quit work to Zila earlier and now Ive decided to quit my job.My my,Dee is fickle minded.heh.BUT Im not going to change my mind nomore.Im stick to that decision cause I told dearest Papa about it and he was so supportive of my decision as he dont see the need for me to work,he needs me to concentrate on my studies.In fact he wanted me to quit by the end of this week.hah.


Thinking again I dont really need the money cause despite working my parents still give me allowance,still pay for my ez-link,sepaking of which I need to get a replacement for the one I lost,still pay for my pre-paid,speaking of which is low right now.haha.


Projects are killing me slowly.Im really behind time for FAOM.Got to start sooons.Stresssssss.I need fresh air.

Your Daddy Is Darth Vader

What You Call Him: Pa Why You Love Him: He's your sugar daddy

Mcm tau je orang panggil papa,Papa.heh.Yes,Papa is my suggar daddy!coool.heh


Why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.


Lotsa a-choooo,
Princess Dee

Hola!I woke up late and skipped lec.hah.That was the only 2 hrs lesson I hav BUT I still went to school as there's proj meeting.Projects,projects and tons of it.bleah.Term-test timetables are out and mine sucks.Most of my papers start at 4pm.I've got to start studying sooons.One more week to go.Wish me luck!


Azimah taught me a better way to organise my work schedule.heh.And I think Im goin to try it first before making my mind up whether to quit or not.Initially I wanted to quit BUT being me,the fickle minded person,now I decided not to.Work is fine seriously,Im not really shagged/tired by it BUT I feel I dont have enough time to go out and do stuffs.heh.Well, actually the reason is Im lazy.Yes,Im a very pemalas person. :)


I dont bother taking the stairs eventhough im late for tutorials.
I dont print my notes,I get my friends to print it.
I dont like walking unless it's necessary OR i feel like walking.
I force my papa to fetch me home.
hah.That's yours truly Dee.


And to Syam, HAPPY 18TH BDAE!!Da besar la kawan aku!hah.


Somehow I lost myself in a tunnel long and black
Would you guide me back?



Lotsa bdae-s,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im very very sleepy.I slept thru CB lec cause somehow it bores me.heh.CB quiz was alright,a lil tricky and im so gald it's over.I finished my business proposal to!Yes.Im so happy.One down,three more to go.haiz.


After school,because of the cravings of a very cute girl name Diyanah,me and Zila went to Swensens and had ice-cream.Thanks Zila for accompanying me!heh.Had Frosted Malt Chocolate.Yum!Yum!sungguh_mengeyangkan.memuakkan.com.sg But Zila im really glad that we could hit it off.Tapi sayang bestfriend kau tak leh ngam ngan aku ar.haha. [Zila roollings eyes]


Anyways had practice at 7.Learn a few more steps and dance a few times.blablabla and it ended.hehs.And I love Mas sweater!So in love with it!!You ppl should see her sweater.seriously. Ohh ya,freshies are coming this Sat.I hope e orientation will goes on smoothly.


And my family will be goin Johor tmr.Like tak baik seh.Im skoolin seh and werking.Jahat seh.sobs.


Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming


Lotsa crunchies,
Princess Dee

Hola!To Dearest Papa, SELAMAT HARI BAPA!


Thanks for constantly guiding me to the right path,
Thanks for making me laugh,making me smile
Thanks to for making me cry,making me irritated.
Thanks for paying for most of my things,
Thanks to for the times not giving me money to my wants
Thanks for being my "chauffeur",
Thanks to for making up excuses so you could get away from fetchin me from places


Lastly,thanks for being a loveable,understanding father.Thanks Papa for everything!I LOVE YOU!!Nothing more I could ever asked for.And I really hoped you enjoy the roche.hehs.


Fallen.
Illusions never turn real.



Lotsa dad-ies,
Princess Dee

Hola!Im in love with today.Reason being I met him.Shocked I truly am.After quite some time,there he was in the bus which Ive nvr took my whole life.I call that FATE.haha.Seriously if I didn board that bus I wouldn get to meet him.And so we smiled and we talked.Im glad.heh.


And so we've heard "What is bein said here,ends here" BUT somehow some ppl nvr took that vow seriously.Why cant you keep a secret?But then again,I cant point fingers.Sad.


Met Mal to discuss some stuffs about the project.Ive to wait for her for abt an hr.Communication breakdown.heh.And tanx for being the listening ear,hearing me blabbers and taking in my nonsense.hehs.Sayang sgt-sgt. (:



Tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
Bukanlah cinta bila kita kejar
Tenanglah tenang dia kan datang.


Lotsa says,
Princess Dee

Hola!Morning morning!Wakey wakey people!hehs.I tot school starts at 9am today BUT im so wrong.It starts at 10am.Urgh!Ive wasted an hr of not sleeping.haha.Ohh well,at least now I know i will be punctual.hopefully.


And at last,finally doing e project with Mal tmr.We're so behind time seh.Insyaallah we should be able to finish e project by Sunday IF Mal co-operate ar.hehs.


Im choosy,fussy,selective,picky.


Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Lotsa updat-ies,

Princess Dee

Hola!I can fall asleep any moment right now.I only had 3 pathethic hrs of sleep all because of Arts Appreciation.But i guess it's all worth it in the end.Got a scolding from dearent mama because I slept late last night.She told me to quit my job.I sense objections from the parents.I will maybe by the end of the month cause I need another dosage of extra income.hehs.And I hav a job offer.Only on weekends.We'll see how things goes.


Did I tell you that being late has the advantages?I was late for both lectures on Tues and Wed.Mainly because I woke up late.And guess what?The moment I was awake, sms-es were received informing me that lec was cancelled.hah.Greatness.



My cravings for Pizza Hut has been fulfilled.yum-my!hehe.Tanx friends for following on my little little demands/wishes.I know you girls love me!haha.


Near yet so far.
Distant.


Lotsa shorts gateaway,
Princess Dee

Hola!Alhamdulilah,the day when just fine.Made a new friend in e access lab. (: Work pass so fast which was a really good thing.Boss treated us to Mc D again.Im so full.burp.hehs.


And yes,as promise,on Sunday had a gathering,supposedly la BUT only 4 turned up.hah.BUT i still had a great time.Watched Mr and Mrs Smith.It was such a good movie.Funny and cool.Really.Adam Brody is so cute in the movie.No kidding.hah.After that had our dinner at Arab St.Wanted to have sheesha BUT the service was really really slow that we cancelled it.urgh!There goes my chance of trying sheesha.Ohh well there's always a nxt time.


The pictures,



the 3 girls.



BESTEST FRIEND!!



Tasha and me.



Syam,me and Mal.



Syam n Tasha.Tash,u look PRETTY here!!



a friendship star.


Broken smile.
Try to look into her.Deep.


Lotsa pics,
Princess Dee

Hola!School was fine.Projects was taking such a toll on each of us.We were kinda stress out BUT thankfully there were laughs due to comments and also bitchin/impersonation of this particular Michael Jackson wannabe.hehe.Im glad i choose e right members. (:


Went to nenek house after projs meetin cause I hav prac at 7.I love goin to nenek place mainly because of extra income.hehs.And there's ice-cream!!Tuk was bein supportive of me.Nenek stopped me from eatin it BUT Tuk sided me sayin at times I need these things to get well.Yes,im still sick.urgh.Prac was fun.I like e new dance soo catchy.I really hope I could be in that dance.Again gossipings hav always been good.hah.And yes to you ppl who claims you hate gossipers ohh well looked at yourself.Prolly you are too. bleah.


Papa fetched me from school.And when I reached home everything turns pretty UGLY.VERY UGLY!Im so irritated by myself.Luck wasn by my side i guess.haiz.I was doing my collage PEACEFULLY when my brother stepped on it and cause all the black glossy paint to SMUDGED on e piece.FCUK!Imagine e UGLYNESS of black!I had a hard time tracing e mag and pasting it on an A3 paper to form a puzzle.urgh!I feel like stranggling him.And just as I cooled down and tried doin other things on e piece while waiting for e black paint to dry.I DID AN EXTREMELY STUPID THING.I so feel like slapping myself.I was using my new glue.It cant penetrates thru e hole and so bein clever I squeeze the bottle out only to find e glue erupts just like a volcano causing my hand,leg and hair bein covered by glue.I gave up instantly.sheesh.I need my booster,my encourager,my cheerleader. Went to e toilet clean myself up and yes i broke down.blablabla.And so I find other things to do.Remembered about my business proposal and wanted to finish it BUT HEY GUESS WHAT?THE FILE COULDN BE OPEN!FCUK!



Just wat i needed.I dont understand certain things.Eveytime I tried to do e RIGHT things like my projects,printing of notes.Things will turn ugly for me.urgh!Im sick and tired of this things.Cant I do a decent thing?bleah.


And yes to you immatured childish moron.STOP IT LAR eh!Im tired of all these.It's so PASSE la.BASI paham basi tak?I really feel like turnin and shout at YOUR FREAKING IDIOTIC FACE. But the problem is I dont know which one of you moron shouted that.What is the matter wrong with you morons?What joy does it brings you?But then again I so cant be bothered anymore.Such a childish act. bleargh.


I wanted to stories abt yday session.Guess it has to wait.


Wajahnya yang tergambar tak akan terpudar
dari hati insan yang fana ini


Lotsa irriatnts,
Princess Dee

Hola!The new comp has arrived.It's nice and the screen is flat.hah.And the best thing it's all black!happy la sayer.And the connection is fast.Better!hehs.I love my new comp. :)


I went to the doctor alone,for the first time.hehe.Im soo sick BUT am feeling much much better now.The doctor gave me an injection because my phlegm/mucus had blood trace in it. Yes.Yes.Disgusting.Then I was given extra oxygen.Ok,wat is it called? Ohh well, u go figure. Alhamdulilah, my blood is normal. The doctor was very funny.She gave me threats as if im a little girl. She went "You want me to send you the hospital? You want? You want?" "If you dont, go for regular check-ups like I instructed" haha.Yes,i dont go to my regular check-up mainly because I have no time.haiz.Tak paham la ni doctor.But anyways,I still like her as she's a very concern doctor.hehs.She told me to treat myself better.hah.Dont I?hrmm...
And one good thing,I was given 2 days mc!!!!Yeahh!


Had to wait for Jas for 1 and a half hrs.And so I went Times.Guess how long Im in there? An hour!hehs.Busy reading books.I love goin there if I have to wait for ppl.Then ate at Food Culture and catch things up with her.Since we're both busy with studies and all and even if school hrs we rarely meet up cause we're in different course.Talked and blablas den headed home.


I cant wait for tmr.A gathering with friends.I cant wait.


I almost fall.



Lotsa blabbers,
Princess Dee

Hola!Went out with Yan yday.Treated him to KFC and bought some stuffs for him.hah.Pandai adik aku ketuk aku!hehs.Ohh well,skali skala takpe.Anyways,we were wearing green,saw his friends and she was like "If I dont know you I would have thought you guys were a couple" hahaha.me and my bro? nooo.I think we look like twins.haha.


Lecture going to start soon at 3.haiz.Then there's work.blabla.Papa been asking me to quit.He was persuading me early in e morn just now.Im still havin doubt whether to quit or not.errrr..haizz.Quit or not to quit??bleah.


Im feeling sick rite now.My throats suck.Bought herbal tea BUT e taste was toooo STRONG for me.urgh!!FAOM is damn confusing.I don really get what e tutor wants from us.The only good thin abt his class is he let us out an hour and 15 mins earlier.crazy tutor.


And yes,did i tell you my comp goin to arrive today?hehe.Cant wait for e new comp.Papa bought Acer.Wonder if it's good.Yan told me e design is nice.Shall wait n see.And no I dont think im goin to online nomore.maybe.haha.


I try to keep it together but im falling apart.


Lotsa coughs,
Princess Dee

Hola!Ive cut my hair yday!!hehs.With dearest Tasha of course.Cut our hair at Redken.A recommendation by Syam.I think e place is good too.I love my hair e usual.hah.Though it doesn make any difference.I mean it's shorter,lighter and my fringe turns out nice.hehe.Tasha now hav a fringe,at last.hehs.


After that ate at Ayam Penyet.Fill mour empty stomach before heading to Taka.I bought 2 tops.Great-ness.Bought e Mango top Ive been wanting.Headed to Zara to look for more tops.hah.Me and Tasha had fun tryin out e clothes.Bought a top there.I like!Shortly after Tasha had to meet her parents and so we parted and I headed home.


Now in Market Research class doing e SPSS prog.blabla.hah.Ohh well,e prog is quite easy.cool.and e new comp goin to arrive sooonPunyelar lambat!haiz.


Maybe wishing doesn work anymore.


Lotsa cut-ies,
Princess Dee

Hola!I checked my account just now BUT my freaking pay hasn been deposited.sheesh.Maybe I'll get it tmr.There goes my chance/hope to shop before today prac.bleah.Ohh well,at least now I can learn to cut down on my spendings.BULLSHIT.hah.Mama lecture me on e way I spend money.But hey it's not my fault seh,it's e money fault.haha.


And yes,I didn get to cut my hair today because of dance.Will be cutting it on Thurs.haiz.Sungguh lambat.I was dreaming of cutting my hair then go shopping.urgh!
shatter-ed.all shattered.hehs.Hopefully on Thurs my wishes can be fulfill.haha.


The Mediacorp Executive came down during CB lecture.Soo many stuffs to take note on.bleah.I told my tutor abt my business proposal.It can be submitted.great-ness.Syam i need to ask u abt e sources n e prices. :)


Work really take a whole lot of time.e usuals.BUT now Ive learn to plan my time.Be a little more organise.hehe.


I might dissapear.
I might lose my mind.



Lotsa diamonds,
Princess Dee

Hola!Just when I feel like printing those notes,e printer played a prank on me.The paper used always got jam.Ohh well,now I just hav to wait for Ms Zila so that I can photocopy it.bleah.


And so my groupmates have decided to choose Lime as our source.Alot alot of research on it.I cant wait for BOE.Mainly because i think my business proposal is good.ceh,puji diri sendirik seh Dee.haha.My classmates are very fun ppl to hang ard with.I had my break with them just now.hehs.


To Mal,eh biler nk meet??Our project is long-due.Date due is coming sooons.hehe.


I just want to sit and stare at you.



Lotsa updates,
Princess Dee

Hola!The performance went smoothly and I had a great time dancing.No wrong or forgetting of steps.Alhamdulilah.The HOURS of training was all worth it. (: And ya e part when Im supposed to dance with e guys.I actually forgotten e steps.Sungguh berterabuh.And yes what happened during e dikir performance was so embarassing.Memalukan.BUT im glad despite those happenings/moments I did have fun overall.


They nvr liked doing my hair cause they said it's too licin.ermm.. smooth? haha.It has always been e case.Durin Pentas too.Ohh well,at least I love it.hehs.And I know Ive told u before BUT for my sake, IM GOING TO CUT MY HAIR!haha.Excited saya.


Im working later.I hope time pass F-A-S-T today.


Im lost.
Lost in those eyes.


Lotsa dances,
Princess Dee

Hola!L-I-F-E has been very very very HECTIC.Projects been piling up,performance coming up tmr and work been taking up my time.bleah.Ive school,after-school activities and work to juggle.My bad.BUT then again i THINK im going to LOVE Marketing.A very good thing to me.Alhamdulilah.


Papa been telling me to quit work BUT it's not as easy as I like working there.People there are friendly and nice.And as always i feel guilty quiting just like that.So Dee.Oh well,if I really cant cope I just have to quitkan.urgh.The idea of getting more income is just soo goood BUT... e disadvantages outweighs e benefits.



Im cutting my hair on Monday.Yes.I cant wait.BUT im afraid e hair cut turns out horrible.Oh well,just wish for e best.Getting pay sooons.Save some aside for e parents,e siblings,e books,e makin of ez-link and Im left with little to spend on.Initially I wanted Papa to pay for my books BUT i feel bad asking him to pay when I can afford those freaking $100 worth of books.Well,maybe half of it will be sponsored by him.haha.


Cant wait to shop n shop.Yeah!Going to buy formal clothing for upcomin presentations with friends.Blazers!!Tak sabar sayer.


Im happy.
That's all that matters.



Lotsa schooools,
Princess Dee

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you