and i have reason to smile in my sleep

i was home the whole day and i became very restless. i walked and walked around the house, mcm tawafing gitu without any direction. da macam orang giler ok. hehe. and so i watched Bujang Senang and and and it was very very very funny! i was laughing non-stop, i like apek sense of humour, cute and quirky.

i was chatting with busok earlier and have totally forgotten about it until she asked. well, yesterday Starbucks session kan, Tash came out with " i may be meaty but im not that really, OUCH!" when i punched her and and " i may be overweight, well at least i can diet. you're UGLY!" hahahahaha. sumpah merepeks la ok. Tasha, i really hope you can make it for Friday ok! i cant wait for Friiidaaaaay. *booogie oogie wooogie ooogie*

i really need to complete my report. it's 3/4 done and im tired of crapping. really, marketing is about crapping and crapping with LOGIC that is. ah! penat ok nak mengaruts selalu. sheesh!

and since im bored, here goes

Never in my life
have i not been CUTE! *silly dance*

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile
my siblings, and it's FOUR of them not ONE. hehe

I like
dancing
because
it takes my mind off alot of things

When i'm nervous
my palms and feet get all sweaty!

The last time i laughed was
just a minute ago because someone was being very crazy and merepeks. hehe

My hair is
straight and long and black and i LOVE MY HAIR! hehe.

My feet are
very and i mean very dry!

When i turn my head left,
a pile of books on the table

When i look down,
i see my crossed leg

The craziest recent event was
going to MOS with my girlfriends. heh!

By this time next year
ill be a poly graduate! insyaallah =)

I have a hard time understanding
life, love, people, nature, destiny

You know i like-like you if
i talked all about you to my friends but then again you wouldn know that i talked about you to my friends. hahaha.

If i won an award, the first person i'd thank is
not a person, i would thank GOD.

Triangles are
a 3 sided pointy figures. i hate trigonomenetry. sheesh!

My ideal breakfast is
heartshape pancakes with fresh strawberry and jam and honey and ice milo!

If you make me really happy
i would be smiling the whole day and would make you happy too!

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon
anytime soon? i want to go to ZOO/SENTOSA. saper nak ikut?

Boys are
fun to watch specially the cute ones with the nice smile.

I'll stop my wedding if
i die on my way there OR something bad happened like a tornado/earhquake/tsunami hitting!

The world could do without
illness! im tired of being sick always ok.

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than
i wont lick a belly of a cockroach and i dont want to think of that situation. disgusting la.

Most recent thing you've bought yourself
ermm, yday i bought myself lots and lots of tissue packets.

My least favourite time of the day is
waking up in the morning, malas malas

The last time i was high
a moment ago, high on happinesss. *smiles*

The last person i talked to told me
to eat my medicine. thanks papa!

Last night i
was smiling cause someone made me happy

There's this girl i know whom
thinks im very kental

There's this guy i know whom
i like very much. heh

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy
i just smile and thank god that he/she is in my life and makes me happy.

I'm listening to
i think god can explain - Splender ( thank you you!)

I last ate
my sorethroat medicine, sedap seh. haha

My bedsheet is
yellow in colour

i smell
goood! haahaha.

On my table, i have
alot and alot and alot of stuffs, really!

My full name is
Nur Diyanah Bte Yahya


i think GOD can explain,
really.

i was in my blur/ my own world/ oblivious to my surroundings state in school. and it was funny how my friends shouted my name and they could only get my attention after a few tries, how i couldnt even notice my friend that was right in front of me until she turned and talked to me, how i stare blankly at my friends when they wanted to tegur me making them feel like strangers. sorry sorry sorry people!

but but but Starbucks session with Mar and Tasha was fun fun fun. filled with lots and lots of blowing of nose (haha. me only), jokes, teases, catching up, our feelings on certain issues, laughters and laughters. hehe. thanks for making me laughing in my ohh so sakit time! love!

the parents are very very caring. i love the attention i received when im sick ok. sumer kakak nak, sumer dapat! haha. thanks for the concerns and non-stop nagging and bugging me to go to the doctor la. annoying! hehe.

you're just the sweetest thing ever, really. *smiles*





And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there,
right there.


Aku di sini dan terus berlari, hingga kudapat yang pasti
Harapan yg selama ini ku nanti, ingin wujudkan semua mimpi-mimpi

seems like everyone is getting it eh? ah, and since i have a very very very weak immune system and is so ohh prone to getting sick. im now down to flu, sorethroat and fever! sheesh! the parents been bugging me to go to the doc's but me being me rather wait till it get worst. baah!

it was the first day of school after 3 weeks of freakingpackedtakrasermacamholidays holiday. and i wasnt schooling since there wasnt any lectures/tutorials but but but i still head down school like per normal for projects meeting ( so tak abis-abis ok). Lucky me, i had mr.burung to joked around with, it was fun teaching him malay and i like student like him cause he's so semangat to learn la. haha.

MAG meeting was full of tissues ( and yes, i had a toilet roll but it's not from the toilet ok! sheesh!) hahaha. Ili was being so hyperactive since she was stress up and i was busy trying to stop my nose from running any further. and everyone was minding their own business. haha meeting sesangat! after which we charmed sisters and Mas headed to Starbucks ( thanks Mas for the discount!) it has been sometimes since we sat there like together ok. hehe. Chocolate chip frap, chocolate muffin, yakun kaya toast bread, stories, jokes, laughters and more of it. LOVE!!


Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

KL was fun. we shop and shop and shop (well, at least i did! hehe), we ate and ate and ate (murah dan sungguh sedaps.com), we snap and snap and snap ( my family are such camwhores ok. haha), we joked and joked and joked, we laughed and laughed and laughed and we had such a GREAT GREAT GREAT time! ohh, my family is LOOOVE!!


and im blessed to have them - FAMILY,

Day 1














haha!








durians!!




hahahahahaha!

Day 2




yes, me and Yan= sumer pun nak ambik gambars! ahha




i loook so sembam.








and we sang,


and sang


and saaaaaaaaaaang our heart out! hehe










sometimes i wonder where my eyes gone to, haha






we love the cameras!
Day 3




Papa stop it ok! sheesh!





Kak Ayu funny like hell! hehe.



and papa really thinks he's cute with the hand thingys.




kononye sejuk la tu, haha





and the BIGGEST THANK YOU TO THE PARENTS for everything,


PAPA and MAMA! love love love!

the love of my life,


FAMILY ARE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!


Jika kau cuba mengerti, apa yang tersirat di hati
Apa lagi perlu kau ragu, ku milikmu

SPECIALLY FOR MY BESTFRIEND DEAREST SUHAILA!

OK EVERYBODY!

1 , 2 , 3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUHAILA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!




ok, i know i know, im one day early but i cant wish you tomorrow cause i wont be in town so here i am, HOPING THIS WOULD BE THE SWEETEST THING TO DO ( hehehe!) since ive cancelled too much things. im sorry for spoiling your day tomorrow ok. i really am so sorry that you guys cant meet up because of me. but but but look on the bright side, this gives us reason to MISS each other MOOOREE! *winks*

Suhaila sayang, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!! I hope the collage is nice cause im really bad with photoshop, aku tak paham la bende ni! (seriously, im sooo sooo bad at it but it's ARTISTIC! haha ) and ohh my god, you're 19, da TUA la kakak kite ni. hehe. I hope you have a wonderful year ahead and be blessed with everything sweet and pretty just like you! i hope you will be in the pinkest of health always and may you be smiling no matter what happens. insyaallah.

babe, be strong ok! and im sorry if ever my comments were too harsh on you but i only want to see you smile and be happy. i hate it when each time you come to me crying or complain that you've cried the whole night before, cause babe i want so much to be there for you and be a good pair of listening ears BUT knowing that you're sad makes me sadder.

we've been through so much and i love you soo banyak-banyak ok! 6 years of friendship and still counting, ohhh LOVE!


and it is standing here, right in front of you
so if you just open your eyes, oh what a sweet discovery

and so the sad/blue/kental moment i had has fade off. now im one happy happy girl. haha. my mood changes to happy easily ( ah, BAHAGIA! hehe) i woke up feeling ohh so fresh and hype up nak mampus ok.

and you know, i know you love me *looks around, well who doesnt kan?* hehe. Papa was being nice to me ( he has always been la), sending me to school, not minding the allowance i get (weird as it seems, i got double my allowance today. hmmm. hehe!) and buying the necessary stuffs i wanted. yes, i think he knows he's partially wrong. nyeh. hahaha.

i finally met up with the bestfriend who wanted soo much to meet me this past few days. eh mak cik, sorry ok aku tak abis-abis cancel plan, im really am very busy. ohh well, bottom line KITE TELAH BERJUMPA! hehe. i hope you get everything off your chest babe and you're feeling a whole lot better. LOVE!

so there were the bestfriends and my favourite busok. we had lunch at LJS, flying food ( busok! go blajar dining ettique! hahaha), Starbucks, me not minding buying drinks and going in again to get tissues, rare sesangat! hehe ( ohh, you cant resist that ohh so cute Starbucks guy with a drop dead you can cair anytime smile can you? ), busok non-stoping playing with my ear! sheesh!, kasut pecah/koyak/terputus and trying so hard to staple them together (kents la kite! haha), catching up, jokes, teases, snapping of pictures, laughters and more of it. ah LOVE sesangats!

and to the secondary school friends specially the birthday girl and boy itself ( Susuhaila and Syam!), im so sorry to cancel the outing. but you guys can go ahead without me, really! tapi i know la it wouldnt be as fun kan? hehe. BUT BUT BUT kan, latest news update, my dad couldnt get his off and he is trying so will update you guys asap! haiz, banyak sungguh plan aku! haha.


the bestfriends and busok!












sumpah, they cant stop snapping with my camera! isk isk!


awwww! how sweet, helping each other!





the bestfriends and my busok!


SPECIALLY TO SYAMSUL!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!



ah! You're 19! You're 19! hehe. Syam! i miss you la! i really hope to meet you soon and we can be bitchy, joke around and tease each other. i miss taking pictures with you and fighting over who's cuter walaupun the WINNER will be me! haha. anyways, i hope you'll be smiling during your birthday and have a wonderful year ahead. May you be bless with everything nice and may you be in the pinkest of health always. insyaallah. sekali lagi, eh SYAM AKU RINDU KAU LA!!! hehe.



Now suddenly the thousand things I've seen were
Nothing more than dreams of, of you and me

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you