Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness



As much as i want to claim that my life is a mess, it's not and as much as i want to state that my life have been good, it hasn't.

I miss you all the time, but i miss you the most when i lie awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other




i want to thank that one boy for always being there for me. terima kasih awak. i really do have lots to thank him that i don't even know where to start. im grateful for him, i really am. i cherished every moment we share together and im glad we have learn to love each other despite our incompatibility. and kamu, i can't wait for our pink car! hehe. i love you cik!

it's only 0138 and here i am all sleepy. what a hugehuge change la! tsk!

work has been goodilicous as of far. alhmadulilah. my colleagues never fail to crack me up. thank god for the transfer. i guess now, a year won't be that long. i'll live and learn along the ways. lesson plans are fun like that!

the week has been packed with love, love and more love from my favourite bunch. i finally headed out with the family, the secondary school friends, my GNO and the couples for break of fast. i had tons of fun and laughters accompanying me when im with them. bliss like that! *dances around*

and i miss dancing! soonest!


and of course, i have pictures!

buka with couples,








my GNO,


Zila seriously has issues! hehehe.

our symbol of friendship. hearts!
































the secondary school friends,















my family,













Sometimes in our life we find that special friend and I'm glad that it's you

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

it's a sunday morning and im feeling ohh so vwonderful! my ramadan has been love. i hope it stays this way, insyallah.

i wanted to write (type, i meant) on how beautiful the date was. but no words can describe how im feeling exactly. i guess we came a long way that even without saying anything, you know how i feel. and all i know is, i love you and the best part of the date is you. =)




This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

Innocence-Avril

and pictures pictures pictures!
Raya Light Up,

























my GNO-es,































the bestfriends,
















Nobody lingers like your hands on my heart
and nobody figures like you figured me out

♥ Diyanah
♥ 13 Nov 87


I forget my existence in a deep kiss with you