we, i actually decided to bring Mahir out for a ride. my siblings told me that im freaking them out! cause Mahir is just like a baby. HAHA. eh cute pe! so we decided to wear shades together cause we're cool like that. andand i took random shots mengalahkan professional photographer today. not bad ah! hehe.

i've been spending waaaay too much time with Ahmad that it's crazy! no, am definitely not complaining. this kinda freedays don't usually come by easily. thank god for the holidays and his extended break. hehe. and i definitely can't stand sitting at home the whole day, boleh jadi giler okay. Ahmad totally feel me on this cause my crazy paranoia will haunt me and i then will msg him bukanbukan every minute and my siblings will suffer from my non-stop rants and complains . yes yes, im THAT annoying.

oh! i desperately need to learn how to cook! i FAIL big time on nasi goreng. it sure smells like it BUT taste, ya allah far from it. hampa! Ahmad told me to cook during my free time. in his word "masak je ape-ape, cuba-cuba". NONSENSE! how can masak ape-ape, i masak you ok tak?

Since the day that we met
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world



us : *sings blablabla because a girl like you is impossible to fiiiind*
me : i know, im one in a million kan?
him: *stares at me blankly*

me : sexy tak i? lawa tak? you!
him: *stares at me blankly*

i love irritating Ahmad with stupid stuffs like these. and of course, he BASTARD and will only stare at me like he heard some alien language coming out from my mouth. HAHAHA. it's really crazy how this boy tolerates my nonsense (see picture above) and my ugly mood swings.

and because Ahmad is Ahmad, he's been nothing but patient of my mintakkenesepak antics. i hate silence, so most of the time, i love provoking him by chanting repeatedly "you talk to me, bebual la, bebual, oi, AHMAD MAHIR MUHAMMAD KAMIL!" HAHA. i know, im annoying like that. today, i brought him to 3 places just because i wanted to satisfy my crazy cravings. Downtown for Fish&Co Express, Bugis for chewy donuts and Simpang for MadJack. and because i love acting cool and very ngade-ngade step tak boleh kene sunlight, i use his Oakley (just because) and pouts my mouth 12687367856 times. HAHA. sometimes he gets too tired of me and surrender (just like picture above). hehe.

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

papa : korang dari mane?
him : makan tadi.
papa : makan makan. nanti Diyanah makin besar, Ahmad tak besar-besar. jangan layan die.

HAHAHAHA. my dad also bastard. see i told you, noone in the world can layan my nonsense (see all pictures, i am very melebih) except for Ahmad. i love you la brudderr. hehe.

Other boys are cute, but you were the one

because i have a new camera, EHEM! i swear my entries will be full of pictures now. hahaha. and since im not the only one excited about it, Ahmad too! we've been each other models for quite a bit. hehe. but because both of us very macam paham the pictures are quite kental ah. HAHA.

anyhoos, we headed to Johor yesterday and got lost at Permas Jaya or was it somethingGudang that it was crazy! hahaha. as usual, we spend hours at the car workshop, adding whateverwhatever to his car and headed to Permas Jaya to add some more things. *roll eyes* and then we got lost (HAHA) and found ourselves filling our empty stomach at A&W that was quite deserted, in the middle of nowhere. the waffles, to die for! YUMMY sangat! it was fun getting lost and going through freakingscaryanddark kampongs with him. hehe. i love you cik Ahmad! nyeh!

i've never regretted plucking up the courage to join SNT alone, yes all alone. though i started of as a veryveryvery quiet person (shutup and trust me on this! HAHA), i ended (never quite ended actually, once and forever) with lots of crazy and beautiful memories plus great friendships that will last for a veryveryvery long time.

Pentas was great. the storyline was a bit too draggy but the casts were good, i laughed my ass off watching the dikir sets by Nira and PST and i was WOW-ed by SNT's piece. seriously, them girls did great! =) hehe.

Because time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year


my birthday celebrations is AMAZING! i couldn't ask for anything more but being able to spend it with my love ones. im one lucky girl to be bless with so much loves around me. alhamdulilah.

after training, we (me and iffah) got a birthday cake from them. we got tricked about some blog issues (merepek la! haha). the cake was deelicious and it got smeared onto our faces and my clothes. eeediot! i got pinches which left bruises on my hand. hmph! got changed into my training attire (HOW BUSOK!) and we, girls then headed to Marina Barrage and spend our night taking pictures, jumping and jumping away. haha. i spend my morning with Cipah and the Nadias at Geylang laughing at Indian prostitutes (HAHAHAHA!), they actually wear sarees! turn on abis okay! hehe. i had a great time with my Dian loves. thank you korangs!

i had dinner with the family at East Coast since baby can't head to Johor, cause her passport is with the school. tsk! we were bloated with pari-s, kerangs, kang kongs, calamaris, bbq chicken. yummay! it was crazy with papa singing on and on and dancing (HAHA). and for the CK perfume set, terima kasih. hehe. i love you family sooo much!

it was a veryveryvery sweet day. my boyfriend reallyreally tried to be the sweetest. hehe. we headed to Vivo and in the car he told me to close my eyes (jadi aku pun semangat ah kan) and he gave me a 20 cents coin! idiot! hahah. he then asked me to put whatever car thingy in the boot and when i opened it, i saw a HUGE Build A Bear bag. and so he said Happy Birthday. the bear is toooo CUTE la! it has heartbeat okay! and the cake actually sings for me, CRAZY! andand the bear pakai boxer! tak boleh angkat! the bear's dressing a little bit orbit but you know, it resembles Ahmad mah. HAHA. headed to the workshop and got it name. im now a proud owner of my Mahir (i know,i know. hahahah!) bear.

we then headed to Earl Swensens for heavy lunch, andand i love their walnut rocky road, deelicious giler! i got myself too bloated, waaay too bloated that i throw everything up in Sentosa. haha! andand we took the glass cable car (been meaning to!! hehe) and had the space to ourselves, best! we watched Song of the Seas and i love the fire balls thingy, cool shit! and Keppel Bay was beautiful. i enjoyed my day very much, thank you sayang for putting in all the efforts and planning the whole day (sungguhrare ok) i love you just the way you are la, sweet or not!

it was a 2 in 1 celebration, mine and Mal. yes, Mal! (better late than never) we headed to the Thai restaurant for dinner. there, Mal gave me and Su our new 09 organiser and a friendship card! sweet la sangat. hehe. Starbucks for kopi-s and exhanging of gifts. we made Mal unwrapped her gifts a whole lot of times before retrieving her Fossil watch. Mal, that design one in a million tau, specially customised for you! hehe.

they then made me unwrapped mine. i also very semangat la because they said "we think it's useful for your career" and guess what i see, BOOKS! 2 THICK BOOKS! my jaw dropped okay cause i HATE books. HAHAHA. so my reflex actions was "you girls got me books?" bastard la BUT it's just so hard for me to sink in that i just got 2 THICK BOOKS FOR MY 21ST! hehe. i did managed to smile though and took pictures with it (terpakse ah, dalam hati sedih. hahaha) i think they tak sampai hati see-in my IGOTBOOKSFORMYBDAE look, they handed another wrapped parcel to me. and guess what i got! i got myself a Braun Buffel wallet! i love it soooo much! and i love you girls more, bestfriends forever and ever! heheh.

my 16 yrs old face! HAHA.


the books!


as you can see, im happy giler tak terkater.




sayang.

WICKED! the only word to describe my celebration with the old school loves. Busok got us a room at Swissotel and the view from the 53rd floor was beautiful! the moment i stepped in, i was terpegun with the view la. the girls made me searched for 4 presents in the room and i definitely fail, they were giving me clues after clues. hahaha. in Tasha word's "bantal, bantal" with the indian slang. HAHAHA.

we had too many balcony sessions for their non-stop smoke breaks, my girls definitely has polluted my clean lungs. HAHA. O Bar for good clean fun, dancing our morning away. breakfast with donuts and nasi lemaks and continuation of their smoking sessions. CRAZY la, nonstop hits ok! andand for ending the day with a birthday song and cake, terima kasih. very touched! hehe. i had fun, fun, fun girls! thanks for the wicked day and not minding stoning away at work! hee.